i see a lot of new faces.
i haven't been around in a long time, but i miss this place. of course, i don't know a lot of people, so maybe my emotional attachment is merely for the memory i have of being at this site and now i won't much like it. anyway, perhaps i will stick around for awhile again. maybe I can alienate some new people...
Interesting posting.
Yes, it is very probable that you miss the past, you miss what this forum once was. You may end up despising this place, in this revisit, because it is so different from what it once was...
We long to hold to us what the past once was because it often times seems so much better in comparison to the present. When we experience the present and have with us memories of a pleasant past, we can tend to view the flaws of the present with a more critical eye then we normally would have, and more so then we originally did whilst in the past. Changes happen, and they can be hard to adapt to. Try as you might, you may always have that voice telling you in the shadows of your mind,
"It just is not the same." And it is not. But- that does not have to make it any worse.
Let the past remain in the past, and accept the present for what it is now, this need not be a displeasing experience. The sentiment associated with the past will never fade, but do not let it cloud your mind and corrupt the present with ideals that cannot be meant in the hopes of reviving a past that is now gone.
Do not misunderstand me- The past is in the past, but that does not mean that elements of the past do not live on and in more ways then just the memories of the older members who have found in this place a home. Change happens, but through that change there can be whispers of the past taking form in different, sometimes almost unrecognizable shapes that seem to only allude to the spirit of the past, but are, in reality, the same in essence.
I hope you find belonging and happiness here, as you once did. This is a very special place to many, it seems.
Welcome back. I have read a few of your older posts, and I am glad you have returned, even if for only a short stay.