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I TREIED drining 2 12^ bogtles of wine NS I JUAR=ST THEW UP 4 TIKES AND TRIED TO GET UP ROLLING AROUND IN MY PUKE, \TJHTHIS SUCKS. U FEEK KUJE U GIT HUT BY A TRCK

So at best its exposure therapy and at worst It could make my life worse. I will take it slow and see how it goes. I have made myself sound like a complete basket case, im probably not as crazy as Ive made myself seem. Hado where I live anything regarding mental health is outrageously expensive...

see that didnt hurt THAT much did it? This is stuff to keep in mind. I have actually made the mistake of looking to someone for my happiness and problems, nearly died from that. considering where I am though I think anything that helps me fit in is probably in my best interest, im in more need...

I guess it will be interesting to see how I do considering I dress very euro... and the only club near me is "country honky tonk".

how does going to a club work, do you get drunk and start hitting on girls and if so how do you get home by yourself? I also look like im 17 this is going to suckass

just for laughs ive never held hands with a girl and I have only kissed one girl, the way you kiss your grandma. everyone looks at me funny when they found out that stuff, because im decent looking xD surprise mf

If only I had some kind of normal youth, and any of this normie stuff came naturally. I must be autistic, but I will give it a go. I will get drunk tonight and test it out, I have only been a little tipsy before.

ah shit I got it, I can take birth control until im bi, double my odds of success. and they called me retarde, litttl did thye nowk

i will be ok dying alone its cool. clubs have people and they are going to look at me and talk loud. seriously though I havent even been to a party. maybe I need sketchers and white socks with loose fitting blue jeans. accept the virginity

so I get drunk thats cool, but where ?

so I wanna fucking die but my food is done so I have that going for me.

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Im actually going to the doctor today to get drugs so its probably going to be ok, I was hell bent on fixing myself through willpower and healing, but im done with that now. Not going to beat around the bush talking about being lethargic and sad, im just going to be really honest this time. You...

no I really dont trust myself enough to do that. The violent side of me might be the dominant side of me if I didnt control it.

maybe I want to be accepted but know I wont be so I just have a nervous breakdown? I genuinely dont know

Am i supposed to know who or what that is atleast in 2050 I will be the only person without herpes, maybe by then stds will become deadly and I can finally live in the apocalypse I want

I think I do have some phobia of being though of as a creep, but I dont know why or where it came from. Its odd how I never tried to figure out or fix this, its been this way so long I accepted it. Like I said its been this way since I was in middle school, nothing new. In high school I stopped...

I google searched it and couldn't find anything substantial. It makes me extremely uncomfortable to be around women, dumpster fire or beautiful. I avoid women as much as I can, i'm sort of terrified of them. I don't feel fear, but they make me so ungodly uncomfortable I just avoid them. What...

I better question is what happens to a brain or mind without a body. So many biases and perspectives would change.

it's strange in the body mod world very few people do anything in moderation.

I think these are neat and would consider getting one once its more studied. What do you think the perceptions would be of someone with their eye tattooed?

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oh shit I know nothing better not sign this adoption paper in front of me. The one chapter covered an important topic, explaining why some people never are able to make the adopted child feel as if they have a home. The farm was just an exaggeration, kids raised with other kids have more...

I believe this, but I think there are cases where you can make it work. Im not an expert but from a psychology book chapter I learned you arent supposed to raise adopted kids in the same manner. It will actually make them worse, agian Idk, but I like the idea of helping. fuck me right

Are you stupid or are you generally looking for arguments, because you know I didnt mean any of those things like that.

sooo a narcissist calling someone a narcissist. trollling or foreal?

i fucking hate it when i go out to my garage to grab my bike and the hammer tries to kill me

this is an intp...forum...you know that right?

I dont have a snapchat or fb sooo... never been to a party in my life

when it comes to math I cannot cram but everything else, well that how I did everything else. I remember very little of what I learned, only some things I found interesting lasted. I memorized tons of classifications in biology and cannot name one, but being useless information I already knew it...

yeah I have never in my life had your problems so maybe someone else can help. best of luck

imgood dont worry

thansk that made me lafe atleast im not an axolotle, they get cut into peices just so people can watch them put themselves back togethr. i feel lik axolotl rit no

y do mellenials keep komiting suiside? arent hey happy woring at mcdonalds going to college paying $10k per year nd 7k in txks boks worht 20$, making 8k per year, paying 5 tims as muuch for car insurans, living in a hows with 10 other people so they can afford ramen noodles shrimp flavor. our...

purely hypothetical but am i pretty enough to sell my body, asking for a friend.

If i fill out one more job application, and interview, only to get a call three days later saying we "strongly considered your application but we found someone with more experience" im going to commit the big dei with a rusty steak knife. defenestrate myself, then catch myself on fire

I agree, unfortunately you are human, and like most humans you need actual human contact. If you isolate yourself long enough you will lose your social skills and your ability to make friends and probably develop/worsen social anxiety. I isolated myself for a long time and I really regret it...

Thanks I will update this in a few weeks if my hair goes back to normal.

care to share what set you in this path?

neuralengineering, engineering, electrical engineering, neuroscience, psychology, chemical engineering. currently learning norwegian to move to norway and go to school for free, because I cant afford a small student loan of one million dollars. I want to invent, understand, essentially just make...

when i dont socialize enough I come back to intpf, consistently I have found my favorite past time to be cars, I can work on my car for 18 hours per day everyday. right now im out of money so im here I liked taking classes too, keeping my skills sharp, also forcing me to actually take care of...

If this isnt a joke buy pure tasteless creatine and take double or triple the recommended amount and start lifting. Creatine actually causes hair loss from how it affects other hormones, some people need a massive amount, and some just need the regular amount :/ also it works, you will recover...

yeah so male pattern baldness doesnt run on either side anywhere in my family, it was a hypersensitive reaction to creatine. I have less arm hair than most women can produce and i dont shave. I cannot grow a beard either, or at the least not what i think qualifies as a beard. I actually had my...

^ I found a really cool app to keep track of all my daily tasks, only works for mac its called a piece of fucking paper

start collecting now, have many things to try when later :D

my iq is probably at least 100, ladies hit me up old age is a time to huff gasoline and do ketamine.

People put a lot of value on a child being their blood, I dont understand why or how so maybe I should just not talk on the subject. my morality is very much my own

^ it cries for help, striking at an opportune time, surely you could link your talk of suicide and your cats cries

ohhh im retarded what i meant was having kids biologically is evil ha no wonder we were confused i will fix that