Recent content by Ezro

Eve online, destiny, war thunder, ffxiv.

This post reminds me a bit of myself at 16. I also can be pretty outgoing in social settings, although I prefer to avoid them. Do not mistake general type characteristics as something to conform to in order to be a "real" intp, or whatever you truly are. Remember that your upbringing will...

I don't have anyone to really open up to, and I've learned that something along these lines is best for me emotionally ( please do not stone me). So. I have been a member of this forum since I was an angry confused 17 year old after finding out I identified INTP. I had an enforcement best...

I'm saying thank you simply because it's the nice thing to say. I may not actually feel gratitude, but that doesn't mean I can't go through the motions for the sake of being kind to someone else who can feel. I may be, uncaring and well...sociopathic at times but I try to be kind to people when...

*sigh* I'm good, I'm sorry to have included you all in this, it wasn't right to present my problems for you to solve. Zero(the name of "other me" I've used since childhood) will have to learn his place. I'm going to see a psychiatrist soon, thank you all for your honest words.

Yeah, I suppose you are all right. Guess I'll just wait till i find some scumbag who needs to die then.

I thought about that, the military provided me with some decent target practice, as well as funds to do so, but I don't know

Yes I know the process, but i want to see it first hand. I want to kill and keep killing, rather than grow old and simply wither away. Its all that i want left from life, i have achieved everything else remotely important to me

Curiosity. I've always wanted to stare in someones face and watch them die. Unfortunately, I've also had a bloodlust about me. I see groups of people (the back of people's heads really set me off for some reason) and I just want to end them. I want to know that power, to turn a sentient organic...

I've been absent from this place for quite some time, and this has probably been asked before, but I need someone to explain this: why is it wrong for me to kill? None of it has ever made sense to me. Ever. Recently the only thing that has prevented me from killing random people is knowing that...

went U.S. Navy, lucked out in the intel community....

I think it does. I was given a name that purposely closely resembles that of my older brother, which is a contributing factor in my inferiority complex toward him and my general somber attitude . Well that and being told by my mother my purpose in life was to be his plaything.

someone sounds like a bro:D

Noodles with cinnamon, cheese and vanilla extract. Seriously, try that s**t

i never go anywhere without my headphones. i always use headphones instead of plugs to get the whole "don't bother me" picture across