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  • Dear diary,

    I am just very very down all of a sudden. I know the reason why and I don't know how to tackle it.

    It would be much better if I was better at people skills.
    Dear God,

    I am hoping and praying that I will not bungle up even the simplest little things.

    Why does daily life itself feel like a challenge nowadays?
    Dear diary,

    I am feeling kinda down now. It's been going on for the past year or so.

    The stress, that must be it. Killing me.
    Dear Lord,

    I am absolutely completely miserable.

    I'm on a railroad track to a place I don't like.

    Whatever the hell possessed me to go to law school? I royally suck at it.

    Darn it. It's no excuse to say I need sleep, need preparation etc. There is no excuse for screwing up, darn it!
    INFJ Lord help me not be a perfectionist.
    (did I spell that correctly?)
    INFP God, help me to finish everything I sta
    ENFP God, help me to keep my mind on one th-
    Look a bird- ing at a time.
    ENFJ God help me to do only what I can and trust you for the rest.
    Do you mind putting that in writing?
    INTJ Lord keep me open to others' ideas,
    WRONG though they may be.
    INTP Lord help me be less independent, but let me do it my way.
    ENTP Lord help me follow established procedures today.
    On second thought, I'll settle for a few minutes.
    ENTJ Lord, help me slow downandnotrushthroughwhatIdo
    Prayers for the Types
    ISTJ Lord help me to relax about insignificant details
    beginning tomorrow at 11:41.23 am c.s.t.
    ISTP God help me to consider people's feelings,
    even if most of them ARE hypersensitive.
    ESTP God help me to take responsibility for my own actions,
    even though they're usually NOT my fault.
    ESTJ God, help me to not try to RUN everything.
    But, if You need some help, just ask
    ISFJ Lord, help me to be more laid back and help me
    to do it EXACTLY right.
    ISFP Lord, help me to stand up for my rights
    (if you don't mind my asking).
    ESFP God help me to take things more seriously,
    especially parties and dancing.
    ESFJ God give me patience,
    and I mean right NOW!

    Amen
    Dear diary,

    Sometimes I wish I had a close male friend to confide in. A drinking buddy or something.

    At the age of 24, I am beginning to see the possible value of having a best friend, albeit a bit too late.
    Because I am the one required to plan, I dread Valentine's day.

    I'm a really screwed up chap.
    couple more weeks. Been here since the parents' accident. Time to go back though. I think.
    Kara taglibro,

    Hodiaux, reokaze, mi ne povas maldormi.

    Malbona, malbona, malbona.

    Fakte tio estas klaso ke mi volas iri; interesas mi (pri cryptography). Sed mi tuj ne povas maldormi en la mateno. Se mi tiele malhaltas mi refaros malbone tiu cxi duona jaro, tiu mi devas ne fari.

    O Dio. Bonvolu helpi min sxangxi!!!
    Dammit. Faster marry leh...

    One of my friends just tied the knot. They had to start giving out stuff this year. I thought the first year was considered honeymoon period and they would continue receiving. Different customs for different groups I guess.
    Mia kara taglibro,

    La frazo ke mi auxdas antaux nakto ne eliras mian cxerbon.

    Mi timas ke ili dirantis pri mi.

    Mi scias ke mi ne tre sxatecas. Sed estas mi vere sxatitis?

    Kio homo povas fari, kiam lia opozitantoj estas la altegaj estroj?

    Mi provantas malsereni pri tio sed tio maleblas.

    O Dio. Bonvolu helpi min, vian infanon. Kial estas mia vivo tia malfelicxa?
    Open source psychoanalysis ... now I'll be on the look out, too. :p

    I plan on double dipping: http://www.chinatownmainstreet.org/, though their parade will be nothing like the NYC deal - same as for the Ball Drop vs Boston's First Night (<-lame).
    Well think about the sorts of things you'd discuss via FB Wall. For one thing aren't there character limitations? Some thoughts/aspects of yourself you would not share on something as casual & common as that. From what the analyzer picks up from things you'd just randomly drop, it sounds like someone of a Si / Te dominant type.

    Maybe a better, more sophisticated way of doing it would be to test how varying functions and personality types disclose information on things that are "watched" - Twitter, Facebook, Wordpress etc, and for patterns based on grouping types of responses, topics chosen and tendencies. I don't think that Typealyzer is capable of filtering the differences in content range of a hobby blog versus a ranting blog, though their existences and natures might point to one type over another as well.
    I wish they'd make the system public/open. Though I'm starting to wonder if there is even such a thing as a system that can effectively categorize everyone on earth. Jungian functions exist, types exist, but the way that they are utilized needs fixing.

    It was a fun thought, though. :p
    In the same vein, if you have another blog: http://www.typealyzer.com/?lang=en

    I'm not sure how typealyzer works. It looks like they have a search algorithm that picks up on certain words and word patterns associated with the various functions.

    If you use Wordpress or Blogspot, be sure to enable all of your posts to display in one stream before you plug your blog's URL into their URL field. Also don't forget to make it public. :p

    The results are always interesting and it displays a graph of how your writing style maps onto the eight functions.

    My old blog was always alternating between INTP and ISTP. My current one jumped from ISTP when I had only the first couple of posts accessible to INTJ when everything was laid out, though I wonder how quoting other sites & resources relates to the results.
    Dear diary,

    Funny things are happening, which I do not fully understand.

    Never mind.

    Though I can't help feeling that people are deliberately doing things to derail me. Again.
    Whoops - I posted to that link before I read the rest.

    Don't want to necro threads ...
    LOL at the symptoms.

    I don't think your personality has changed. Maybe it's a stress response, to become more focused on your surroundings. Or maybe you just lack confidence in your core abilities. It sounds like some Ti-Si overtime as you assess processes and simultaneously speculate on how and why they are proceeding in a certain order.

    When was your last vacation?
    Kara Taglibro,

    Nur unu semajno kaj mi tedigxas pri tie cxi.

    Kaj bezonas pli mono!

    Tio cxi ne estas bona.

    Laca, laca, laca...
    Dear diary,

    Sigh, the WP has found an alternative volunteer management system in the interim.

    My effort is now worthless.

    :S

    Thankfully, the office approved my request for weekly pay.
    Dear diary,

    I am over budget.

    God, I need a miracle. Like, the office approving my request to get my pay early.

    Assumptions, schmassumptions. Gah.
    You feel that you deserve far more than is being attributed to you, but there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.

    You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

    You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality.
    You are a very emotional and sensitive individual. Your life and love of life is dominated by your emotions - you have great feeling towards your fellow man and you are always full of enthusiasm but be careful, you tend to let your heart rule your head and this being so, you could be easily hurt - as perhaps you may have indeed been hurt in the past.

    Most people are conditioned by their environment and you are no exception. You are an extremely emotional person - so much so that 'the wrong word' can lead you to tears. You feel other people's pain. You feel the need of sympathetic relationships and a pleasant work environment in order to develop and grow. You are an impulsive, loving individual with a great deal of inherent feeling.
    Dear diary,

    Perhaps I am no longer comfortable with INTPs because I have turned into an ISTP.

    It's funny, why do I waste time figuring out who I am instead of just accepting that I do not, and cannot know anymore?
    Dear diary,

    I have no hideout, no secret place.

    No place to cry out, to shout, to let my heart out.

    Not even here.
    Dear Lord,

    Keep me safe from the darts of the enemy, and let me always believe in you.

    Have mercy on me. In Jesus' name, Amen.
    Dear Lord,

    I am dead now.

    I need help.

    I am struggling.

    Seriously.

    Tell me, what am I going to do.

    I am absolutely trapped.

    My other things are not getting done.

    Help, help, help.

    Walfin
    However, if I were to interpret the results, I would say that Singaporeans still have enough faith in the PAP that they do not mind that their President is a PAP stalwart. Whether this means that the so called Singaporean political awakening was limited to a small, vocal minority or whether it really means that the PAP is doing something right is something I will be pondering about.

    Still, I would largely attribute it to the fact that Singapore is still rather prosperous. How easily Singaporeans will be swayed by partisan politics is anyone's guess really.

    I did not care for the anti-opposition sentiment when Mr Chee made headlines all those years ago. In fact I quite respected his courage and agreed with a lot of his points and even saw him in a Delifrance once :o
    Sad that TKL lost, but I don't vote for people based on whether or not other people are voting for them, so I do not regret my decision.

    I can see how a person like TT can naturally feel disdain especially when he puts so much effort into his job and politics and other people put in what he sees as a half assed effort, get away with it and become popular. It really comes from a sense of unfairness that his rival's shortcuts seem to be paying off.

    Still, I suppose that does not justify appearing arrogant. As the intellectual TT is, I do not think that he is that accustomed to being as aware of his image as a person like TJS, who knows how to play his popularity cards. Sadly, politics often boils down to that, and it remains to be seen how the Singaporean electorate will evolve.
    Also, I noticed TJS changing his tune towards the end of the election. I suppose he noticed that levelling veiled accusations at the PAP no matter how popular would not get him far. This somewhat restores my faith in the current state of conversation.

    I really don't know much about TT. I know Chok Tong is a snake, but I would wager that a lot of the criticism TT faced was not due to any personal flaw, but simply because he was the "Most PAP" candidate.

    I watched their ISA spat. TT did not really come across as arrogant or confident, but really agitated and defensive. There TJS was, throwing out insinuation after insinuation and TT could do nothing but take it until that point he snapped.

    I doubt it is arrogance we see in TT, but disdain.
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