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  1. ZenRaiden

    STALKER

    I actually have a theory that they were actually in the room, without knowing it. The movie does not imply this, but there is few thoughts necessary to consider ..... we don't actually know whether the room works or not, other than people saying it.... .... the place is magical, in sense...
  2. ZenRaiden

    The real science

    I will first point out the reason I call this the way I do, is because real science is often subject to theory of method. Here is very fun short article that will probably make you laugh out laud if you see the funny side...
  3. ZenRaiden

    What are your opinions on people who make multiple accounts to troll or harass people?

    I love this quote, but I think today its a different world. I think what Wittgenstein meant was that experiences don't always translate to real life. You can talk about love to someone, but you cannot say much about it that hits hard as the real thing. Kind of like this..... Fortunately we...
  4. ZenRaiden

    What are your opinions on people who make multiple accounts to troll or harass people?

    I talk to trolls the same way I talk to normal people, and hence they never say anything to me that would be trollish. Because trolling is two way street. So the only thing that bothers me when people are inconsistent. But I used to work where people could not agree on the basic math and date...
  5. ZenRaiden

    Nice to see this place is still going

    Nice to see you.
  6. ZenRaiden

    The Random Thoughts Thread

    I feel like I am perpetual misfit in life. That the only thing left for me is some borderline lonely life. I think my way into others and feel my way into normal, the more I am me, the less I relate to people. It feels futile sometimes.
  7. ZenRaiden

    Dear Worms. SUPPORT FREEDOM OF SPEECH!!!

    Agreed.
  8. ZenRaiden

    Dear Worms. SUPPORT FREEDOM OF SPEECH!!!

    I agree with freedom of speech, but I think ideas like this can give off impression there is no consequence. Like if I went to a blond barbie party and started telling them all their tits are super and they make me horny. How long would you think Id last there. Yet its my freedom to express my...
  9. ZenRaiden

    I'm going to look into the login problem

    Cool, thank you. I actually get it only sometimes if that helps in some way.
  10. ZenRaiden

    Sick Of All The Racist Forums.

    You go ahead and do what you must do. Truth be told by the looks of it you are on mission. I am not sure what you want me to do? I don't even understand half the things you mean, and I certainly don't get where you get your information from.
  11. ZenRaiden

    Sick Of All The Racist Forums.

    Look I am not going to pretend like me looking back at history is pure sanitized non judgmental objective view, I do have qualms with the past things people do. However its not based in "They should have not done that". Its more like "Too bad it happened" and "We should try to avoid the same...
  12. ZenRaiden

    Hi. I am cultsmasher.

    Yes, probably, because Nietzsche never really proposed what to do, he merely said its so. Which is true. It is so. We see that many religions are on a weird ride now, and lots of new religions, spring up, spiritualism sprung up, paganism sprung up, every time we get a vacuum people need to fill...
  13. ZenRaiden

    Sick Of All The Racist Forums.

    That is not remotely what I said first time or second time. I was talking in context of history. If you know what colonialism means, it can mean lots of things. It can be about 15 century Italy, or it can be 18th or 19th or 20th or 21st century respectively. Most people know remotely that...
  14. ZenRaiden

    Hi. I am cultsmasher.

    We all have desire to have something higher than us. It can be anything and for some people it can be whatever. For atheist this can be politics, science (very often), dictatorships and whatever ideal or trend or fad currently runs the system, self improvement, MMA, even super fixations on...
  15. ZenRaiden

    I lost a lot of mojo and cannot find it.

    I struggle with this, as most people most places are kind of negative. Ill try to look into it. It tires me out. I don't need more negative energies, but as you say I basically absorb them. I am what they call thin skinned. Most people don't know that about me. Most my problems on the outside...
  16. ZenRaiden

    Sick Of All The Racist Forums.

    OK, scaling of civilization. To me anything beyond roughly 1000 people living permanently in one place stinks of civilization already. Complexity emerging from that gave us now. Not all are the same, but x wrong does not justify y wrong against x. That is kind of like saying if cannibals in new...
  17. ZenRaiden

    Hi. I am cultsmasher.

    This is actually what tends to happen when people don't anchor a belief. So anyway lots of people believe things. But what I noticed as atheist was that I would have treated things as religiously, and seriously. Soon I noticed this in others too like-minded atheist too. There is a saying...
  18. ZenRaiden

    Sick Of All The Racist Forums.

    Good catch. Never really thought quotes in memes could be wrong. Sad thing is most quotes I ever hear on internet are always wrong, so much so I realized that even pages that deal with attribution get sometimes things wrong. The internet is like copy of a copy of a copy of a copy. So...
  19. ZenRaiden

    Sick Of All The Racist Forums.

    Think about the British always were and still are in sense colonial. Yes some colonial armies were strong. We were doing this for very long time. Its natural. Exploitation was our and everyone's history. I am not here to preach care bear stuff, but ...... A cat is savage, a eagle is savage, all...
  20. ZenRaiden

    I lost a lot of mojo and cannot find it.

    Ill try and see.
  21. ZenRaiden

    I lost a lot of mojo and cannot find it.

    I know, and thanks for reminding me. Though honestly sometimes I would not wish this on my worst enemy. Its brutal sometimes. Changing environment is my long term goal. Perfectionism is something I still struggle with. I have sort of covert perfectionism, where I hide it from my self. I am a...
  22. ZenRaiden

    Sick Of All The Racist Forums.

    Because shame is rooted in colonial states. They had civilization then they were stripped of it. Now they have to reconcile it. Its not our job to judge them if white people caused this and never helped, but exploited them. Look at the Indians and their history. I mean the American ones...
  23. ZenRaiden

    I lost a lot of mojo and cannot find it.

    Ah never mind. My goals are pretty average and you could say simple. They are the type of goals that are certainly achievable by my standards. ADHD is funny, because when you finally focus its like nothing, but that one tasks exists. Then normally your brain just decides nope, and it does...
  24. ZenRaiden

    I lost a lot of mojo and cannot find it.

    I guess I have goals to achieve. I just have a mind that rarely has the ability to act as though they can be achieved. I know intellectually that is not true. I am actually stubbornly able to persist in oddest circumstances. Though my mind has great deal of resistance to the visions I set for...
  25. ZenRaiden

    I lost a lot of mojo and cannot find it.

    I try to take small steps, but it feels like they make no difference. I was actually today, that no matter how much I try nothing ever changes. Only outside forces change my life really, and not always in positive way. So yeah my locust of control thing is shit. It always felt like I was...
  26. ZenRaiden

    I lost a lot of mojo and cannot find it.

    Yes. I know why I am. I don't think I know how to address them right now. COVID was brutal for many people, even me, but I had been struggling understanding why people hated it. I was technically a hermit in most of my life. The more positive I try to be, the worse I feel sometimes.
  27. ZenRaiden

    I Am A Proud SPAMMER!

    It did not make me feel much. But it made me think about stuff, so I guess in some sense it had to make me feel some way. That said I have a writing style that can get people confused. Once you understand it, its actually easy to understand. Though I probably should work on my grammar and shit.
  28. ZenRaiden

    Sick Of All The Racist Forums.

    If they do, then they do.... beyond jews there is all kind of power-struggles in life. I did not question your assumption at any level if you notice. I was responding to your claims as if they are true. Do you like Mel Brooks? Good movies? I trust that you mean some reasonable self defense...
  29. ZenRaiden

    I lost a lot of mojo and cannot find it.

    Yeah, it feels like the freeze response was my mind shutting the emo stuff off.
  30. ZenRaiden

    Sick Of All The Racist Forums.

    So they do? What am I to do about it? Maybe its true? Maybe they were chosen by God? What am I Gods secretary to know what God wants from the Jewish people? Its everyone's job to figure out their relationship with who ever it is. If their relationship is with God the way it is, then so be it.
  31. ZenRaiden

    Sick Of All The Racist Forums.

    I think hateful people will be hateful. I don't blame religions for it. But much like money can be vehicle for good and evil, religion can be vehicle for good and evil. Money and religion amplify the people we are. If we are without hate, no amount of religion and money can make us do bad...
  32. ZenRaiden

    I lost a lot of mojo and cannot find it.

    I woke up in freeze response today again. I have sort of problem I cannot name. But yeah every time I move towards a direction my body just freezes up. I have this in relational way too. Its got to do with trauma and shit, but I am not sure what can be done about it. I can do stuff. But...
  33. ZenRaiden

    I lost a lot of mojo and cannot find it.

    Basically I was watching a comedy. Stand up, with lots of jokes, and I realized how out of touch I am with humor suddenly. I also realized how out of touch I am with some emotions. I feel despirited, humorless, etc. I feel though better in some ways, but kind of flat in the head. I like I...
  34. ZenRaiden

    I Am A Proud SPAMMER!

    Because you said this So I literally interpreted that as you will not say anything else, even if you would not have to. I know that is bold assumption on my part, because anyone can say anything anytime, but either way, its up to you. I was really just hoping you are one, and we have a talk...
  35. ZenRaiden

    7 LEVELS OF INTP

    that is legit good rap:laugh::laugh::laugh:
  36. ZenRaiden

    STALKER

    I feel like the writer deep down wants to believe, but cynics keeps winning. The physicist seems to have agenda, but its pretty clear he believes for a good while too. Stalker believes it through and through, but I think he is kind of shut down. The idea spurs a lot of thoughts.
  37. ZenRaiden

    What is the ideal role for women

    I actually agree with this 100 percent. The thing is biology for me means 90 percent women are sexy. That however is not how I behave though. I mean you can try, it does not work though. So a lot of biology is not actually raw biology. We have brain parts that are flooded with subconscious...
  38. ZenRaiden

    7 LEVELS OF INTP

    Did not know there is white pill, I guess I did not notice. Ome is like having no shadow, literally scares and frustrates people with goodness. Sometimes I feel like I could do this by accident.
  39. ZenRaiden

    STALKER

    I too wonder, if I understand Stalker completely. I watched it today, and it had completely different impact on me when I watched it first time. Seems I got a little depressed from watching it. Hit the feels. I know the parallels were only broad with matrix movie, but I found many similar...
  40. ZenRaiden

    7 LEVELS OF INTP

    ON a fun note I found this hilarious. This is level 99 Ome INTP.
  41. ZenRaiden

    Survival bias

    Lot of shows I started viewing and got chopped. I don't know. Many of them had pretty good go at something, and I felt immersed. What I can say for sure, old movies, somehow have the soft touch, reliability of character and plot that is just missing today. I watched few movies lately and I...
  42. ZenRaiden

    STALKER

    Russian movie that I tend to think about as Russian Matrix. Generally if you have not seen the movie and want to see it, go and do so, because this is pretty much spoilers. First of all this movie in many ways is remarkable piece of art, but be warned the movie is pretty much seemingly like...
  43. ZenRaiden

    Survival bias

    Yeah that pretty much is what happened. Mash up crap.
  44. ZenRaiden

    Survival bias

    This is probably the most important concept that stood out to me, when thinking about virtually any topic, subject, situation or pretty much any problem ever. Here is pretty simple and good explanation of this. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Survivorship_bias Now I have seen people on the...
  45. ZenRaiden

    What is the ideal role for women

    Also :angry: But lets be honest she got a point. Its just not something INTPs want to hear when they are squeezing every brain lobe into a knowledge base. :arrogant::bad::bomb:
  46. ZenRaiden

    I Am A Proud SPAMMER!

    If you cannot lie. Are you a vampire?
  47. ZenRaiden

    Hi. I am cultsmasher.

    Welcome, I don't know you, but I did not get banned, so this forum is pretty light weight when it comes to freedom of speech and ideas. On other forum I used to be - I got banned on consistent basis. Either way welcome to the intp forum. The only advice I have is don't write stuff you...
  48. ZenRaiden

    What is the ideal role for women

    To be honest its a good topic people don't talk about enough. We live in the world of today, not the past. The fact is my parents generation had one choice only. The guy picked a career. The women picked a man. The end. After that their life was in rails all the way to retirement. That is...
  49. ZenRaiden

    What is the ideal role for women

    Anyone remember this song though?
  50. ZenRaiden

    What is the ideal role for women

    Because you need to ask this 100 women to get a real answer, not 5 men and 1 women who already gave you the answer. This is just a bad place to ask to be honest.
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