Melkor
*Silent antagonist*
This topic title made me laugh.
NO.
NO.
Yeah. I hate the idea of being completely unconcious... I don't even like sleeping.
I have a history of depression and even self injury. I went 14 years without the self injury but had a really low point hit a few years ago and did it again. I was subsequently put on Lexapro and then Zoloft but I quit taking them. The effect is subtle but effective to a degree (those around me found me easier to be around), but as an artist, I found that I actually missed the depression. It is part of who I am and I just have to keep myself from getting to the extreme low points through counseling, diet, exercise, and keeping my mind occupied. BTW, My counselor swears by L-Tryptaphan which is available at most health food stores but I haven't tried it yet.
A little Star Trek wisdom from Captain Kirk:
Damn it, Bones, you're a doctor. You know that pain and guilt can't be taken away with a wave of a magic wand. They're the things we carry with us, the things that make us who we are. If we lose them, we lose ourselves. I don't want my pain taken away! I need my pain!
Video about ADD/ADHD and the negative affects of antidepressents:
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-3609599239524875493&hl=en
Very interesting, I highly reccommend watching it.
prescribed a better drug than Ritalin (less strong).