hello. i have a hard time understanding. also i feel slightly guilty that you should seek my consultation. i'm just a dude who likes to opine and speculate, not an authority. but if you can specify your questions i will do my best to answer.
there are many themes recognizible in what you write, but i can't make sense of the overall intention enough to be able to reply meaningfully.
regards
there are many themes recognizible in what you write, but i can't make sense of the overall intention enough to be able to reply meaningfully.
regards