I would suggest getting a test kit when you get your LSD. Lots of people are selling analogue chemicals that aren't as harmless. 1p-lds is safe, and AL-LAD is safe, but be careful with the NBOMe series.
There are darknet sites that you can buy everything you want on. I never went that rout...
I found this very interesting blog article. I thought that people here might enjoy reading it. It talks about how many modern scientists and skeptics are as skeptical as they should be. How they often only focus on easy targets like quack medicine and bigfoot, but they don't question other...
The lowest wage jobs I've had have been to most stressful. Food and retail aren't easy, and they both force you to deal with gobs of people on a daily basis. When I was younger and more lazy, I was ok with just making $14k a year with my part time delivery job. It gave me enough to just get by...
When I was getting high all the time, I love spirit science. I've seen almost ever video on there. I was a koolaid drinker, even. They have a nice foundation for modern new age spirituality. I've gone back to a more traditional form a christian thinking, but they introduced me to some new...
These are the youtubers I send hours and hours of time watching. I do watch a lot of lets plays.
Game Grumps
If you haven't watch them, you are missing out. They are super funny.
Angry Video Game Nerd
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0M0rxSz3IF0CsSour1iWmw
Channel Awesome
The Nostalgia...
Melatonin helps a little. It's not a complete cure, like ambien or lorazapam, would probably be, although you would need to keep taking them. You also addressed several of the reasons why you're having issues. Get a multivitamin, go for a walk in the evening to get some exorcise, and find the...
I used to shave my chest hair, because it was patchy. It's gets thicker each year like my beard. My girlfriend says that she loves my body hair. She was also born in the early 80's. She is not one of the 90s-2000s millennials. So I assume that plays a role in her tastes.
I honestly like body...
I hate the cold.
I hate being cold.
I hate snow.
I like sun shine with a light breeze and some cloud cover.
I live in a desert and have no plans to ever live and where other than deserts or tropics.
It might not sound helpful, but I just started doing something. That's how I found the motivation. Gardening was what got me out and enjoying life. My advice is to stop telling yourself no to going out. When I felt the urge to get out of the house, I just did. Any excuse I could think of...
If I eat veggies and fruits all day, even high protein and fat ones, I'll still crave some meat by the end of the day. But I go days without eating meat. Beans, avocados, and nuts help with the cravings. I might end up still hungry afterwards, though. When if I just ate a piece of lunch meat or...
Getting prepared for the real world after a week vacation. I was told I didn't have to come in tomorrow, but my paid vacation is all used up now. So work it is.
The first time I heard of him, was on the Joe Rogan podcast. He is a bit of a provocateur. Even a contrarian. He is the gay Anne Colter.
I find him extremely entertaining. But I also think Rush Limbaugh and 420munkey are entertaining lol.
Plan something. It's cutting it close, but you could just ask some friends if they want to come over this weekend or go out to a bar to celebrate your birthday. It's that simple. Not everyone will be able to, but I'm sure some people will. Especially if you have booze.
Ta you don't have a core...
Drinking is fun. It makes me feel warm and helps me shut my mind off a bit. Getting intoxicated is something humans did before they were even humans yet. It's a wonderful tradition, and it helps to deal with the stress of life. Relaxing your body relaxes your mind. It has lasting effects for...
I used to have two guns. A mosin nagant, and a ruger sr40c. I had to sell both to pay for rent. I can buy the ruger back, though. I used to conceal carry it daily. In arizona you don't need a permit to do that.
When I went to a meet up for the forum I brought my hand gun. I even slept with it...
Pretty close to my experience. Except it was most likely triggering mental breaks. If I didn't take a 1 month break every three months I probably would have been even worse off. I thought it was helping me. It's pain killing effects was hiding the fact that I had an ulcer, and the munchies and...
I feel like you could use this
It sucks having to take a handout, but they are there for a reason. You're having trouble getting a job. That's what it's for. As far as drugs go, you need to get yourself to a doctor to help diagnose you. Then they will help you get what you need, but people on...
I keep dreaming about ghosts. Normally they are chasing me. Last night a ghost was trying to show me a secret. I was working with an archaeologist to uncover some mystery. The ghost kept hanging around a river. As the dream went on, we uncovered more things about who the ghost was. Centipedes...
Goals for the month:
Set up doctors appointment
Message one person a week on a dating site
Go on at least one date
Keep garden alive
Start second raised bed for melons, pumpkins, jicama, and squash.
Gardening is going good, darling. I have sprouts in my raised bed and my hydroponic garden is doing really well. Haven't found a new job yet. Mine doesn't have a replacement for me anymore. So I'm going to stay until we move locations. We are moving to a building across the street. Our old...
Drug abuse enhances and creates symptoms of mental illness. I've pretty much lost all the symptoms of illness since I quit smoking pot. I seriously thought I was losing my mind. Turns out drugs do that. Maybe lay off all the weekends out getting loaded. Up your B vitamin intake as well as...
Right there with you. I'm 5'11" and 130 lbs. When I ate a bunch of fast food while smoking pot I managed to get up to 145ish. I was 165 when I was 19 but I was working out a lot and eating a ton of bread. Now with my more plant based diet I'm stuck at a lower weight than I was in high school...
I was mean in my comment to you. So I'm sure you don't care about what I think. But I'm glad you have found confidence enough in yourself that you don't feel the need to pander or be nice about something you believe strongly in. I like what you contribute to the forum.
I think the lack of calories might be effecting your temper there nanook. But what does a stupid INTP know? I'm just sitting here dying in a video game coma, while you watch me die. Truly the dietary jesus is among us
Like several other people have stated. You're spread too thin and it seems like you're putting too much pressure on yourself. I sense a lot of self loathing from many posts you make. I think that is because you expect too much from yourself. Not that you can't accomplish many things, its that...
I'm spending my day with my new raised bed garden. It hasn't been seeded yet. I'm going to seed it all morning. It loves the seeds.
Everyone have a nice V-day
It's time to tell her how you feel. I've gotten myself in the same situation many many times. Clingy people like me, and I had a hell of a time standing up for myself. I tried to ignore them, but it can take up to a year for some of them to get the hint. It's better to just tell them. It's hard...
So much butt hurt in this thread. Ya'll meed to take a chill pill.
It's funny how cherry starts a fight, a mod corrects him, then everyone picks on the victim of cherry's assault. If there was any sense cherry and sinny would be temp banned and this shit show of a thread would be closed.
You...
I got hooked too. Honestly quitting has been nice. Maybe one day in the future I'll be able to use it responsibly, but that day is far from now. Also, I'll wait till it's legal, and I don't have to worry about them having pesticides, or synthetics sprayed on it.
Not our fault your ancestors didn't consider that the ice caps might melt completely one day. Better steal of of those boats the refuges used. When arizona becomes a rain forest, I'll let you live on my banana plantation... if you can make it here :rolleyes:
Sucks for you guys. I don't know why a bunch of jungle apes would ever want to live where it's cold. We only had two frosts, and now the temp i picking back up.
9b hardiness ftw
But, yes, eat your sickness away. Try to eat watery fruits, or lots of soup. If you can, do some jumping jacks to...
Howdie
Welcome to our little space. If your stalkers don't find you here, we can provide you with one on request.The bathroom is out of paper, and the bar is free.
I complain about being lonely, but I don't make plans to go out, or talk to women I think are interesting. I hate my job, but I haven't sent in an application for another. I have pain issue that are solved by stretching every morning, but I don't start stretching until I hurt really bad again...
I was playing a game all day yesterday. Gopher told me when I got off to go to bed. I'm mildly embarrassed that I didn't write you. You will be happy to hear I stopped smoking pot.
Bananas every day. Bananas for breakfast. Bananas for snack. Bananas when I'm bored. I fucking love bananas. I plan to start growing bananas when the winter is coming to an end.
Avocados are really good too. I try to eat one of those a day. The magic of American grocery stores. You can do so...
Re: whhat gives you the incentive/willpower/strength to keep going and stay "alive"?
I'm going to die eventually. I'm in no rush anymore.
My family loves me, my friends love me, and people I haven't met will love me. I can't rob the world of what I will offer it.
There are so many plants...
Re: Disect this, in other words: (what do you think of me or my type)
I don't see how people don't get this. It's clearly an attempt to show that bogart is a try hard. You either have Asperger, you're not very bright, lived in a basement and never learned how to communicate, or are really...
I stopped masturbating as often as I used to. I had a porn problem. It was killing my motivation and my anxiety, specifically with women, was getting bad. I had (sometimes still have) little desire to leave the house, and I was even late to work several times, and growing in number, just because...
(I may edit in the morning after I sleep)
I maybe going through/getting out of one, currently. I have good and bad days, bit mostly good recently. It started around 23. I had a lot of delusions about the people I lived with, and about people in my church, which I found out were half true, I...
I do stupid things sometimes
The other antihistamine I took, was mostly by accident. I was sick and figured I'd use it as an excuse to abuse cold meds. I didn't research it enough, and thought it would hit me like benadryl. This was even after my bad experience with benadryl. I thought I was...
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