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I have had succubus hallucinations but wouldn't think of this HR Giger bitch as being my anima. gross. i could only see the succubus as a manifestation of evolution, because she literally just rapes a man to steal his sperm/DNA and suck the life out of him (not all of it, no worries). but i must...

the relationship with my anima? uhm. we don't talk too much. but she is just around the corner. what cognisant said. the anima can't be reduced to a single image, she is a spectrum of possibilities, just like a real woman would be. artists will try to create some images of her. the picture i...

wut? did i say any of that? lol, such whisper mail. what i was trying to say in my second-last paragraph was more like: Ne conmen will sometimes use their Ne to fake Ni. they can not fake evolved Ni but primitive Ni. and use that to exploit the primitive Ni of their primitive audience to draw...

exactly, wasti. for those who think i must be "NF because spirituality" (duh!), you should consider the fact that i was an atheist my whole life, an archeology fan in childhood, then a sci fi fan. like many of you, i did not understand or care about spirituality, until i had real life...

intuition is comprehension of process. spirituality is our understanding of the greater processes of biological life (reap what you sow) or psychological life (grow an ego, then grow beyond it). that means spiritual intelligence is the main product of your intuition, the master work of your...

@Polaris i think you are sort of too hard on yourself. we can only understand other people to the extend that we can understand ourselves. your understanding of the limitations of your understanding is only an example of that. naturally teenagers suck at understanding others, because they have...

I strongly believe that all psychoanalytical intelligence is based on intuition, because my definition of intuition is simply comprehension of processes. And everyone can perceive a process, everyone has some intuition, but "being intuitive" means actively associating any process with all...

hotdog, followed by a bunch of purging / cleansing activities. (don't want parasites, so raw fish is not okay) would you rather be the guy who, after receiving sufficient feedback, knows of himself, that he is a total hackjob, regarding details and also partially deluded, regarding big picture...

i reject the wording. -super high intrapersonal intelligence. (not ultra mega tho, i leave that title for my gurus) -super shitty interpersonal intelligence. a profiler, not a pep talker. a translator and thus reconciler but not a diplomat or trader. i understand people and their general...

I would say of myself that i went through my life being apathic. The psychiatric jargon for that is shizoid. Which means not feeling encouraged to live your dreams. Being intimidated to the core. I blame it on the judgements of other people, which are not internalized as my own egoic judgements...

conceived or contrived?

a metaphor for going through life being sky high or possibly believing in a fancy self image. avoiding the ground, cold facts, but the ground keeps coming for you, as you run out of fuel. your dreams are your own thoughts, not devine revelations from an all knowing higher self. this is not a...

lmao. beware, hado. maladapted brats will just beat the living shit out of you, with their thick books about unschooling america, when you try to exploit them, by suggesting how they ought to be, male, female, grown up, etc.

i smoked a couple of years. age 17 to 25 or something like that. 25 a day. was terribly hard to go through withdrawals. did it with patches first. but relapsed and then i rolled my own, super thin, or used one shot pipes. many time delayed temporary relapses, like whenever i socialized for a...

today people know more about what other people might think/expect of them. the pressure to conform with expectations goes deeper under the skin, because modern expectations are directed at deeper layers of personality. people hear thousands of value-voices on the internet. if anything about...

Thanks to tesla and the likes, there are solar panels everywhere. Should be real easy to get some electricity to go. wait, his name isn't actually tesla. cant recall his real name. i can relate to the creative play. did many such things as a child. but chronic fight of flight mentality killed...

the ability to adapt to a changed environment, not covered by pure instinct, is the obvious advantage humans have over apes and other mammals. so apparently we are meant to travel the stars and inject out dna into various black holes, alternate dimensions, the next big bang, etc. i feel pretty...

keep your potatoes, i will head towards tropical lands, hunting for bananas and who wants to freeze to death in a northern winter anyways? most crazy thing: i might get myself killed by experimenting with an airplane. i don't care much for crazy actions. wouldn't hang out in a play casino, etc...

i am moderately curious about what you are like. everyone is mistyped and misunderstands typology so labels can't communicate anything. if you look into socionics intertype relationships you will see that there are more possibilities than your current stereotypes take into account. for...

a guy drives a car at night, with sunglasses on. he cant see enough to tell the difference between a mexican and an asian guy. he thinks to himself "it doesn't matter what breed they are, as long as i hit them respectfully, from the front. just let me have my fun.". suddenly the sensitivity...

my mother granted me a lot of self-acceptance, but the masculine aspect of me was mostly closed out. it wasn't even so much her own dislike of the masculine, albeit she certainly lacked a proper understanding of healthy masculinity, as it was her feminine/agape or rather thanatos based support...

ken wilber explains egos (the masculine principle) and agape (the feminine principle) and how the conscious principle depends on the unconscious one working along, or else, how when the unconscious one is suppressed or deranged, the conscious one breaks down into a pathological version of...

men are not insensitive about needs. we just prioritize needs that are relevant in the long term over needs that are relevant in the short term, because we are specialized for defense, survival, thriving, progress, relative to external or objectified challenges. women are specialized for...

classic example of sexual identity disorder. a hyper male guy / brain, raised by narcissistic women, not allowed to manifest his masculine style in any self-serving action (or even in serving other guys), sees himself reduced to the potential of putting his style into service to the feminine...

respect your body. learn about natural hygiene. or kill yourself slowly, like everyone else is.

Nice to hear from you. <3 You may be referring to me in your video, since i probably mentioned Aspergers once. There is so much miscommunication involved here. I believe how i see you is accurate and how you see yourself is also accurate, yet we conceptualize it differently and it makes a...

She will be married a year from now, then have three kids. Serious about integrating herself into the traditional web of life. Currently posing for mating purposes. I have many more thoughts about this but i don't want to be proven wrong about more than one thought at a time :D

That means we will run out of energy? It's going to be like universal alzheimers? Sucks to be god then. What if our ideas about energy and matter are Ni informing us about what is happening to our own vitality + brain matter? http://i.usatoday.net/community/_photos/alzheimers-topper.jpg yeah...

no, its in deed more like a hypothetical fact, since we assume that evidence for his humanity is buried somewhere near a gravestone with his name on it. but this doesn't mean that occams razor is not necessary to prove his humanity using his bones. without occams razor and other similar logical...

loved it. full of powerful metaphorical artwork. not as stale as i remember the anime with its japanese audio that puts me to sleep like nothing. took a while to drag me in though since at first it just seems like a lame cop hunts criminal story. science fiction ought to be a reflection on...

you can think however you can think. all humans are dead inside. plato is especially dead inside. plato was especially human. therefore death is super human. am i doing this right? there is no right way, only an agreed upon way. i do it my way. what we call fact is a perspective that is...

Brain controlling technology might help with this: Occasionally I find myself fantasizing about how i might act in the world, if i were entirely insensitive in the sense of being fearless and not having any goal in mind, meaning no hope or fear relative to that goal. The only directive would be...

Do intriguing flamewars count as action? Otherwise i ran out of action potential when i got over my teenage Tetsuo (akira) phase. I could see "into the wild" or end time scenarios though.

white i hope there was value in dwelling on those very difficult questions, because the test result wasn't worth it (there are only 4 types, its obvious which one is mine by the description given right here https://www.colorcode.com/ )

Oh, the irony, given our history of competing for INFP. Now that i have switched from assuming INFP to INTP for myself, you follow me as well, or, well, John suggests you should do so. Meanwhile John also thinks i am massively "intimate" and therefore must be INFP. The only thing i am intimate...

- I could explain it to you, but you couldn't perceive and confirm what i am talking about. - Go Freud Jung Self! (quote me on that) - I would rather be ridiculed for inventing a hundred false hypotheses, which were promising to open developmental possibilities, than be praised for...

Perhaps my mind would bother to retain or recall names, if i ever daydreamed about initiating conversation/relationship with people. But most people are out of sight, out of mind.

i understand people through understanding myself analytically (which means understanding my inner dualities, so i can also understand people who are my opposite - they are still a part of me). being mature (40 years old) helps. you can only understand people who are of less or equal maturity...

LII followed by ILI > ILE overall introversion is unquestionable. strongest apparent preference for intuition (Ni and Ne almost equal) moderately apparent Ti minor Si undetectable Fi moderately averse to Te further removed from Fe extremely negative about Se result is identical to my self...

left brain cant pull its head out of its ass. lets get over these insane dualities. why don't you just recreate cultural reality from scratch and this time do it properly, based on understanding the involved structures. none of that winning loosing playing psychopathy is allowed. nobody has...

Reminds me of this teal swan video i wanted to rewatch. She spoke of overachievers who can't even get themselves to loose a battle, when loosing would be what could set them free from their false self. Contrasting underachivers, who can't even manage to win, when pushing through all the way...

We are more evolved and have higher goals and since these goals are evolved through brain structures, they are automatically collective: just give proper nutrition to kids and they will grow into those higher goals (granted they are allowed to socialize and discover their potential without...

I am little bit harsh in judging egoic illusion though. We go through decades of having delusional judgements or values, that do not apply to actual options of ourselves or anyone else. And there is evolutionary value to this insanity. It is that it is a practice of or display of evolution of...

My values are kosmocentric but also based on how conductive any activity is to evolutionary progress, relative to where its environment/circumstance is, relative to this situation coming near to manifesting kosmocentric values. Therefore my values are not my "own" values, unless we talk about...

I dont like how this reeks of unrealistic generalization. The value of all of those folks is how they choose to go about it. The police officer beats you to a pulp, the chemistry professor invents toxic food preservatives (anything preserving is actually suppressing organic vitality), the...

not primarily for convenience. it's mostly because you have to con someone to make a living in capitalism, where you are doomed to death, if you don't. lies create demand, demand creates profit, profit of one implies poverty of another, poverty creates demand and susceptibility to lies. few...

are more people overconfident than overly intimidated and if so, why? first thought: perhaps overconfidence is both provoked and rewarded by stress/violence in the distance (school/society, etc) and intimidation is caused by having boundaries crossed in intimate contexts (parents/child). and...

i strongly believe integrating the body by various means (including natural hygiene and fruitarianism) is indeed terribly powerful for making auxiliary Si types whole. i had my own initial awakening (meaning discovery of transegoic consciousness, not attainment) through a TAKETINA dance...

Yeah, well most of you cynical materialist fuckers will rephrase this question: How to become a cooperate slave keeper?

all of those poll options and virtually nothing else, except that i came around to realize that physical health is something you HAVE to worry about. and i generally wonder how many of my interests are originally just egoic worrying. prior to ego, the essential concern seems to be one with...