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An engineering computing lab has a y columns and x rows of computer stations. It is an empty matrix with set dimensions. In the last week of university when computer station availability is scarce, it's literally a physical representation of a matrix that shares a common factor - student's intention of studying. Wouldn't be interesting to make a sorting algorithm based on the probability of a student taking a computer station, and the duration of which each element is occupied. Then it wouldn't be so random.

Then I realize I am in the matrix, this is kind of useless, and I should probably get on with my assignment.

Anyway.
 

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Woke up to regrets... and a hungry stomach.
 

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Every time I see children I try to spot out who might be the INTP. Perhaps in some strange attempt to inform them about themselves or something?

"Kid, no matter what anybody tells you, you're special."

"Mom, I'm a wizard!"

"No, no... never mind"
 

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Ingmar Bergman is going to be the face of the new 200kr note :eek:
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I find psychopathic girls I read about(fiction) cute/hot/appealing. I am unsure if I should be disturbed by this or not :confused:
 

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Blessed Ramon Llull
Nickname: Doctor Illuminatus :D:D:D
"Writer, poet, theologian, mystic, mathematician, logician, martyr"
Pioneered Computation Theory. :phear:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ramon_Llull

Fuck. This guy's the real deal. :D
 

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been noting what a great medium for truth comedy is. saying stuff straight will never work, people at large being so fixed in their ways, resistant to change, fearful of the unknown. resistance is automatic and lethal, if pushed hard enough. but if you can pass yourself off as an utter joke, if it's your job to point out the ridiculous and the inconsistent in society for the parties concerned themselves to see but not really see, then you can reveal absolutely everything while ostensibly revealing nothing at all.

it's an ancient principle, 'course. just remember the court jester (aka the Fool) in ol' Willy Shakes' plays, also the Greeks...but if I remember correctly, even the Fool can go so far as to get himself hanged...

personally, do find much truth in seemingly contradictory or paradoxical statements, which oddly enough often appeal to a human sense of humor. brings us back to the function of a sense of humor? coping mechanism for evolved consciousness, consciousness that comprehends good and evil, consciousness that sees how lacking thereof the world is, and so we laugh at the ludicrousness of it all, relieves tension, alleviates depressive symptoms, pumps you up, banish grim thoughts and live another day, laugh another laugh, nature's psychic analgesic...

the only way to fully engage with reality is to laugh in the bitter face of it...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uDW1R9OmOr0

Yeah, don't know what my reaction is supposed to be either.

lmao @ video

but, oh yeah, best believe people're still mad about the Alamo, Guadalupe-Hidalgo, Bay of Pigs, NAFTA, ad infinitum...least here in California, it's pretty common to see mexican flags flying in people's backyards and such. many feel completely justified on the dual grounds that something like 33% of american soil was stolen from mexico, as well as phenotypic/historic nativeness to the continent.

while in college, was approached by at least one latin american nationalist/SJW of some kind, seemed to be trying to recruit me into the movement. heard him speak a few times, seemed completely in favor of invasion of the US of A by undocumented immigrants. dislike dogma and dislike groupthink, so kept my distance. far as I know, West is much to blame for fact that virtually everywhere else is in such turmoil, so perhaps such movements are ultimately righteous. often think of myself as spineless for never making up mind to support any cause, but it's just how my mind works. I learned a long time ago: im an analyst, not a hero.

when it comes down to it, for better or worse, I am quite attached to this country/culture. is it a fault? certainly cultural conditioning. learning to see past a lifetime of deceptions is the task of a lifetime. for time being, can nurture wispy notions of a better world, where none of this matters or is real. without doubt, would not want to live in, verbatim (courtesy of the charming ann coulter), "a third world hellhole."
 

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I have noticed I look to the left more than the right. I turn counter clockwise rather than clockwise. Whether it is because my left eye has slightly better vision than my right eye, or because of environmental training, I won't know.
 

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lmao @ video

but, oh yeah, best believe people're still mad about the Alamo, Guadalupe-Hidalgo, Bay of Pigs, NAFTA, ad infinitum...least here in California, it's pretty common to see mexican flags flying in people's backyards and such. many feel completely justified on the dual grounds that something like 33% of american soil was stolen from mexico, as well as phenotypic/historic nativeness to the continent.

while in college, was approached by at least one latin american nationalist/SJW of some kind, seemed to be trying to recruit me into the movement. heard him speak a few times, seemed completely in favor of invasion of the US of A by undocumented immigrants. dislike dogma and dislike groupthink, so kept my distance. far as I know, West is much to blame for fact that virtually everywhere else is in such turmoil, so perhaps such movements are ultimately righteous. often think of myself as spineless for never making up mind to support any cause, but it's just how my mind works. I learned a long time ago: im an analyst, not a hero.

when it comes down to it, for better or worse, I am quite attached to this country/culture. is it a fault? certainly cultural conditioning. learning to see past a lifetime of deceptions is the task of a lifetime. for time being, can nurture wispy notions of a better world, where none of this matters or is real. without doubt, would not want to live in, verbatim (courtesy of the charming ann coulter), "a third world hellhole."

Yeah it's weird when ethnicity and culture becomes blurred with nationality, tough stuff. I'm surprised that sort of movement exists though, people in Cali are usually mellowed out (unless it's like legalizing weed or something). That college kid is probably going to regret what he's doing later on.
 

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I read an article that mentioned intelligent people tend not to do drugs and alcohol when they are younger; something about avoiding the negative effects of it or something. But that when they get older it becomes something they not only want to do, but enjoy doing anyway. Kind of funny I guess. Maybe smart people get sick of thinking about everything since so much is out of any person's control; it's just nice not to care and to relax even if it's unintelligent and kills brain cells, maybe.

edit: reminds me of savants killing themselves from all the pressure they get from the people around them or having mental breakdowns because they can't just be. must suck.
 

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I didn't start drinking until 22. I guess there were a few reasons for it. Like not wanting to engage mindlessly in what "everyone else" was doing, concern for own body/ health, not wanting to lose control in the way I thought one did when drunk, not wanting to waste money.

As a teenager I was also more of a person who saw alcohol and drugs as something "bad". I had slight "moral" objections toward it. Not moral as in black and white right and wrong, but as in perceiving alcohol as something, well, between bad and evil. Difficult to put something so vague into words. I didn't mind people doing it and it didn't wrestle my feelings, it was a fairly weak distaste, but enough to make me not drink.

Then I gradually developed more encompassing perspectives on things and drugs and alcohol stopped being in that category. In fact, that category pretty much dissipated. I started drinking out of curiosity and stayed for the feels

(I'm glad I waited, though, I do suspect the brain is more susceptible in younger years to alcohol and such and might possibly have effects that will be present throughout ones life, though subtle. And I still think one trade in some cognition for joy when drinking. Unless if only drinking rarely. If one stops, one might regain some.
 

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I'm flying on MDMA.
I feel much love and euphoria. :)
 

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^interesting prior two posts should be about mdma. was going to post just now about ongoing inability to enjoy music. if I had some weed or molly, that would prolly do it, but don't think anymore that im the kind of person who should do drugs.

did molly a few times, some of the batches were dirty, cut with meth and such. one time got hands on some legit MDA, slightly different substance. was so strong i was rolling around on the floor, just about dying of pleasure. it was actually so pleasurable it was painful Lol. im sure you'll understand ^_^

anyway, sober mind seems to get progressively more neurotic/dysphoric. maybe that's normal for the process of aging...sometimes think i did irreversible damage with chemicals...but in any case no more music for now
 

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Last night I dreamed a woman asked me to get into a refrigeration room in the basement. To wich I had to access from a little door on its roof. It was sad, and beautiful, and so cold inside. I said, no.

This escene has been flashing in my head the whole day.
 

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^interesting prior two posts should be about mdma. was going to post just now about ongoing inability to enjoy music. if I had some weed or molly, that would prolly do it, but don't think anymore that im the kind of person who should do drugs.

did molly a few times, some of the batches were dirty, cut with meth and such. one time got hands on some legit MDA, slightly different substance. was so strong i was rolling around on the floor, just about dying of pleasure. it was actually so pleasurable it was painful Lol. im sure you'll understand ^_^

anyway, sober mind seems to get progressively more neurotic/dysphoric. maybe that's normal for the process of aging...sometimes think i did irreversible damage with chemicals...but in any case no more music for now

It's my friends birthday this week, and he and his missus booked two weeks off work. They live just above my work place, and so we decided to party for a week.

It all started on Tuesday when we got steaming drunk, and ordered a shit load of coke. Wednesday came, and we were coming down, so we got an ounce of weed, watched movies and ate everything in sight. Thursday Friday and this morning we opted for MDMA. Last hit was about 16 hours ago, now we are back to smoking before another night of MDMA. (Later/tomorrow).

Then we should stop, I think lol.

Previous to this, me and this particular group of friends had only taken stuff at night clubs, few and far in between. One of us is a 'professional' and so has to conform more than she would like to... but these last few days have been so fluffy and great, we have all agreed to get together once a month of MDMA night.
 

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I had a dream about meeting Elon Musk. He seemed like a nice person in my dream but from the videos I have seen of him it feels like he is really serious.
 

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I had a dream about meeting Elon Musk. He seemed like a nice person in my dream but from the videos I have seen of him it feels like he is really serious.

I had a dream about getting bitten by a vicious cat. Reminded me of why I generally dislike animals -- the fear of irrational and unpredictable behaviour.
 

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It's my friends birthday this week, and he and his missus booked two weeks off work. They live just above my work place, and so we decided to party for a week.

It all started on Tuesday when we got steaming drunk, and ordered a shit load of coke. Wednesday came, and we were coming down, so we got an ounce of weed, watched movies and ate everything in sight. Thursday Friday and this morning we opted for MDMA. Last hit was about 16 hours ago, now we are back to smoking before another night of MDMA. (Later/tomorrow).

Then we should stop, I think lol.

Previous to this, me and this particular group of friends had only taken stuff at night clubs, few and far in between. One of us is a 'professional' and so has to conform more than she would like to... but these last few days have been so fluffy and great, we have all agreed to get together once a month of MDMA night.

that's so gangsta :happydolphin:

ive only done blow on one occasion, and it was quite a small amount. got to rail about a decent line, and the rest we put on top of a bowl of weed. VERY interesting effects from smoking those together however. I was pacing and talking a lot and feeling paranoid about things, but not like standard weed paranoia...now that I remember I even smoked molly once with a blowtorch out of a glass bong. it was my friend's idea, but that felt fucking weird, not worth it

I wouldn't be able to stomach those comedowns. the day after a night or however long a binge of molly -- well, they call it "Suicide Tuesday" for a reason. ugh, just that god-awful sensation like you'll never ever feel happy again...think I have a more sensitive nervous system than most, so I tend not to handle things very well. but yes, weed was always a must for recovering from molly.

ah, well, cheers. I cant do that, personally. I just want to be on stuff all the time or not at all :facepalm:

on a related note, I found LSD+MDMA/MDA to be a very intense but harmonic mixture. they complement each other
 

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Ah well the party came to an end last night. We encountered an unexpected drug shortage... bar the weed of course.

Yea that combination sounds mental. Me and my friends want LSD, we're just tying to 'pin our man down'.

Come downs are just the worst, hence why we limited our scope to MDMA. That come down was just delicious haha.

In regards to other street drugs, I've known many people to take them and seen the 'come downz' destroy people lives. I want to avoid those feelings again at all costs.

Suppose the key is balance. But we intend to make the most of our twenties ;)
 

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Developing a nice work ethic these days, something I haven't had in quite some time.

Free-hours/hobbies are much more enjoyable after a good bout of hard work.

coolz
 

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Good decisions result from clear thinking, and clear thinking results from good decisions. We are always in either an upward or downward spiral.
 

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Never set up a meeting with a girl via text messaging unless you'd like to send 40 messages back and forth.
 

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1- I'm tired. I think all adults are constantly tired, especially those who live in big cities and are used to the subsequent lifestyle. They just become used to it and regard it as normal.
2- Being an adult sucks. But I don't think I can call myself a teenager anymore.
3- Are you tired?
 

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Wow, I'm just one social disaster followed by another. Fuckin SJ'S.

As a side, I've noticed my propensity irl to constantly repeat the questions which I am asked by others prior to answering them. Buys me time. I'm never with it... But if I've noticed the annoying habit, I wonder who else has.

My boss ended up keeping me 5 hours over tonight, finished at 2am. He asked me how I was getting home.. I informed him that I would ask my friend if I could crash at theirs (local), or that he was giving me a lift home ( ;) ). He smiled and was like "do I look like a taxi driver to you" .. and which point I started laughing and was like "do you really want me to answer that?".

He's Pakistani, as are most my colleagues, and for those of you who don't know, Pakistanis and other Asians dominate our taxi services.
 

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Artificial sweeteners are quite possibly the most disgusting culinary invention since haggis.
 

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But if I've noticed the annoying habit, I wonder who else has.

Very few, probably. They're all too busy worrying that you're noticing their dumb habits.

Artificial sweeteners are quite possibly the most disgusting culinary invention since haggis.

I like haggis
 

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Mayonnaise is just as bad, Eugh.

But I think processed meats top them all.
Could literally be eating anything.
 

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As a side, I've noticed my propensity irl to constantly repeat the questions which I am asked by others prior to answering them. Buys me time. I'm never with it... But if I've noticed the annoying habit, I wonder who else has.

Yes! I do this a lot. I discovered it back when I was in school. If you're caught off guard, just respond in a full sentence, and it gives you a few seconds to remember what you wanted to say.

Good to know this isn't a trick exclusive to me.

SIDE NOTE: Mayonnaise is the worst. It pales in comparison to mustard. I also hate carcinogenic sweeteners.
 

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People become very quickly much less interesting to talk to when they start receiving a monthly salary.
 

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One of the beauties of interacting on this forum is the security that no one will ever know how you pronounce "gif" unless you explicitly state it.
 

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From a certain height people are generally good. Vertical distance encourages this generosity. Horizontality doesn't seem to have the same moral virtue. Far away figures may be approaching and we anticipate the insecurities of encounter. Life is horizontal, just one thing after another, a conveyer belt shuffling us toward the horizon. But history, the view from the departing spacecraft, is different. As the scale changes, layers of time are superimposed and through them we project perspectives with which to recover and correct the past. No wonder art gets bollixed up in this process; its history, perceived through time, is confounded by the picture in front of your eyes, a witness ready to change testimony at the slightest perceptual provocation. History and the eye have a profound wrangle at the center of this "constant" we call tradition.
- Brian O'Doherty, Inside the White Cube, 1967
 

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People become very quickly much less interesting to talk to when they start receiving a monthly salary.

Oh yeah this is too true. People who have office/business lives are pretty much encased in a cognitive bubble, or 'life rhythm' if you will.

I'm not sure whether this is moral, but I somewhat take interest in popping that bubble by talking to some of them. It's amusing but endearing at the same time. The real hilarity happens when the social structure of the office goes to pieces and the workers aren't able to function some parts of their cognition because of all the confusion.
 

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Wants to start a blog, cuz everywhere I go it seems that everybody else is doing it.

I've always tried to keep a 'journal' since growing up... but the last one I managed to keep and fully complete was when I was 18.

I just always forget to update, and when I do I always forget what I wanted write... and then I feel like an idiot for talking to myself, even if it is on paper.

But the other half of me doesn't even trust me with a blog.
In comparison to some others, my life is full of shenanigans and sometimes scandalous comical events... I'm pretty sure it makes for some awesome blog material.. but that comes at the cost of privacy.

Not to mention I already have about 10 threads to maintain online.

I've toyed with the idea of an Anon blog..
But me and Anon have never really gone hand in hand.

Hmm.
 

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Wants to start a blog, cuz everywhere I go it seems that everybody else is doing it.

I've always tried to keep a 'journal' since growing up... but the last one I managed to keep and fully complete was when I was 18.

I just always forget to update, and when I do I always forget what I wanted write... and then I feel like an idiot for talking to myself, even if it is on paper.

But the other half of me doesn't even trust me with a blog.
In comparison to some others, my life is full of shenanigans and sometimes scandalous comical events... I'm pretty sure it makes for some awesome blog material.. but that comes at the cost of privacy.

Not to mention I already have about 10 threads to maintain online.

I've toyed with the idea of an Anon blog..
But me and Anon have never really gone hand in hand.

Hmm.

Do Etttttt. The social ramblings you would bring to the table would be very entertaining if not an interesting and thought provoking endeavor for the readers.
 

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Just watched a video about an accident happening at CERN and a apparemt news black out.

Then some footage of like to some black hole thing consuming the site.

Looked legit for all of 10 seconds. I was choking on 'OMG'S'.
 

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I was wondering what happened to you...
 

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Was there a rant thread? Because I really want to rant.
 
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