In-depth esoteric explorations (part one) with Mari H, on Whitley Strieber, UFOs, projections of the unconscious, meeting entities in hats, a creature without a face, a weed-induced psychosis, visitations, becoming radioactive, a trip to the primordium, demonic incarnation through sodomy, visions of being Jimmy Savile, gaps in memory, the flyers and the mechanical mind, Morgellons disease, thoughts as nanotechnological implants, astral rape at the dawn of man, where is the psyche, is there anything outside the psyche?, Stargate and ascension fantasies the mythology of the Greys, the Xenomorph, a fear-based mind, radiation in the 5th dimension, marijuana-possession, raped by purple stripes, the home of the psyche, the perspective of a fragment, how the formless takes form, how ego creates its own reality, turning the mundane into the magical, the hunt for the mystical, 1st and 2nd matrix, a spiral staircase to nowhere, banishing an entity, tulpa & The X-Files, can psychic fragments become physical?, stigmata and somatics, creating tulpas, encountering the unconscious, a partial embodiment, the imaginal, imaginary, & real, the afterlife of the constructed identity, the ego lacks sentience, the subtle forms, Bardo realms, inside the belly of the inorganics, a prison made of minds, world-as-abomination, God’s problem, the constitution of consciousness, long outro by Jasun.