Eh? Working toward the dream? I was unimpressed with academia for a while; I saw the dodgy side of it and wanted out. After a year of mulling over what I want and weighing my options, I've decided that I want to stay in/ associated with the academy. I know at some point I will need to get my PhD. if I want to move up the ranks, but in what -I don't know. Currently, I'm working as a research assistant and doing what earning my MA has trained me to do. Lately (actually it is something I have thought about for years) I fantasize about earning a degree in history with an emphasis on Appalachian Studies-- either just a BA, or a BA leading to another MA. I'm not ready to dive into a doctorial program right now, I know that much about myself, and I'm not sure if I want it solely for the intellectual stimulation, or if that is a career path that I want to take.
Anyone here in academia? What would be the best route for me to take? I know I should shoot for the PhD, but I am uncomfortable going into a program in which I have little background knowledge. This is why I am considering going for another BA first- then deciding if it is an area I want to pursue. My BA is in Sociology. My MA is in applied social research. I don't want to be a sociologist, at least not as my occupation.
Yes, I do have problems with procrastination and keeping my focus on one area of emphasis. I don't think I get bored easily; more like my interest comes in waves. If a project starts to stagnate, or lose momentum, then I start to lose interest. I have to set it aside and come back to it later. My problem is that I haven't figured out how to work on a schedule. I know this may be my downfall if I don't figure it out, and yes, getting rid of distractions helps- but there will always be distractions. For example, my apartment has been spotless for two months now.
The break I took from taking classes helped me, and next semester I'm going to pick up a few undergraduate history courses just to see if it is something I want to continue thinking about pursuing. Most of this hinges on my finding gainful employment at the university. With that I will have enough money to pay the bills, benefits that actually mean something, and 6 free hours a semester to test out where my next academic move will take me.