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Toward the end she said she was surprised I didnt try anything. I thought it was a platonic hang out but I can definitely see how I could have misunderstood. Either way her response wasnt really warranted. I replied to her text with" oof that bad huh" and she basically just said leave me alone...

I sort of do that too.

I did it! I met a girl and we hung out for about 10 minutes. Then we cuddled for 7or 8 hours straight. I did not think I could replenish my oxytocin in one day. I was wrong. My brain feels worse than a hang over, the way my brain used to feel when I studied swedish for 5 hours every day. I feel...

dont forget to call pretty women mushka.

Most of my yt channels are diy/ music. If you want some good content ted talks are great. I guess vsauce is an obvious suggestion, I learned a lot of engineering mechanics/concepts from colinfurze. If you like coding you may like michael reeves. Wintergatan is a cool channel, his older videos...

I too own an ushanka and love it. Is there a pattern here? Agreed. My dressing style is neutral colors, no logos, leather boots. I love leather shoes.

parrots are awesome, have you played dark souls?

I went on a date once and I felt at one with the world, like there wasnt anything separating me from my surroundings. It was cool but it went away after we parted, never to be seen again. maybe it was my brain experiencing oxytocin, dunno

A thread about self discipline ridden with talk of drugs that substitute the need for self discipline. :cat: Im not trying to judge anyone, obviously these drugs make the slog that is a part of academics less soul crushing. I would definitely have used some if I had access. It would have...

Taking acting classes will probably pay itself of many times throughout your life. Im not sure about pretending to be drunk to fit in, have you considered changing friend groups or maybe just not drinking so much? It would be quite mentally taxing to act every time you socialize, you may end up...

it is neat that we all function a bit differently. I wonder how common it is to not remember the dates of your memories, seems rare to me. I would say the dream was from thinking about sclera tattoos before bed. My profile pic is the only person I could find with eye tattoos with the exact same...

I had a wicked dream last night. I put some kind of melanin into my eyes and they started turning black, then it drained out and I was kinda confused. I was super excited when they turned black tho, cant remember for the life of me what I looked like with black scleras :c one. job. brain.

When did you start attending high school, when did you graduate? My brain that doesnt attach dates to memories:

Welcome! Everyone here is fairly knowledgable and polite, Im about as bad as it gets on this forum. :p Care to share what your hobbies/ interests are?

Im applying for a cashier position, do I really need to take a 100 question test ridden with very personal questions?

* Computer chair sees me walk in with tools * computer chair: No I have served you well! please, Im sorry! me: do not be sorry, BE BETTER

This was quite an understatement. To see a woman actually acknowledge that men have issues too, and say that women arent a bunch of victims. To actually understand the struggles modern men are having as well. Keep talking you're restoring my faith in humanity for realz. I was watching a fat...

Sure thing, I actually have a dbt workbook if its along those lines. I was never taught healthy coping mechanisms, and I learned to be from two very unhealthy people, I picked up bits and pieces of both of their problems. I gtg right now though.

You seem very reasonable, its too bad you're the minority. Im surprised at how understanding you were about the defcon guys.

learning to bargain with yourself is so hard. I think this is an important life skill to invest in. I want to learn to sing, It seems like a deep way to express yourself. I miss my piano. I need to figure out how to get it to the new house. I wonder how much I would have to take it apart to move...

very nice work! I love them all. the texture of the cat is fantastic, it looks soft :D

jokes aside You cant live off of general chicken I can though, see I work out and drink water. No thats not how it w... Im losing weight, see I lost 4 pounds. ughh fine! fine, ok, sure do what ever. sure. I want to watch coraline again You have seen that movie six times, watch something new...

I think it was just anxiety. next time I will try deep breathing, meditation. Thanks for the response. I will have to make a polarish thread so I can stop shitposting in random thoughts thread.

My chest and my stomach feel very tight. Im not sure if I want to scream or cry or hurt someone, eat an entire pizza, go to sleep, break things, or laugh. today I tried getting help with the two biggest issues I have, and made absolutely no progress and am now completely broke. I guess just...

people where exhausting, then I stopped having to interact with them daily, and now I dont, ever. I prefer this but it doesnt affect your brain the same as seeing a face. I want to be alone forever but at the same time I dont want to be alone. Its complicated. I just havent found my people yet...

maybe years of social isolation and anxiety have fucked my heart

:o im the sewing bitch, does this change your mind? Im actually not great at sewing, I sort of meant suturing. I can fix you up if you get capped tho. ;D

I went to the wrong hospital, as they did not have the means for anything other than an xray. Apparently all you need to be a hospital is a building, bed, a person with a gun and a bitch that can sew, and one xray machine. Im one xray machine from owning a hospital you guys. So i most likely...

yes our system is shit. Im going to the ER, I have kept from killing myself for too many years to die on accident. destroying any chance of financial stability for about 7 years. hey if im lucky they wont be completely incompetent and unable to find whats wrong. I suspect an echocardiogram and...

feeling helpless again. time to start coping

I will start streching. So I went to the doctor for a referral to a heart specialist and to up my meds. cant up my meds since I stopped taking them a month ago, despite being on the lowest dosage possible. Cant get a referral to a heart specialist because I need an ekg. despite having a...

How did you hurt yourself? I could see NT's hurting themselves, by overdoing it.

it was quite scary having pain between my shoulders, I thought I may have hurt my spine. I was lucky enough this time that my moment of stupidity didnt affect the rest of my life. I lifted too much too soon, I didnt know what to do with my arms since I was worried about my back. Fear is a good...

And if im unlucky I wont make a full recover with surgery, or surgery wont even be an option. or I will die, im gonna roll those dice tho, or throw my pc in a lake first, then roll those dice. I hate interacting with people my age, its so uncomfortable. Older people or kids are so much easier...

pretty soon I will be building tremendous debt, depending on what is wrong with me I will be spending at least 4k, and i could need heart surgery, thats about $70k. I wont have to be gentle with my life, but It will be a weight over my head. it freaks me out. I just watched capt sinbad's how to...

most of the ones i know are alcoholic hacker spies

Americans think their country is the best and will not tolerate reasons or proof that it is not. America is the best in all regards no exceptions. If you even try to say well x country does x better, they will get pissed and not even consider what you said. Also Americans believe in all the...

In the child of rage documentary that is how they treated her. She learned to care for animals and understand their needs. Missing a parent has a negative effect what ever they think they want. Im not saying they wont be ok its just not optimal. I like your plans and I hope that you follow...

It is probably best just just have two kids. Im not sure how it affects children to be raised with a high child-to-parent ratio. If you do adopt just remember that though you may not need a man, it doesn't mean your child doesn't.

Im trying an experiment to only listen to music while im reading, hopefully associating the enjoyment of the music with reading, making reading easier. Also im going to trying only eating while reading, for those bØØk gains

Certain songs take me back to certain times in my life, the more important the event the better I remember it. listening to the same song for hours lends itself to your brain connecting the song to the experience. I can relive a few intense times in my life from those songs. My memory is crazy...

Mattresses should have grommets on the corners so you could hook sheets to the corners of the bed. its like we are walking around without shoe strings someone please make this happen.

Im going to put some thought into this and see what I come up with. The biggest problem is not burning down your house, blinding yourself, or worse having poor lighting. YO I got an idea. So you get a mirror to focus the light, use a lense to slightly diffuse the light, so that your "beam" is...

I really want to invent or build a structure outside my window that reflects all the light inside into these like upside-down trofs, where the light would then reflect to the ceiling being nice and bright. Pretty sure this is a thing but I want to do it. this would save so much electricity if...

I have decent sized man boobs and decent pecs under them, making for a strange muscular man boob. Im going to start eating right. Feeling fat jiggle as I walk down the stairs is pretty distressing as someone who has been skinny their whole life. I was going to start the high reps stuff like you...

There is a pill that gives you instant nearly instant brain damage and permanent parkinsons, If anyone wants to go that way. I wouldn't want to lose my awareness, thats what allows me to know I exist wtf?

The video I watched stated that you do as many per day that you can, without feeling sore the next day. what is your strat?

I saw a yt video about spaced out high reps, what changes have you noticed from doing it?

I would say the moment you learn to handle rejection is the moment you become an adult. No idea where its from, It seemed fitting.

I love this man's chaotic energy. I found my lifting bottleneck is the muscles that attach my arms to my torso, feels bad.