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I took two pills last night and one this morning. It passed through the blood-brain barrier super fast which I did not get from normal supplements. I have opposite problems, I get too sad to express anger. That is what causes me to have anxiety because I regret too much expression. My psyche...

I recently started taking L-Theonate Magnesium. It turns out that much of my anxiety was having no clarity of mind. Emotions do not need labels but they do exist: I think that my state has mostly been apprehensive. but it is that these things all mix together sometimes. Those videos also...

I might be the overfocused one, not sure? But some part is overactive I am sure, and some part may be underactive? I know that if I did not see the video by Dr Amen I would not have calmed down as much as I did in such a short period. As I said different parts pull on each other. It feels...

The whole issue of emotions is energy. We either draw near to things or we withdraw from something. People with no human cognition (feral children) do feel pain and do move away or towards things but not like people who have language. So Animals have emotions but cannot label things because...

You ask moral questions. No, it is not ok to a certain extent to create things that suffer and die. But a.i. does not need to be made this way. We only need to extend them to certain capacities. That is we only need to give them the ability to reflect on their emotions necessary to be moral...

I listened to the video and it is all in the body. I think my puppy has an anxiety disorder like me. Anxiety can be in many places at the same time but it is all about escape. When you feel something is wrong, you are trapped so anxiety tells you to move. If you cannot move it gets worse and...

The problem with me is that I have no one to confide with. My mother is mostly a vegetable so I cannot get her to understand my pain. She just stares at me. So it is like where am I supposed to get love from? Nowhere. That makes me sad. But being sad is painful so I rather feel nothing. Because...

As my hypothesis suggests, the ones who are most "white" live only in small rural areas, so "the whitest" people in America are the most isolated from racism because they have the least diversity of experience. Only when you get to the urban areas do you encounter people who are different but...

There are two ways to view typology: dichotomies: I v E S vs N T vs F P vs J Functions: Introverted Perception Si Ni Introverted Judgment Ti Fi Extroverted Perception Se Ne Extroverted Judgment Te Fe The dichotomies really have no theory behind it. I is not something by itself. E is...

All the INTP memes/internet interactions I saw say that INTPs mostly need a reason to do something if that something is not thoroughly explained to the T. That is analysis is the foundation of INTP cognition. So many things need to take into consideration they explicate every detail. No stone...

bending things to your will. or when you have such energy to create things. so it is under pressure all the time, the intensity of the moment. I feel tense all the time. But this moves me forward. it is just that to reflect is to actually decrypt from the inside (Ti) it's more like...

From @birdsnestfern signature 1. want or need - having and attachment (to cling to as The Buddha said) 2. the result or outcome of that we wish to be 3. what comes out of the unconscious into the conscious (verbal | visual) 4. the impulses of the energy within 5. body in motion 6. the tendency...

Oh, I forgot about lines 134 and 135. accumulate should go there as well. /* * This java program simulates two sheets of cortex as found in the brain. * Input creates oscillatory effects in the two cortices because input is * limited to one sheet. Neurons on the other sheet connect to other...

Added a new temporary variable (accumulate) Lines 69 and 149 /* * This java program simulates two sheets of cortex as found in the brain. * Input creates oscillatory effects in the two cortices because input is * limited to one sheet. Neurons on the other sheet connect to other neurons *...

It is supposed to randomize connections according to the difference between cortex one and cortex two. So overwriting the element is part of the function. memory1[10,000 neurons ][100 synapses] = a list of connections 0 to 100 in the x axis 100 numbers,1 to 100 random: 82 32 43 84 80 99 33 93...

/* * This java program simulates two sheets of cortex as found in the brain. * Input creates oscillatory effects in the two cortices because input is * limited to one sheet. Neurons on the other sheet connect to other neurons * that will have the same value as the input neuron on the...

Dates I went to the mental hospital: 2007 - first existential crisis 2009 - Kicked out of mom's house 2011 - verbal fight with my therapist 2016 - 3 days of no sleep, weird internet things 2017 - had too many edibles heartbeat 160 shut down 2019 - 7 days of no sleep massive generation of...

Thinking is the ability to ask questions about a problem and then find/search for a solution/reason that resolves it. Learning results from finding the solution, i.e. connecting the experience to an outcome. Knowing is recalling memory as a simple fact you have stored inside you. Sensing is...

the total energy is always the same matter and energy are convertible

2016 language: Java 10,000 neurons 100 connections each input: random noise TensorFlow is used to make machine-learning models. I have data but do not know what I would use a model for? Microsoft has copilot which is supposed to make it easy to use your own data.

Bard on Quantum Physics Intelligence and Mental Illness Does Google use network analysis to measure blog complexity? Google does not publicly disclose its methods for measuring blog complexity, but it is possible that network analysis is one of the techniques that it uses. Network analysis is a...

Disclosure: I just need to go back to school because I cannot learn things by myself (ADD) - Rant: My brain operates on cause and effect. As I said I cannot memorize things. If I were to do Python I would need to understand what the point was. a = 5 b = 3 c = a + b print c That is the...

My Existential Crisis happened in 2007. At that time I had no reason to do anything because I graduated high school and my purpose ended. In middle school, I had a bad experience and gave up on having friends. So what I did was only study. But I ran out of creativity in 2007 because I had...

Drinking water can change memories just as much as magnetic waves. It would need to be a targeted magnetic field (tesla scalar microwave) to affect people in specific ways as to the Mandela effect. Those only come from specific devices. Because people believe differently than others, very...

I had a dream once like this where I created a video game VR social network.

Catitonia is a sub-symptom not necessarily a complete diagnosis but part of many other mental illnesses. Generally, people call this zombification and is a common mental illness symptom. It can be extreme or mild. Both I and my mother have it. Catatonic Depression: Symptoms, Causes, and...

atomoxetine - (ADHD) oxcarbazepin - anticonvulsant aripiprazole - antipsychotic mirtazapine - antidepressant Generative AI is experimental. Info quality may vary. Here are some effects that post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) can have on the brain: Hippocampus Can be smaller and less...

The way things are, were, and will be, is the truth. But our knowledge of this is limited.

The reason truth works is because, if it did not work is would not be understandable. But sometimes what we understand is not the truth because that is not how reality works. Thus truth and reality must correspond to each other or the results you get will fail in the ultimate sense.

That is why I posted this: 3. People have different views on how things work. 4. Because people are different the way things work is relative to their understanding. A person's understanding of how things work does not necessarily mean that they work in accordance with reality. But reality...

The truth is that things work no matter if they are contrasting. Anything that stops working can't do anything, all things that work do something. If they don't work they cancel each other out and stop working.

1. The way thing work is the truth. 2. The way things work happens on different scales. 3. People have different views on how things work. 4. Because people are different the way things work is relative to their understanding. >Falsehood. contrarianism, cynicism, and sophistry are all methods...

In 2009 I came up with the idea that a real-time loss function could be formed where a network is pumped with energy and would need to reconfigure to maintain homeostasis. I found that by including a hypothesis fractal testing structure it could reduce loss by anticipating multiple possibilities...

my brain works too hard. it cannot solve problems at its level. when there is nothing to do it tries too hard and fails repeatedly. I cannot learn anything anymore. I don't have the capacity to memorize random data. I was told my ideas were just repeating old knowledge data structures. If...

Breaking Down Isn‘t “Wrong”: The Potential Of Breakdowns I Positive Disintegration

Generative AI is experimental. Info quality may vary. Disintegration can cover a wide range of states, including a temporary loosening of contact with reality, personality disintegration, and neurosis or psychoneurosis. Disintegration can be observable in severe fatigue, boredom, depression...

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychic_driving Generative AI is experimental. Info quality may vary. In psychology, disintegration is a breakup or severe disorganization of a structure or system of functioning, such as psychic and behavioral functions. For example, disintegration of the...

repeated meltdowns cause people with autism to have emotional centers become inflamed. repeated exposure to overwhelming stimuli burns out connections. inflammation is the cause of many health problems. can't be solved with further increased corrosive stimuli

The frontal lobe grey matter determines the memory of items in the head. The connection between the two frontal lobes controls the speed of combining items. The reflection between the front and parietal lobes allows motor control. And this reflection also when introverted, is what allows...

Visual Proprioception Autistic children are more aware of the internal system vs putting motor commands together with visual stimuli. So with vision, Autism lacks tracking and understanding of motions that go together. People move in certain ways and autism does not understand motion well...

Stop and Go Control Theory

I need to get better.

Another thing is that I do not cry. I feel really bad about that. But it is all stress relief. Sadness is something I repress at all costs. I think that I need to breathe more.

I think it is a little different for men than women regarding anger. What I experienced was that I had no control. It had to come out. Men need to control external things. If they don't they implode and become murderously psychotic. They need to kill things. And so if they don't they die. So...

abstraction is not measurable by IQ tests. these tests just measure memory span / manipulation processes that is they measure how much you can carry (weight) vs how good you are at fighting (kung fu) or in other words how fast / far you can run vs how good tony hawk is at skateboarding...

How Intelligence Works It is about coordination. The brain perceives and remembers things recursively. That means we have a 4D object of brainwaves interacting with themselves. This is causality, if x then y. I can eat if I get money and money is gotten by certain means. What those means are...