Hey...Im XNTP leanin towards ENTP. I used to think i was better than everyone else. But now i think "define better". Yes im better than most people at many things, I wont lie. But then i see my faults. My parents raised me telling me to be perfect, and that has caused me severe anxiety, and fear of failure. Failure for me causes anxiety, which causes depression, which causes more failure. Shit. A cycle of pain. But ya, im pretty good at everything. Except i cant do a hoolihoop.
But being good at everything comes with a cost. Im not EXTREMELY good at one thing. Ya, im a good artist, but im not a pro. Yes i can play an instrument by teaching myself, but i cant actually play the instrument. I guess i just dont feel like putting in the time to being really really good at one single thing, so that energy is evenely distributed.
Im a really good athelete, but i hate sports. Funny isnt it? My parents raised me to be a really good athelte, yet i hate other atheletic jock type kids and hate team spirit. Im just slightly better at sports and athletic kinda activities. Im weird, im a really good athlete, but not cocky at all. People would say to me, "wow, your an awesome goal keeper, i didnt even know you played sports" or "I didnt know you were such a good athlete", because i dont act like i like sports...cuz i really dont.......rambling