caretaker of machines
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- Today, 15:00
- Apr 12, 2014
- only halfway there
damnit inex! i was going to read it, but now that you told me to...@peoplesuck - It's your turn! READ THE BOOK! READ IT! Haha. I'm obsessed. Dear god I love this book.
Omg today stuff happened!
brought nephew to arcade with full buffet, you guys they had a cookie pizza! and brownies! everything looked so fucking good.
I didnt give in!
then afterwards I was stuck in the car with everyone eating my favorite chinese food, they tried to make me eat it! I refused again.
I just got back from store, I bought lots of healthy stuff. Im going to cut back on meat drastically, since I hate the idea of buying it, and how its all done. ANYWAYS
I feel ive overcome my insane sugar cravings, despite only being on day 2?
Im going to avoid overly sugary shit to keep from becoming addicted again.
At arcade they also had trampoline room, I was playing dodgeball with the kids, I tried to throw it, and idk what happened but something in my back moved and I was in pain.
went away after like 3 minutes of sitting and I was good?
(different spot from previous back pain)
(guys I need a doctor, send monie)
I got new pants guys, no holes in the crotch! tbh all my pants had crotch holes.
bch dont judge me, do you even cycle? >.>
also potential huge job opportunity! i find out next week
Ive committed to intermitten fasting for x reasons:
cooking is a pain in my ass
when you are eating and hungry all the time, usually you fuck off with the food you eat.
Just not being hungry 24/7
Im going to try limiting calories to 1000> per day
today I had about 480
idk wot im doing but if I starve I lose weigh, which is the goal
started at 178lbs, yesterday morning 175lbs now at around 174?
scale says 177, but I just drank half a liter of water and refuse to take my boots/clothes off.
I did fuck up and forget cold shower today, thats mainly bc I didnt shower.
I put a bunch of vegetables and 2 ribs into a slow cooker, so tomorrow I can have some really good and healthy food. I am excite u guys! finally overcame my lifelong sugar addiction. maybe
In order to keep from feeling empty 24/7 or refilling water bottle 24/7 I got a water bottle rated for PS amounts of liquids...
looks comical af drinking it while driving, its gigantic
oh oh oh! also I fixed my sleep schedule!
so many things r working!
im ded atm, will respond and socialize another day, amigos
weighed again, neked, after drinking an entire 2L of water, 173 lbs