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Damn IRC-people putting doubts in my mind :<
Well, what appeals to me about chemistry on an abstract level is that it I kinda see it as the basic form of truth. Something like atoms being everywhere, moving. Chemistry shows how different reactions can occur. Chemistry is also a form of art to me in that way.
Physics is also a basic form of truth, it tells of forces controlling our world. It also seems more challenging (more fun?) and maybe it's even more exciting!
I haven't studied either physics or chemistry more than the very, very basics, so obviously I'm ignorant of their applications in full.
Also, I'm uncertain to how much a degree I'm able. There have been periods where I'm completely bummed out and think school is wayy wrong for me. But then there are days like this where I find everything interesting and love reading.
Anyone studying, working or having an interest in either have any thoughts what so ever? Or thoughts about what you like about your study/ work. Advantages, disadvantages. Career opportunities, anything really. How much did you work? Did you have days where you could actually relax?
Irrelevant thoughts:
I think the reason my motivation swings is because of my high expectations of myself. When I think I can't be badass in what I do, I kinda take it personally. But when I learn to just "fuck all", I am able to relax and study intensively. So I think if I work with myself and my attitudes, I can be good or something.
I have also never tried to study seriously in school, so I don't know to how much a degree I can get A's. Yes there has been a couple of subjects where I have gotten an A in high school without any particular effort. My average from high school is a little over C (number scale: 4,3 or something). So I think if I actually try, I can get at least an average of B. One of the problems with never taking school seriously is that you don't know what teacher/ professors want to hear (read) to give good grades.
Well, what appeals to me about chemistry on an abstract level is that it I kinda see it as the basic form of truth. Something like atoms being everywhere, moving. Chemistry shows how different reactions can occur. Chemistry is also a form of art to me in that way.
Physics is also a basic form of truth, it tells of forces controlling our world. It also seems more challenging (more fun?) and maybe it's even more exciting!
I haven't studied either physics or chemistry more than the very, very basics, so obviously I'm ignorant of their applications in full.
Also, I'm uncertain to how much a degree I'm able. There have been periods where I'm completely bummed out and think school is wayy wrong for me. But then there are days like this where I find everything interesting and love reading.
Anyone studying, working or having an interest in either have any thoughts what so ever? Or thoughts about what you like about your study/ work. Advantages, disadvantages. Career opportunities, anything really. How much did you work? Did you have days where you could actually relax?
Irrelevant thoughts:
I think the reason my motivation swings is because of my high expectations of myself. When I think I can't be badass in what I do, I kinda take it personally. But when I learn to just "fuck all", I am able to relax and study intensively. So I think if I work with myself and my attitudes, I can be good or something.
I have also never tried to study seriously in school, so I don't know to how much a degree I can get A's. Yes there has been a couple of subjects where I have gotten an A in high school without any particular effort. My average from high school is a little over C (number scale: 4,3 or something). So I think if I actually try, I can get at least an average of B. One of the problems with never taking school seriously is that you don't know what teacher/ professors want to hear (read) to give good grades.