When I'm alone I talk to myself often, and I feel so much more comfortable doing it in the mirror. It may be strange, but if I'm alone in my room, I'll just start acting out little scenes that have happened, could have happened, may happened.. just cute little things that crawl inside my mind. A lot of things I don't consider real until I hear them voiced aloud. I talk to myself when I'm not looking in the mirror as well, usually just thinking aloud or replaying a scene that was important to me. Although I have a small deformity that I've quit being self-conscious of because I often forget about it (one of my front teeth is very big, while the one next to it is a baby tooth that is stuck and won't come loose -- inquiring about the dentist is a lost cause, it shall be fixed soon), I am satisfied with my appearance.. at times, at least. I like to come home from school and walk into my kitchen, which has an entire wall being taken up by a mirror, and look at myself to see how people had perceived me that day, if that's how I looked like as I walked from class to class. Often I look in the mirror, and I look so.. tired; I have bags under my eyes I've been aching to get rid of, because they make me look so disheveled and fatigued. Usually I'm satisfied with my appearance, because I consider myself good-looking; I don't care much as to what other people think about me, something I've learned to think a while ago. At least, people whom I don't need to impress. If it's a job interview, yeah, I'll care, I'll dress up in a suit and look nice. But I hate it when people care so much about themselves while their walking down the street -- nobody is going to remember how you after a couple of seconds after seeing you, because they don't know you, nor care. A lot of people don't even notice my tooth anymore, because my personality just overlaps it by so much, and they realize that no part of me has really been hindered by it.
In response to actively searching out a style that doesn't conform, I disagree with the idea. Actively searching it out means that you wish people to know that you're an individual, which means that you care entirely too much about what others think. When I look for clothes, I like what I like, not really giving a shit whether it's conventional or not. If people think it's odd looking or ugly, fine, but I don't -- it's why I'm wearing it.
Usually when I talk to a person, staring straight at them, I don't really see them. I see their eyes, and that much is all. Everything else about them sort of blanks out, and I can only see their words. Therefore when talking to an attractive person (really talking to them, not staring at them and admiring their attractiveness instead of listening.. which I've done, admittedly, but only once or twice xD) or an old person, or a person that I find terribly unattractive, all that matters to me is what they say. It's just kind of odd how my mind works like that.