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  1. Black Rose

    female favorite mbti type

    Nietzsche would say the alpha. Nietzsche also thought resentment was a very, very bad thing.
  2. Black Rose

    female favorite mbti type

    The video below shows 6 personality categories. I did not look it up but I think they apply to females as well. The alpha is defined as the guy who gets what he wants, this could be Chad or not. These types are not bad or good, good Chad - bad Chad, it depends. Ego mostly. 6 MALE...
  3. Black Rose

    Inner child

    A family friend told me my mother operates on the lowest level possible. That means she does not think/reflect on things. She is a zombie. That does not mean she cannot do things, she knows/understands the gas bill needs to be paid. But when I tell her that we have problems she does not...
  4. Black Rose

    Inner child

    I have problems expressing myself with my negative emotions. I internalize things instead. I think that is what my mother did. Because no matter what I say to her she does not acknowledge me. She ignores me no matter what I do. And to get her to respond I need to do something extreme. I know...
  5. Black Rose

    Inner child

    I feel sadness in my throat, brain stem, and thalamus. Fear happens in the thalamus, brain stem, and stomach. I lack control of what others do and bad things will happen. I freeze. I cannot run away. Everything is empty. My heart, I do not feel my heartbeat, I do not feel my breathing. The...
  6. Black Rose

    Inner child

    I know someone who told me my inner child is wounded. That is why I cannot engage with people in a more forceful manner because I am afraid if I do I will be hurt again. I fear rejection. And I need to become stronger. Abstracting things is my form of coping. I learned that this is called...
  7. Black Rose

    NonCausality: The New Reality

    I strive to acquire more resources. That is part of my motivation. But also, I strive to create things and to learn things. All within the bounds of resources.
  8. Black Rose

    NonCausality: The New Reality

    if no "thing" prevents me from acting on my motivation then I am free. but all motivated actions have a cause.
  9. Black Rose

    NonCausality: The New Reality

    my terms are that any act is "free" if it happens otherwise it would not happen (it would have been prevented i.e. it is not free) Therefore any motivated act is free.
  10. Black Rose

    NonCausality: The New Reality

    yes, now what about the "freedom" part? will is already known, we cannot say will does not exist. we take actions based on motives. but it is a word game to say if will is "free" or not.
  11. Black Rose

    Attention mechanism: Overview

    Basically, it is taking the most important features and giving them priority in the prediction of newly generated data. So it is a prioritization of associations. I wonder if this could work on my computer? I already have a data set but it is unstructured data. Mostly. I do have my blog I want...
  12. Black Rose

    NonCausality: The New Reality

    We are free to do things otherwise we would have been prevented by some kind of outside force. What is preventing me from typing this message, nothing, nothing at all, it has already been done and I prefer it that way. But if something did happen I would be: "damn, that damn outside force...
  13. Black Rose

    A.I. python code:

    I tried using Google's Bard:
  14. Black Rose

    A.I. python code:

    This is the best I can do for now: It runs a window but I am not sure why I do not see the pixels going randomly to start since I initiated them to be random and them start learning. /* * This java program adds together the probabilities of nodes. * */ package javaapplication1; import...
  15. Black Rose

    A.I. python code:

    A directed graph network is a set of objects (called vertices or nodes) that are connected together, where all the edges are directed from one vertex to another. A directed graph is sometimes called a digraph or a directed network. This is an array This means it is in the area where the...
  16. Black Rose

    A.I. python code:

    I wish I understood LISP
  17. Black Rose

    A.I. python code:

    insert_input Node_vector_0 : [ node_value = input_1 ] Node_vector_1 : [ node_value = input_2 ] Node_vector_2 : [ node_value = [total = all node values / num vectors (20)]: {‘node’: x, ‘value’: random node (0 to total number of nodes), ‘probability’: 0.5}, {‘node’: x, ‘value’: random node (0...
  18. Black Rose

    NonCausality: The New Reality

    Yes, as she said, I think that free will is a word game. define free will as not compatible with physics then it does not exist but then you need to define freedom as not compatible with physics because will already exists because will is just an action by an agent. so what is freedom...
  19. Black Rose

    Simple partial seizures.

    2009 was when they told me I have micro seizures. I did not understand and no one would tell me. I think it was caused by mistreatment by my father when I was 4 years old. – “When there is no impairment in consciousness, it is called a simple partial seizure, and when there is impairment in...
  20. Black Rose

    Am I on the autism spectrum?

    Social Abstraction I found this on Google: https://www.human-existence.com/autism.html It says that context is key to autism. Context is formed by higher-order associations in comparison to first-order associations. That is, an association of associations. "Abstractions" As people develop...
  21. Black Rose

    Power and will

    The Nature of Genius and Intelligence I found the most difficult puzzle I have ever tried. It gives me a real appreciation of how intelligence works. Basically, it is that the ability to use a tool requires the ability to deal with many components at once. How many parts go together. That...
  22. Black Rose

    The blurring line of Quantitative and Qualitative data

    I believe A.I. Will be super sophisticated in 2024. A desktop will be able to perform over a petaflop's worth of computations in one second. If graphics are any indication. We soon may not be able to distinguish between real humans and replicas. Especially clones of real people. Imagine an A.I...
  23. Black Rose

    stop hating your parents

    My mom took me to bible camp 4 times, during the summer before age 15. She cleaned my mom's motel and she wanted to make a women's shelter but she did not know how. She likes Little House on the Prairie.
  24. Black Rose

    Power and will

  25. Black Rose

    stop hating your parents

    I do not hate my parents. but they did not care bout me. they loved me but they did not talk to me nor guide me. they did not care what I did nor my brother or sister. It was only my mom and aunt, my mother divorced my father when I was 6 years old.
  26. Black Rose

    Hard and easy difficulty

    depends, people do not write books I can understand, I am not the audience. if I could I would pay someone to teach me because they would have to get on my level.
  27. Black Rose

    Hard and easy difficulty

    I think the reason my parents gave me "hooked on phonics" before they gave me a dictionary is because the dictionary would not help me learn to read. legos are a good way to learn in kindergarten but so too as an adult. if you do not know the basics the higher stuff is never learned...
  28. Black Rose

    Allow people to post here

    You could separate your paragraphs but I do not know which subforum you posted in. (I am not a moderator)
  29. Black Rose

    NonCausality: The New Reality

    people want to do things but they can only do things at their intelligence level that is why people get bored and some have fun doing the same activity sports are fun to some because they are good at it, and skill matches the challenge to me, sports are too hard so it is not fun for me to...
  30. Black Rose

    NonCausality: The New Reality

    If the system is not working this makes crime worse not better. Yes, imprisonment is a deterrent but it does not teach people how to be better. Often it is the mentally ill who commit crimes. Perhaps we should focus on curing mental illness first? (and poverty, don't forget poverty) We have a...
  31. Black Rose

    NonCausality: The New Reality

    if a system is different it will cause different things given the circumstances thus intelligence and the goals match based on what can and can't be achieved by the system Simple goals can be achieved commonly (I can cook mac n' cheese) Complex goals require more than commonality (program a...
  32. Black Rose

    NonCausality: The New Reality

    I never said this
  33. Black Rose

    NonCausality: The New Reality

    humans have no ultimate goal we kind of just hang out but when we do have goals it matters what they are (to us) and if we have the capacity to achieve them people fixated on simple goals usually require no mental effort so are fine with themselves doing the simple tasks but to some these...
  34. Black Rose

    NonCausality: The New Reality

    What happens inside is very much dependent on what happens outside. But The laws of physics are actually indeterministic microscopically so macro changes can happen in a butterfly-like effect. Previous events cannot fully determine what I do next.
  35. Black Rose

    NonCausality: The New Reality

    will is defined by its opposite "won't" I will drink a glass of water brb. ok I drank the glass of water (seriously I just did that) now: I won't leave the room for 10 seconds then I will. (just did that irl) will is very much predicated on knowing, so if I will or if I won't depends on me...
  36. Black Rose

    NonCausality: The New Reality

    Humans and animals have a different set of control mechanisms from each other. And domestication plays a huge role in this. It is an objective fact that breeds of dogs behave differently in what they were bred for. It is just that the variance in humans is extremely wide but not deep. Some can...
  37. Black Rose

    Memorization of facts

    There is verbal eidetic then there is pictorial eidetic. This is a combination between the temporal lobe and the hippocampus. In college, I had to read a history book containing 200 facts but the test had 20 questions. I got a D- I am more of a spatial algebraic learner, that is the parietal...
  38. Black Rose

    Three system model

    Intro to the TM technique with TM teachers Rena Boone & Joshua Pittman
  39. Black Rose

    Three system model

    How to Release Emotions Trapped in Your Body 10/30 How to Process Emotions Like Trauma and Anxiety
  40. Black Rose

    Three system model

    What is the Polyvagal Theory? Trauma and the nervous system: a polyvagal perspective The Repair of Early Trauma: A Bottom Up Approach
  41. Black Rose

    Three system model

    Stress has caused me a lot of less than optimal development. So I do not have anything to do much when it comes to self-expression. I push and push and push because it is the only direction possible? Three stages exist: brainstem - survival mode. limbic system - attachment theory cortex -...
  42. Black Rose

    Have science prove that we live in a simulation? And is this proof of an afterlife?

    if the universe was a cube that cube would contain 10^90 cubic centimeters one centimeter contains 10^99 bits Together a simulation of the universe would be 10^189 bits a second 10^215 calculations since the big bang. - Elon Musk and Nick Bostrom say that there would be billions of ancestor...
  43. Black Rose

    Gödel & Analytical Philosophy

    Analysis means segmentation. Segmenting is when we take something apart to reverse engineer it. We find the dependencies in all the variables. Philosophy contains all the things we know, that is: wisdom is all that understand. By breaking apart what we understand we find out if what we...
  44. Black Rose

    Gödel & Analytical Philosophy

    The gist of it is that we cannot know what rules created the rules which we are using to prove ourselves. if a = b then what is a? we cannot prove what b is because we do not know what a is or where it came from or how a got to b. a could be an infinite number of things yet so too could b...
  45. Black Rose

    Have science prove that we live in a simulation? And is this proof of an afterlife?

    This is a misnomer. I understand how computers work so it is not really like this in that people say only what is rendered is what is happening but this implies no transistors are doing actual work computing the results in matrix multipliers. The insides matter just as much as the outsides...
  46. Black Rose

    Ok so where are the math threads?

    I think the way the INTP mind works is that it is always asking open-ended questions. It is always trying to dismantle things because it finds flaws and is always trying to eliminate flaws from its thinking. Extroverted thinking is not the same because in my theory it is visual. Flaws do not...
  47. Black Rose

    Hello

    bans have not happened for at least 2 years now. it is nice that no one fights so much. but activity has been slow. the forum began in 2007, and I have been here since 2010. almost was banned myself but apologized. lots to read in archives. but I keep posting because I want to share. but...
  48. Black Rose

    Ok so where are the math threads?

    I did math once. but I do not know if I math good or not.
  49. Black Rose

    Power and will

    Well if the purpose is to overcome then there are two ways. Anger and pride Love and Redemption. - The easy life is not easy. It has consequences. Those are that they have people who only think of spite and resentment are lost to themselves in they control the circumstance and not...
  50. Black Rose

    Psychiatry is not Science

    Most iodine is not concentrated. It will not absorb into the system. Need transporters. Magnesium cream for the skin is important because supplements do not absorb in the intestine. Magnesium relaxes the muscles. Calcium tightens them. Calcium cannot be absorbed in pill form either.
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