And that is why I remained more depressed because the world was messed. But then again a change. Emotions replaced. Apathy invaded. Empathy gone, psychopathy arised. Only universal hatred remained. Started seeing everything logically, talking and judging using pure logic and rationality. It is not just personality that changed. Just everything changed (one or 3 times). Also, once I was all about maintaining order. I also had OCD. Order and cleanness was as important as it is unimportant to me now. And then everything disappeared, I disappeared, only the Void remained. Now all that you see of me are masks, covering the void. I have no opnions, no choice, no nothing, but just running on stimuli and instinct, all my posts are jokes in someway, serious in someway, ...its complicated, idk.