I like learning the structures of programming, and now I'm applying that approach I have to problem-solving with coming up with creative ideas.. I've thought of a few products that would be valuable to make/sell. And I also get prompts and can improve on general ideas from TV/films.. I find myself disproving the substance of sci-fi anime plots, it really annoys me. But I can turn that into inspiration for writing. And that's what you can do if you are a complex thinker.
I hate math though. Someone said you need to learn it to describe things for programming, but I'll deal without it. I spend time learning programming although I really get the feeling I'm not suited to it; I don't like certain aspects of typical programming.. I don't value learning a huge API someone else made, I prefer to stick to examples of how to program specific things.. I worry about how much knowledge I can fit into my head. And certain systems/software stuff isn't priority..
I generally stumble around with my learning, I haven't read many books in my life at all. I read/find lots of things from the Internet, it's such a great resource-- why dive into a book when you can learn the latest from other people who have done it already? (I'm interested in lots of things, so it makes more sense..) Well, certain things you have to learn directly, and that's the best way of learning.. so I do do that too.
It's difficult to explain what I'm interested in, because.. it keeps changing. I've started -feeling- much more in the past year, and over the last 2 years I've found a new love for writing. And 6 months ago I'd never have touched the word 'spirituality' but I would write about it now.
Science as study isn't interesting to me because it's so very inaccessible and esoteric in language. So is programming, and so is Linux, and I've got a low tolerance for getting over that boundary, but I've spent a lot of time with programming so I know it. I guess I should do the same with science, possibly, but it also involves my values about life and what I want to spend my time on. That's most important for me: I think with a worldly mind now, (INTP thing) I try to explain the universe to myself; important use of time is paramount. I know the rough aspects of chaos theory and quantum theory.. I think. What's I've said to someone about it lately was "it doesn't add significance to the human meaning of life". And you know, with the state of the world, why would I waste time on that if it didn't help to philosophize about how to fix the world? And that all factors into my decision-making, as a complex thinker.. because it's all connected, so it's all important. I've seen that my avoidance of learning science is/was more of an emotional bias, but also I have my other reasons as said above.
Although I'm spending time watching anime because I'm bored..
I also spent a day making AHK scripts / a small program of my own to help speed up using my pc. But that's an investment so it's okay to do what I love.. [[trying to draw out my own rationalizations here]]
I'm interested in game design; media; visual communication.. generally-useful things that are starting to pay off at this point. I'm also thinking about activism, because again it ties into the meaning of life, a.. logical/philosophical interest: