Rome96
Pseudo-intellectual
Hi. New here.
Most people here probably don't believe there to be any real purpose in life. I am a 17 year old agnostic and live with my VERY religious family in Sweden. My parents hate their lives, yet they don't dwell on it much because they believe that Allah will grant them a better after-life with honey and virgins and what not.. I don't believe that there has to be a purpose in life, that said I don't know for sure that life is meaningless. Ever since I denounced my religion at age 13, without my parents knowledge obviously, I've been pretty much depressed and unmotivated. I am more intelligent than anybody I know, but I don't take much pride in that since I live in a very religious community full off idiots, yet I am also the most unproductive person I know. In a few years I'll die and everything that is me will (maybe, probably) cease to exist. I will be gone and everything that I've done in my life will have been meaningless. So why should I go on? I'm not saying that I'll kill myself, that would be selfish, what I am saying is; I wake up in the morning and I can't come up with a single reason for me to get out of bed. I want to become an author, probably won't make it big though, but I don't see why I should make the effort. I could become a doctor easily and make a lot of money, and will probably go on to do that, but I won't take much pleasure from any of it. I don't have any real skills, I play the guitar horribly, draw like a 10-year old. I envy religious people because they have actual bliss. I'm not stupid enough to be happy but neither am I intelligent enough to make a significant mark on the world.
I should probably just wrap this up now. There is no ultimate answer to what the purpose of life is, if there even is a purpose, so what is your motivation to doing what you do each day? I don't expect anyone to care about this, but if you actually took your time to read this, thank you, and give me your thoughts on the subject.
Most people here probably don't believe there to be any real purpose in life. I am a 17 year old agnostic and live with my VERY religious family in Sweden. My parents hate their lives, yet they don't dwell on it much because they believe that Allah will grant them a better after-life with honey and virgins and what not.. I don't believe that there has to be a purpose in life, that said I don't know for sure that life is meaningless. Ever since I denounced my religion at age 13, without my parents knowledge obviously, I've been pretty much depressed and unmotivated. I am more intelligent than anybody I know, but I don't take much pride in that since I live in a very religious community full off idiots, yet I am also the most unproductive person I know. In a few years I'll die and everything that is me will (maybe, probably) cease to exist. I will be gone and everything that I've done in my life will have been meaningless. So why should I go on? I'm not saying that I'll kill myself, that would be selfish, what I am saying is; I wake up in the morning and I can't come up with a single reason for me to get out of bed. I want to become an author, probably won't make it big though, but I don't see why I should make the effort. I could become a doctor easily and make a lot of money, and will probably go on to do that, but I won't take much pleasure from any of it. I don't have any real skills, I play the guitar horribly, draw like a 10-year old. I envy religious people because they have actual bliss. I'm not stupid enough to be happy but neither am I intelligent enough to make a significant mark on the world.
I should probably just wrap this up now. There is no ultimate answer to what the purpose of life is, if there even is a purpose, so what is your motivation to doing what you do each day? I don't expect anyone to care about this, but if you actually took your time to read this, thank you, and give me your thoughts on the subject.
