ZenRaiden
One atom of me
Basically I was watching a comedy. Stand up, with lots of jokes, and I realized how out of touch I am with humor suddenly.
I also realized how out of touch I am with some emotions.
I feel despirited, humorless, etc.
I feel though better in some ways, but kind of flat in the head.
I like I oscillate from state of mind to state of mind that just does not feel right.
I lack confidence, I lack motivation, I lack even energy.
It feels like my recharging period has turned into "feeling like shit period" for what its worth, I have legit reasons to feel like shit too, but I also need a bit of juice for life, to get on with life a little.
So when you feel down, and dead inside, what helps you get bounce on day to day basis.
I mean stuff that could possibly help me. I don't want to color anything with crayons though, but I have some plans to do stuff, just every time I think to myself do X I just sit and go like meh.
I also realized how out of touch I am with some emotions.
I feel despirited, humorless, etc.
I feel though better in some ways, but kind of flat in the head.
I like I oscillate from state of mind to state of mind that just does not feel right.
I lack confidence, I lack motivation, I lack even energy.
It feels like my recharging period has turned into "feeling like shit period" for what its worth, I have legit reasons to feel like shit too, but I also need a bit of juice for life, to get on with life a little.
So when you feel down, and dead inside, what helps you get bounce on day to day basis.
I mean stuff that could possibly help me. I don't want to color anything with crayons though, but I have some plans to do stuff, just every time I think to myself do X I just sit and go like meh.