Been bouncing between attempted careers for a few years now.
Seemed like I revisted programming a few times though.
Could never get past the basics, bored off my ass. Find out later, apparently ADHD /shrug.
Right now in the middle of an identity crisis after 3+year relationship with an INFJ, and as always in this relationship, there's bad timing... Over the next few months, I'm under social pressure to make big decisions which will make or break me, my life and my happiness.
Going from T80%~ to T1% in 3+ years, in a relationship with an INFJ... people really should give warnings about that combo, lol.
Early hours, I wandered onto a "6 reasons why you shouldn't do programming"(or suited whatever - all nighter) and I was all 6, so i've been looking back into programming all night, and have decided that I'm going to just put my big boy pants on and spin a middle finger at my self doubts and fears, and just get on with it, taking it on the chin.
I was doubting myself earlier and trying to rationalise not doing it, looking for reassurance earlier, like some of you guys are here. It fucking sucks, but hey, we can do it.
Going to start with Java (and android). Then move onto C++ in a few months.
I have ideas all the time and it's so goddamn annoying, cause I lose half/all of the day and don't even apply that stuff because I soon lose interest
I know INTP = similar to ADHD/possibly is. I am not a happy bunny on stimulants, but i've decided to stay on them until i've got a foundational basics of programming tied down and in the habit of programming daily.
Great post by Brachiosaurus. Thanks Brachi for sharing (if you ever read this), and wow... you remind me of how aggressive I was in my early 20s.

Wonder how he's doing with programming now. Any one know?
Programming:
Pros: Autonomy
Cons: Spending the rest of your life finding out what the rest of the world values (your software) and struggling like hell to understand and market it.
I must confess though. Having gone from consistant 80%~Thinking to 1%~ wanting the automonousiminity(ha) is actually wearing a little thin...
Don't say I never warned you guys about INFJs

(it's seriously fucking scary to be in this position)
Who said personal growth was easier though, right.
I could go on about the pros and cons of INTP as a programmer, but i'm a tangenter, i'll spare you guys today though
