Perhaps SMU folks are more sensing-type than NUS?
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OK, it's on.
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Well, I got kicked out too.
No conflicts there.
I feel awkward if I get conferred a benefit where others do not.
Honestly, I hate competition. The world would be a better place without it.
On the other hand, most people would be only too happy if I was the one who got terminated, which I feel would be unfair too.
Ah well.
I have been told several times that I will do something important in my life.
Some of these were prophecies from other Christians. Of course, everyone has to be aware that they don't fall into delusions of grandeur. But I didn't sense that the people who said this were saying this to everyone they met. I am sure God has a purpose for me, possibly one which is more difficult to accomplish than most.
But why do I get the sense everyday that I'm just mucking about, not knowing what I'm doing?
Yay! Stamford Land seems to be on the rise...
C'mon...don't disappoint me now...
It seems that it is not (I logged in as NIL). However, I learned that google chrome IS case-sensitive when it comes to remembering usernames/passwords. Interesting.
I have just realized that you and I are in a minority, it seems. The minority being those who don't begin their usernames with capital letters.
:P
I just had to write this.
What kind of country is this I am living in?
"It was only a question of time before his misdeeds came to light. The guilty plea was not made in a case where the Prosecution might have any trouble in proving the charges. There was not much mitigation value in a professional man turning himself in in the face of absolute knowledge that the game was up."
I didn't realise there was another thingy going on at Hong Lim Park yesterday besides the protest!
Dammit, they were giving out free cupcakes.
Haha actually it seemed a bit NT v NF, the angry protestors v the lovey dovey spread-the-warmth picnickers. Although anger isn't rational I should think it is the most common emotion of the NT.
Ironically, as people around the world protest for workers' solidarity, here, we protest against the foreigners.
Uniquely Singapore.
Yesterday my friend reminded me of my overly young looks and said that I should "look older" before the next general election so people would vote for me.
I know it was said in jest, but all the same, I wanted to buy some sleeping pills from the pharmacy and kill myself immediately.
Fuck this goddamn world.
Well, I'll give myself a blow by blow AAR tomorrow (silly me, after action - not like I really had any action)
Overanalyse as an INTP is wont to do.
Ah well. As dates go, it wasn't too bad. I must take things slow, but sure.
Dear God, help me to do what is right.
OK! Sxi konsentas! Sed laux mia sperto nenio estas konfirmata gxis la agado mem...
Transas fingrojn...
I must try to think of others...
Hahaha but I am so lucky today! Thank you SMUAA for free movie tix!!!
I nearly tried to ask a girl out to a nonexistent show.
What the ****.
Epic fail blurness max.
God, where are you, help me please...
I am turning into a colossal bore.
Was I always one? I'm sure I was not.
Dammit. I need a change of surroundings. But I have already effected one. Will it help? Does it act only gradually?
Bleah.
So incredibly tired everyday...
Life feels hopeless. The solution, of course, is a girlfriend, but there is none to be had.
Misogyny is a disgrace to the Hainanese clan.
It doesn't even make sense because the hottest girl in Singapore is Hainanese.
Because a man who is pampered from birth is perpetually doomed to being a mere boy.
Because if I hadn't left the family home I would continue to be doomed, never mind that my mother is Hokkien.
And because Hainanese girls are superior. Both to Hainanese guys and to other girls.
Just think of Charlie Soong, his 3 famous daughters, and his useless son T V Soong.
And we Chinese are capable of being enlightened. Look at the Hakkas and how much they have achieved. The first President of the first ever democratic Chinese nation, the Lanfang Republic, was a Hakka. Sun Yat Sen too was a Hakka. And that clan values its women so much more.
God is judging the Hainanese for how shabbily we have treated our daughters. May He have mercy and give us a chance to repent!
I feel I have wasted four years of my life going to law school.
I am not overweight, unemployed, nor, though this is subjective, extremely ugly.
But no woman will have me.
Is it so fatal to be socially awkward? (stupid question. obviously the answer is yes.)
Why are only some of us blessed with the proverbial good Hainanese genes...do the rest of us have the bad Hainanese genes?
Yeah, labor is well paid out there. Ridiculous depreciation of cars too.
Must condemn myself less, motivate myself more!
I didn't answer to this? Or did I? SG is quite boring. Was there a long time ago. Was a vending machine outrage. "A dollar for coke? U mad?". But yeah, I usually spend well into the 180 baht range because I just don't feel comfortable eating that usually. I live in Bangkok.
All I need is to be alone, somewhere, for a while...
Out of the country, preferably.
Dammit, fucking passport.
Yay my new place's WiFi is fibre-linked!
What does one make of Maggie Thatcher?
Never have I seen such an equal amount of brickbats and bouquets.
I have not been creating anything new for a while.
Life has become incredibly boring and I fear losing what originality I once had.
Malutile mi aspektas sxiajn fotojn cxiu nokte.
Sxi ofte ne ridetas fote. Kial?
Acx, malutila.
Kaj sabato estas la kongreso kaj mi ne estas esperema. Mi deziris ke mi ne acxetis ecx la flugbileto. Tro rapida, kaj mi certe estos tre laca kiam mi revenos.
I saw a tiny rat last night. It crawled into my room under the gap between the door and the floor.
Gawd.
I've put out two rat glue traps to catch it. I hope it works.
Members' Seminar is coming.
She will not feel the least bit awkward, but I will.
Dammit.
I should be so lucky, lucky lucky lucky...
When will what I set my hands to prosper?
Miserable as always.
Gah.
My friend was telling me, "Don't be like me, regretting at 40 that you wasted a lot of your life".
I was like, "What if I already feel like that at 25?"
Lol.
That's the problem, isn't it? Regret. What a great waste of energy.
Why do I wish everyone a happy Easter?
I should wish them a blessed Easter instead.
Maybe it shows that I am not particularly strong in my faith.
Why can't I give up, dammit?
Tis a lost cause.
God is unfair. He gives everything to some people. Brains, looks, ktp.
Why are ugly people always perceived to be bad?
Darn it, I have fallen under her charms, and there is no getting out of it, and it will be my ruin, for she loves me not.
It would be unfair to anyone else who gives me a chance, because I am under her spell, whether I like it or no, and she will make my heart leap every time I see her.
Darn life, the universe and everything.
Glinda the Good Witch is vivacious, clever, and most of all charming, eternally young looking and beautiful.
Ah well.
Why do I like the stock market?
Why do I like everything that is interesting to me but boring to the rest of the world?
Hahaha through an amazing stroke of luck I covered the cost of my incredibly expensive dinner alone at Saveur on Saturday with a just-past-deadline contra trade that slipped by unnoticed by the broker.
Today Pastor Lynnette said there was a person who was making decisions without consulting God and God's word for that person was, "I am Jehovah Jireh, do not be far from me".
I felt like that was me. Especially with the recent disagreement with my mum over my imminent move out.
Actually, I am still happy and excited about the move out.
Anyway, I felt Song of Songs was quite interesting. I never realised that when a woman describes herself as a "rose of Sharon" it's actually self-deprecating, and a rose of Sharon is not actually a rose (it's a crocus)!
As an aside I find that mainline Christians here would probably meet with some disapprobation by mainline Christians in the US but be heartily approved of by pentacostal evangelicals. Women preach, rock bands play, tongues are spoken and prophecies proclaimed. And in a (gasp!) Methodist church!
My cashflow management has become really really bad...
I shoulda paid the darn bills with the credit card. Gah.
Haiz.
我的命好苦啊......
Ccb. Haha.
Wait, so you broke up with her because you were interested in another girl? Or you were just tired of her?
What's this deal with older women? I always wonder how these preferences come about.
Oh man, chicken pox on your dick!
That sucks. Sucks. Suuuckkks.
What happened with your gf, actually? I remember reading some stuff about it on your VM blog-thing.
I think I know the (general) sort. Idiots. Lots of 'em over here too. That is good you escaped.
Hahahaha.
Undersexed means something different too... but no matter.
Really? I don't think so... It's western humour everywhere (lawyer hate) and Oz is particularly cutting in some ways (generally, not specific to lawyers).
What?! So did you want to save him or what? Fierce man.
Dunno. Was probably sold that idea by a lawyer. Haha.
Esperanto! That's right, I forgot you speak that. I like the idea of Batman robes. Yeah, lawyers are seen somewhat distastefully in the west too.
Ahh. Why are you going into law?
Hey, you'll be a lawyer soon! I'm not saying being a pupil is exciting. I'm saying being a young male lawyer in Asia has its benefits.
What's your other degree?
Yeah! Well, it was primary school. That was probably part of it.
Make it up as in fake it? Or do the missed days later? Hey, law! Didn't know you were going in that direction. What's that like?
Hahahaha. That's unlucky. Does scarring look likely? When I had chicken pox I stayed home from school for two weeks and watched spiderman all day. Great times... I also got an automatic A for one of my subjects because I didn't get to take the exam. That chicken pox memory is one of my favourites, despite the 40deg fever. Pity you had to experience it as a working adult. Sucks man!
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