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nexion

nexion

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  • EvilScientist Trainee
    To be honest, I had not thought my door story in a metaphoric way.

    When you put up like this, it looks like I want to deconstruct any factors to make decision. As if I'm looking to analyze and use leverage to help me in that.

    And i'm supposed to be a feeler. :P

    Thanks for the insight, Nil. That was a great thing to my self-growth.
    nexion
    "Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense." Buddha

    Quite a fabulous quote.
    nexion
    I'm sorry. To all you who are in sorrow, I only wish I could share your sorrow, to feel what you feel. We like to act nothing is wrong, even when it is plain and evident that there is. I can't blame that entirely on a desire to be comfortable and happy. But this knowledge is the exact opposite of comfort and happiness. It makes me sick, not only knowing this, but knowing that I sit and do everything about my day as though nothing else even existed. I sit atop my throne all and look at them and don't move a finger. I want to know what it's like, to feel the greatest pain, the most poignant sorrow. To spend every waking moment with a tear in my eye and a prayer in my heart for every known and unknown person that I wasn't able to save. How I have failed in every conceivable way.

    Most of all, I simply need self-denial.
    EvilScientist Trainee
    Not only insane, but drunk as well. Do you know those point-n-click escape games? I was playing too much of that at the time.

    In my door scenario, there are no accessories. But it would certainly be handy to keep some with me. Imagine a set of locked doors: I'd be dead by intoxication from the fumes.

    Otherwise I'd just use a shotgun.
    EvilScientist Trainee
    Yea, I just humor it now. There was a day where I slept outside my house because I thought the keys shouldn't be in a obvious place. Instead, I started looking into very unlikely places, such as the our bird's cage.
    EvilScientist Trainee
    Not really. It's a conversation between Person A, who wants to kick the door down, and Person B, who likes complicated aways to do that.

    I just have a weird belief that if something's too easy, there must be a trap somewhere.
    Puffy
    Hey Nil,

    I will respond to your message I'm just really tired atm [I'm basically only not tired in the morning, lol.] and want to give it real consideration rather than just stumble over it. Expect one soon.

    Puffy
    Words
    And what about sentence structures? Are you familiar with them? I never understood their utility. I mean it should always be adaptive and based on the context. If two words are enough to deliver message then it doesn't have to be "complete simple sentence".
    Words
    Have you ever thought of creating your own language model? (Not the language, but the system)
    Words
    I am starting to wonder why no one bothered to properly systemize english.
    Words
    You seem to trust his methods, how come?

    "Ideal language"? Ideal to me would mean efficient, efficient in terms of understandable expressions. I don't really care for poetry or those stuff. I don't understand why you can't just tell the person directly what you want him to know. Playing with words for fun? Yeah, I guess that sounds like human scenario, but in the, words, are ultimately "communication mediums".
    Words
    Why do you doubt being INTP?

    I can certainly see it. You being INTP, that is.
    nexion
    Once again, I must say that the people on this forum are amazing, and I would even venture to say that I love many of you despite not even knowing you (then again, I often suppose that it is easier to love someone you don't know rather than someone you do know).
    Words
    I have objective morality. Morality ingrained within all of humanity. Morality that can shift depending on the "shift of nature" known as evolution. Morality is survival.
    nexion
    If we all took the time to open our eyes, would we come to discover that we are all blind?
    nexion
    Principles of morality:

    I. An absolute is always dissimilar to another absolute.
    II. If a reducible body is meaningful or valuable to some entity, then the irreducible components making up that body must also be meaningful or valuable to that entity.
    III. The goal of a moral decision should be to cause the greatest "good" or the least "harm" to the group which that moral decision would directly or indirectly affect.
    Puffy
    Haha, I was actually half way through finishing it when a friend invited me over 5 hours ago. I'd like to say I will send it today, but I don't think it's likely, my semester has just finished and I go home tommorrow so I have a lot of stuff to wrap up. I will try and send it this weekend though, expect a long one. :)
    Words
    I understand the flexibility of language but only within the specifics wherein one language can't understand another. Language's ultimate(objective) purpose is to facilitate expression. One purpose of expression is to create understanding hence the cooperation towards progress and the harnessing of potential. Exploration.

    ---

    I do not understand. How would it disappear from your mind? How is that a delusion?


    ----

    If you cannot answer the "whys" of the subjective, then what is there to analyze? what is there to explore?
    Words
    How is language relative? Did I not just understand what you said?

    ---

    I ask you. Why are systems beautiful to you?

    --

    What "objectivism" are you referring to and how does acknowledging it mean submitting to a delusion?
    nexion
    Is transcendence much different from enlightenment? I am convinced that it is.

    I know I am only destroying myself. Death is the only freedom. My liberation is not at hand...
    Words
    Isn't this primitive reaction? Does it not halt exploration?

    "Why do I like systems?'

    "Because their beautiful."

    Doesn't subjectivity halt exploration?
    Words
    Well, I can't judge yet since I really do not understand. I mean I like systems. But not "just because their beautiful". but because they emit stimulation. And I logically like them.

    This baffles me.

    The idea of meaning is deep. But Beauty is from meaning? hmmmmmm.....
    Words
    Could you tell YOUR interpretation of beauty so that I may judge whether it is "deep" or shallow?

    Beauty---I have never thought about it. Because I have not seen potential in it. Maybe it is because I have not build on beauty that I deem the entire concept shallow.

    Cycles, to me, are mainly terrifying. Because its difficult for me to understand. I always have to have linear origins...
    nexion
    Above all, I must find balance. But not everything should necessarily be balanced. Maybe.
    Words
    well then.....? What else is beauty if not a prostitute of an idea? It takes the form of many things. Surely, that is shallow...?
    Words
    Be honored. Your self-bickering down there has won the rare praise of my laughter.

    It seems that you have reached new discovery. Me too. It's not a "Dead End" yet.
    Words
    If beauty is not shallow, then enlighten me on what beauty is. Does it even posses a fixed definition?
    nexion
    I have not yet found that fount of truth and wisdom. But it is not my fault. Or maybe it is. I rely too much on these things, that I can see, that I can make sense of.
    nexion
    I know, I know. Have you come to bereave me of any trace of certainty once again?

    I know I don't know.

    Fuck it all.
    Because it's really hard to recognize
    someone by the pattern of their body
    hair or their limbs.
    Puffy
    In response to comment on the 'about you' thread. I will do, and will make a note of it Nil. For now it's quite late and I should probably sleep.

    Puffy
    OH MY GOSH!!!!

    THAT IS SO INAPPROPRIATE!
    I didn't even know how you
    thought that. And now I do.
    You're right :x

    Not sexually, not sexually. I
    just want my muscles torn
    from my bones.
    Words
    why? You seem to like peculiarities in meaning.

    fleeting...... I still don't understand your high regard for "beauty"...why emphasize on that shallow arena?
    And though I do like
    Circa Survive and have
    listened to them for
    several years now, I
    didn't choose this picture
    because of them. To be
    honest I had completely
    forgotten about Esao
    and CS being tied together.


    I like the artist that painted
    it. And if you haven't seen
    his other works, I greatly
    suggest you peruse his
    online gallery (:
    Words
    Is there some sort of distinct meaning to that hello? I'm going to guess no, though I still wonder why...
    Stoic Beverage
    My avatar change was inspired by Melkor. Seeing as his name has more letters in it, he outranks you. (Or, if you'd like, you can replace "name with more letters" with whatever random criteria you'd like, assuming it favors Melkor.)
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