The concept of anonymity has played a big role in my life. I was born at the beginning of this "Internet Era," and my high school friends called me "NoMan" as a nickname. My real name is Nolan. I never picked the name or was sure where I got it from. It just stuck after a while, and it was likely picked because of my indifference, inability to make decisions, apathy, etc. that I displayed a lot at the time. It became a pretty big part of my personality.
A week before I moved out of my guardians' place, I had no idea I was going to. I went to see Rango on shrooms. There was this scene where a Clint Eastwood caricature pep-talks Rango back into the game. Towards the end of the scene Clint gets back in his Hollywood golfcart and draws a rectangle around Rango (from his POV) in the windshield, and then says "No Man can walk out on his own destiny."
Pretty simple line, but I was tripping pretty hard, and at that moment I realized that I was financially, mentally, and physically prepared to move in with my girlfriend. I just needed to grow some balls and do it.
(My guardians were elderly and somewhat dependent on my constant attention, and it was hard to tell them that I had a life to live and an education to get. I felt stuck, destined to take care of them well into my '20s.)
So I did. And I'm happier than ever.
So that's my user name. And an edited version of that shot from Rango is currently my avatar.