you should make a life like that too, free the soul maaaaaaaaan
i would sincerely rather travel, wander and find work where i can living a very basic life with just a guitar and my mind. but i would prefer being an artist to this, but there you go...or i might start a revolution possibly *ponders*
maybe *ponders further*
but basically go with the flow, where my heart takes me. this attitude doesn't work when in the modern society, which well-paid careers are....so i go a roamin'
i have no interest in any kind of career, i cannot imagine why i would wish to inflict that on myself. no, i want to be an artist and/or a wanderer, that is all. freedom. right now i want to get into music, art, poetry, stand-up etc...all with metaphorical, intellectual or otherwise such connotations and taglines....life for me will either be perpetual hell or total and utter success, i just got to play the cards with eyes closed and heart and mind open.
ah, well my mum understands. as long as i have been at school i have been underachieving 'not fulfilling potential' 'nowhere near full effort' 'intelligent with a brilliant sense of humour, but never fulfils potential etc (quotes there from school reports). but i always came out with A's so it didn't matter - until now, where i am getting B/A's and some C's and D's
but my mum understands ,she says i am 'to smart, intellectually gifted for school' - which is half true, i am not that smart, but i am...school is too intellectually simple, so i can't do it. not because it is too difficult but the shear amount of work is what bothers me - i don't have the concentration or work ethic to actually start working
you are probably the same, but my mum just understands, i have told her i intend on doing high school
ICT? go, i am awful with computers...they just...they just break, freeze etc and generally take the piss
and Japanese, that's pretty exotic you can learn to communicate with Bishies
me - Music + Music Technology (electronics, recording, sound engineering etc), Psychology and Philosophy (hopefully)
to do psych/philo you need really good grades - which i probably won't get, it's not too complicated, i mean if anything high school is too simple for me. in that i need a proper depth in reason for me to be motivated, i want to think deeply and without boundaries - school wants the opposite. i am sure you can relate to this too. school is basically too intellectually simple. but for some reason you are good at school work too
A* in science, A in maths
But I do have the advantage with a tiny year and a teacher for a mum anyway though, and you were doing more than me this year.
(My confuzzled way of saying you did really well though!)