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Nope, but I looked him up now and I kind of like what I hear so far! Here are some examples of more aesthetically "dark side" eerie things I like:

I like darkness and mystery, but definitely not in the horror sense. I don't like morbid shit like murder and torture at all. I like more existential/metaphysical dark stuff. And shitty feelings like anxiety and sorrow. Sad songs tend to be the most beautiful.

That seems a little drastic. You should never resort solely to psychoactives to get over problems. They might aid in the process of getting over things sometimes though, but it shouldn't be done too often. But that's just like, my opinion, man.

I have the exact same problem. I can't look people in the eyes constantly, it builds up some sort of anxious pressure inside of me. I have to look to the left or right every few seconds to 'release' this eye-contact pressure. The only solution I have is making it a bit of a 'game', to try and...

I say you should try weed again. But just take it easy. Start off with a low dose, and only if you're really sure you're quite 'normal' again. I smoked weed a couple of times a week for the whole summer and I was fine. I really enjoy it. I'm glad it doesn't give me panic attacks anymore...

You sound a lot like me, except that everything happened over a longer time span for you. I'm largely over it now, and even enjoy weed once in a while. (I guess partly to prove to myself there's nothing to be afraid of.) Although it all might come back one day, who knows. I've always been...

I listen to music and imagine movie-like scenarios. Think of animations, try to let emotions guide me as much as I can. Then I just draw stuff on auto-pilot, and sing/hum along with the music, and just in general try to get into the most trance-like, intense mental state I can provoke.

I like this thread. INTP small talk isn't that bad.

YES IT IS. You have no idea how fucking annoying it is that many people never believe INTPs honestly just want to get to the truth in the most economic way possible. We have to find out all possible flaws in ideas, to make sure nothing gets fucked up later on, in the future. We check our own...

This is why I drink a lot of green tea. It's also helpful for burning extra fat when working out. I only drink green tea and water. And milk or chamomile tea before bed.

I kind of agree Minuend. But dreams do include things that you have recently noticed/done/felt, usually. So there's no magic in it, but it might give some information on what your situation is.

Uh... I spent most of my day worrying. Worrying if the other people on the train are plotting to stab me and then take my wallet, worrying about passing school this year, worrying if the world I'm supposedly in actually exists... And reading articles on wikipedia about psychology and drugs...

Sounds good, Puffy 8) Zombies and toilets... Lots of possible definitions for those two... Perhaps it symbolizes you feeling pushed into a corner, intimidated by a lot of people you can't escape from? The interesting thing is, I don't smoke, and I really loved smoking in my last dream. I...

I love this site. You should probably take it with a grain of salt, but it's interesting. http://www.dreammoods.com/ You basically just search for things that were in your dream, and it will tell you what metaphors it might stand for. Last night, I dreamt I was smoking quite a lot, so I...

Sounds like what happened to me when I smoked a lot of weed for the first time, except 10x more intense. The constant worrying about what reality is and such will stop eventually, it's just pretty intense when you've first experienced such a thing.

I can't explain how hard I laughed at this video. I lost it when he started beating up another kid. Iraqi Gangster Kid - YouTube

I'm making mixtapes now as well. Incredible how much fun it is. I especially enjoy designing album covers, and then handing it to friends and stuff. Absolutely great.

You want to RP porn? What does that even mean?

Mighty Diamonds - Pass The Kouchie - Pass The Kouchie LP / Bad Gong - YouTube

I have the opposite. It's hard for me to visualize what I want to draw. I just draw and let my hands to the work on auto-pilot usually. Whenever I do visualize what I want to draw, it's something I'm very proud of in the end though.

:eek: What... what just happened? There was a lot of text and caps and... what? Welcome! Oh, and about the I/E thing, I'm pretty sure you're an ENFP, purely judging from your first post.

But I'm almost 17! O: But yeah, I think I get most of it. The hardest part is just getting the confidence to get to the point of asking a girl out to a date. Actually, I've asked this girl out already. Last Saturday, I think. We were supposed to go hang out at her place. I suggested we'd go...

I also came here just to say I really love your avatar.

It was fun to follow this thread. If OP is not a troll, I hope all goes well.

Not laughing at myself IRL, just, in my head. Feeling like 'What the fuck. This is so unusual, it's ridiculous' I've been stuck in some sort of depersonalized state-of-mind (again), and it's getting kind of scary to me. I've started viewing everything I do in a really kind of... mocking way...

I am well aware I have quite some time left for marriage, yes. But I would like to get some relationship-experience before that as well, so I don't end up panicking when I'm 30 and don't know what to do. And the age of 16-20 seems ideal for that. Plus, I have really quite liked this girl for...

Very well-said. The 'be yourself' phrase is also something I kind of dislike, because, even if you're acting 'not like yourself' it's still an attribute of being yourself... So... Even acting out of your character is just you being yourself, in a way... But I understand what you mean here. It's...

Exactly. I'd say I'm being sarcastic 50% of the time. I think not everybody knows this. It almost has become automatic. 'Can you get me some coffee since you're going there anyways?' 'No man, who the fuck do you think I am?' Obviously, I'll just get the coffee, but it takes a while for people...

A lot of people think I have ADHD. I don't think 'people' think I'm boring. Unusual or weird, perhaps, but not boring. I think INTPs are usually too eccentric in behaviour and appearance to be seen as boring. I have this nagging feeling that everybody thinks I'm just a dumb random guy with no...

What? Are you getting checked for lung cancer or so? Sorry if this seems kind of blunt, but I have no idea what's going on here. In any case, I hope all goes well?

@thelithiumcat: Problems I have with not being a stereotypical male: I try to stay observing. I'm not dominant. at. all. I'm not serving either. I'm just an individual that's seemingly out of reach for everyone. I think women want some sort of warm, beary, dominant guy. Instead I radiate...

Ooh. As you've never painted before, the paintings are a pretty good start, you'll get more refined as you go. Art is really just training through repetition to gain experience, mostly. I dig where 'Mutant Stairs' is going. Oh, and the pictures with beautiful light. I like making photos of...

The thing that bothers me with booze is that I really like it at first, but after, say, 5 drinks I won't be able to feel my body very well, I start feeling disconnected and like everything is going on auto-pilot, which causes me to panic a little because I get afraid I'll do stupid shit.

All kinds, I guess it best falls under the category of surreal/psychedelic. Here's an example. And another one. And another one! And yet another one! Although those weren't inspired by Bavari yet. And the last one is already 2 years old. What kind of art do you make?

I agree with you Fukyo. I understand and support the idea that the way humanity is dealing with everything now is wrong and that it should change, but this speech is way too naive and contradictory to be a REALLY good example for the world. It's way too idealistic and emotion-fueled. In order...

It's a pretty good speech. But 'we don't need cleverness'? No, fuck that. We do need cleverness. We need cleverness AND kindness. Why would you lock out great possibilities? You can think AND be kind... It's not that hard. At least that's what I try to do. I would've worded this speech way...

Ah that's great! :) Bavari's been a big influence on my artwork lately as well.

Thanks! I really quite like it as well (of course). You should check out more of Alessandro Bavari: http://www.alessandrobavari.com/english/biography/biography.htm

There's always edibles if you're worried about your lungs. Although edibles provide a different, longer-lasting high. Mind altering substances are a part of life and discovering it, in my opinion. Although they definitely fuck with your head. But hey, what'd life be without challenges and...

- No nicknames. - Weird, jerky movements. - Introspective, but also coupled with inexplicable outbursts of hyperactivity. - Awkward poses/laughs/positions on photographs. (Especially photos with different people in them.) - Quite annoying sometimes. - Also stoner stereotype. (Not really a...

It all kind of depends on your approach... I mean, you could discuss this stuff endlessly. There are so many variables to take into consideration.

Your development definitely isn't primarily influenced by drugs, but drugs do have their effect on the ideas you form. I usually only realize this later on though.

Meh. Somewhat know what you mean. I don't really fall for slutty, dumb pornstar types though. I'm more into the sensitive, quiet artistic types of girls. Who I hope are intelligent. They usually end up being intelligent... but just so shy and quiet you still really have to put a lot of effort...

Yeah. Take it easy. It sounds like you somewhat experienced the same thing. Just wait as long as you think is necessary, like Moocow said, it's better to become relaxed before taking any drugs. The sensing-theory is a good one. Now I think of it, weed does feel like it has made my personality a...

Depends on the weed, and the mood/area you're smoking in. I think I am somewhat like you, yogurtexpress. However, I mostly managed to get over the panic attacks. I just stopped smoking in situations I was already uncomfortable in. Smoke at a concert of a band you really love. Smoke alone, smoke...

Hahaha, great stuff Minuend. Is that actually you or one of those fake videochat-faces?

It was more directed at Bird... But nonetheless, I appreciate you not leaving (yet). :)

Are you going to leave us? :c

Yeah exactly. It has a lot to do with anxiety. I am predisposed to panic attacks and generalized anxiety apparently. When I talked about it with my dad's side of the family (Mostly NTs and NFs), most of them have suffered/suffer from this. I think because INTPs aren't very good with emotions...

You guys are like a couple now, with the avatars and all. Welcome!