I am going to keep a low profile for a while and spend some time in the Archives. I am hoping to find a few observations amongst my 4430 posts that might be worth saving. While I was banned (for whatever reason) I was denied access to my own stuff and if only for the Golden BB principle, I think I may have hit the target on a few occasions.
He always uses phrases like "hey there buddy" or "hey old pal", partner, buckaroo.. silly stuff, its in the way he says it. The questions you've asked before (can't quote) are very similar to his style. You probably even have the same taste in music, if you like king crimson, iron maiden, hendrix, zappa, clutch.. just a few.. Other than that I just have a big hunch that you two are extremely similar.
I had very similar problems, spiked with depression and whatever else university does to you. I just shook my habit this summer, took about 3 months. I wake up at 5:50 am every morning, I had a summer job that kept me on this schedule so I would be there on time. Now I cherish my free time before school, it helps me focus, eat, and stretch out my fucked up back if need be.
My friend that you remind me of kept me together in university, maybe not sleep wise cause he was just as bad lol but we shared a lot of common interest and opinion. I lived in residence, he was instantly an outcast to the jocks (inner nerds) and all sorts of shit was said about him. I always let him hang around my room cause he was nice and one day we really struck up a convo I think and became pretty good friends. He was always afraid to get into shit, but I taught him the ways of secrecy.
Madmen is a (hbo?) drama series about the advertising industry in the late 50's early 60's. It's not a comedy but it is very well done, and the characters are compelling. Himym is just your average friendsesque comedy but I rly enjoy it much more than any of its competitors or predecessors.
I always find it very difficult to communicate when it comes to recommendations, the best way to convince someone they like something for me is to force them to try it out. My eye for these things is suspect, I am generally in the minority taste-wise. I originally started watching madmen because it has a hot redhead (I am not normally attracted to redheads), but now I watch it to see how the main character works, as I find him interesting.
No, I haven't :x if you send me a link where I can watch
it online, I will begin watching it.
I haven't watched madmen or how I met your mother.
Though I think I've seen bits and pieces of how I met
your mother. Mad men I don't think I've ever watched
at all. They're both comedies?
I only got into DHW because it was always on television
between my anatomy and economics lecture and I would
watch it while doing my mindlessly easy chem homework.
For some reason chemistry has always been super easy
for me, even the things others struggle with profusely.
My head really hurts. I'm going to lay down and try
sleeping a few hours before I have to go to work tonight.
Though I'm supposed to hang out with a friend. My
mother's been crying uncontrollably and I've been the
one to have to console her which means I haven't been
able to sleep at all and I won't be able to sleep adequately
until I get off of work at 6am. I hate this. I'm going to
start crying now.
I prioritize well. I would have not eaten and chose to
pay the rent myself, without your force. Though I never
would have bought the OC. Not really my thing. :P
Desperate Housewives is a different story. I know, I know.
How girly of me.
Really though, I wouldn't have bought anything in order
to pay rent. Homelessness is not for me I've learned.
I do not have a negative outlook. I really don't. I am just
realistic. I don't delude myself with positive what ifs. Like
if I can't pay rent, I'm not going to ask my brother to give
me the money and I'll pay him back and before I even ask,
view this as the solution. It is a possible solution, not the
solution. I don't put all my money on one bet.
No, I do not. My parents do not like me. I am "too critical".
-- I am not too critical Hadyn, they just like to live in their
fantasy worlds: ignoring bills, ignoring anything bad,
ignoring anything that isn't their way, ignoring their issues
and problems and pretending like they don't exist.
I hate this. I hate when people live in a dream world. They
try to force me to take medication because I am schizophrenic
and have issues with reality. They live in a dream world and
no one tries to force anything down their throat. They make
that choice, I don't get to make that choice, if anything they
should be the ones taking my medication, rouse them out
of their dream worlds. So when my parents want to ignore
something, I bring it up in a very detached manner which
just infuriates them with me even more, but I am sorry,
be responsible, you're the parent, not me. This is what they
think makes me too critical.
My sleeping is suffering... I sleep maybe three hours a night.
Last night I slept six hours after having been up for thirty-two.
I think my coworkers are conspiring against me. I think they are
driving me to have an emotional breakdown. They never set
things up nicely for me like I do for them and they make me work
the most fucked up schedule.
An impressive four seconds, is it not? :P Thanks Hado.
What is your nomen?
I hope you saw my kitten's video (;
How long has your dad been schizophrenic and do you have any
You asked me this awhile ago, my type is INFJ. I do have a well rounded T. I'm schizophrenic so I have to work extra hard on my reasoning and rationale abilities, which is why I have such a strong T. I also think that my Ti is more developed than my Fe.
Just realised I might've gone overboard with the typology stuff. Oops! Bottom line: I think there are commonalities in our situations even though on the surface they're different (ie in spite of differences in stimulus, a lot of our root motivations and issues are probably the same). I'm curious to see what else we can find.
Putting this here because my in/outbox is nearly full and I don't feel like going through it just yet and it probably can't take too many 'oh I forgot this' messages without demanding an overhaul.
That's good, I am glad to know that.. I feel like I still have to learn the lingo around these parts :P
It sounds really awkward with your sister.. I can't imagine not being able to not have a proper talk with my brother.. I guess we're lucky that way.. Blocking her on facebook is somehow both tragic and hilarious :P I can seriously understand it though - I would hate to hear about shoes and such ^^
Yeah we have always had an amazing connection, and really benefitted from eacher others company.. (Not a lot of NT's around)..
To be frank I just didn't really understand your post, and had a hard time seeing how it related to what I said My post was a tounge in cheeck comment on that, and I hope that you didn't take it more seriously than that.
Yeah it's awsome having an intp brother! How old are you and your sister?
"I'm open with just about everything, with anyone who'll stop to listen, so long as they're within my comfort zone. This is particularly evident of late with my current obsession of self identity and definition. I'm actually thinking about taking steps to shut myself up, just so that I can say I hold something in reserve."
Where have you sprung from?!
Also, I just noticed you're Aussie too. Maybe that's it.
Should note that was me up to about a year ago. Now I'm like one of those tubes with liquidy gel in them that bulge out in weird places when you squeeze them - overly gut-spilling some places, Clam Central others. So have hope: you, too, can be lumpy and misshapen.