The Random Thoughts Thread

[Forensic1999]

Nvm, found it.

 

[Kormak]

On a random note, why have I never really seen an all white trend?
It's always dark colors, but is there a name that would fit someone who wears all white all the time?

I know this one girl, she often wears all white. Idk, that seems like a lot of effort, considering how hard it is to keep it clean.

 

[peoplesuck]

* wears black jeans that arent 10 inches too long*
America- What in the edgy hipster faggot?!

 

[moody]

^^; shhh, whyy stop!
\o/ just let their psyche be devoured by the entities.
8D when the shadowy figures scream and posess you as you suffer it all in paralisis.. its one hell of a ride.

***Psyche be devoured by the psyche
It's all in your head, bro

:S.. shit its this your mind raping itself? ?_? holy fuq.. I don't want to know what lurks in the deepest darkest corners of my mind. Its bad enough to wake up in the middle of the night feeling like something is in the room watching you and then odd posession feels take over your body... but some ppl see shit and hear shit and it freaks me out that one of these nights its gonna happen to me and I'll shit myself.

I've never phrased it like that, but sure! I don't have as much visual hypnogogic hallucinations as I do tactile and auditiory. So instead of seeing what lurks in the darkest corners of my mind, I feel and hear them. yaaaay .

What freaks me out is after experiencing feelings of possession I started to fight these beings to the point it seemed I scared them. Being chased by beings in fear now to chase them actively if I was the demon. "I've became the monster". I rarely get sleep paralysis anymore.
It sounds edgy but that's how I adapted over a while.

I know an INFJ who did this as well. Except, she was religious and thought it was demonic....so she did a whole exercise and screamed at the vision to go away. She says now she knows that it was just hypnogogic hallucinations, but because she convinced herself she'd "exercised" her demons, they never came back.

My problem is that I have a medical condition where this is a constant symptom; so any little tiny anxiety triggers way too much sleep paralysis, REM, hypnagogic hallucinations, and pretty much all weird sleep experiences you can find. It's too much to check myself for every little feeling I have, so I've coped by creating little algorithms about what I experienced to know what's real and what's not. That way I don't get as psychologically offset when they happen throughout the day and at night. When something new gets thrown into the mix, I'm more prone to feeling like I've been in a war zone when I get out of it. I swear, if you can get PSTD from yourself, that is what I have.

@moody what do you dream about?

Here are some running trends that come to mind:
-becoming corporeal and then other corporeal things trying to make myself forget I exist, while everyone on the physical plane forgets who I am
-Alien abductions, a few different scenarios. Once there were underground...but they were still aliens....IDK
-Inanimate things I use growing to have minds of their own, then plotting to kill me, mainly by stabbing (a few different scenarios, some more like reality, most more removed where I'm a corporeal being)
-many different apocalyptic-type scenarios that are very linear. I don't know why my brain puts so much effort into making me really think my experience is reality...
-things (animal or otherwise) biting my stomach open, and/or trying to take limbs from me

Better dreams I have are usually about me traveling deep inside my own mind, metaphysically. Some are about discovering my past lives, and others are about me seeking for what it is that's wrong with me (Heart of Darkness style!) These dreams are really out-there, and they feel more like a psychological safari. I'm not a physical being in these dreams. A lot of times I'm searching for evidence that the consciousness can go beyond our brain, and we can connect to others with just conscious alone.

 

[Kormak]

I've never phrased it like that, but sure! I don't have as much visual hypnogogic hallucinations as I do tactile and auditiory. So instead of seeing what lurks in the darkest corners of my mind, I feel and hear them. yaaaay .

:/ sounds bad. The worst I got so far was waking up in the middle of the night feeling a presence behind me in the room and physically feeling it coming over me from behind while I can't even scream... I can only explain it as "posession" or the freaking ghost is raping my body.. The worst part is that you are helpless. Its reoccuring at random. Drinking or going to sleep too late, not sleeping for more than 24 hours might trigger it. It freaks me out tbh and I hope it never goes into the visual - auditory range of lucid nightmare. I don't want the full analprobe experience.

Scary shit:

 

[peoplesuck]

just a headsup for u guys, the future of language learning is going to be conversational AI


sincerely
Your boi the time traveler.

 

[Forensic1999]

Ever talk to Cleverbot? It's interesting for lack of a better word.

 

[EndogenousRebel]

Isn't that guy a Nazi?

 

[Forensic1999]

The bot? Only half.

 

[Tenacity]

Learned the hard way this week that I'm insanely allergic to bee pollen, I probably can't have honey anymore.

Whatever, it's saturday, turn up, roll one... Sike nah I'm straight edge

Therapy may be expensive but listening to leann rimes "how do i live" and pat benatar "we belong" on loop for 5 hours is free.View attachment 4618

Lol fr. This reminds me of that one time my elementary/primary school had a "dance" and it was just awkward children everywhere, good times, highlight of my entire life

all these women on online dating apps writing "only people who are interested in serious relationships are allowed to contact me" don't realize the mistake they are committing: shooting sperm is much easier than getting inseminated, so for a male the commitment to one female is a tradeoff against the quality of the female. which means that males who are willing to accept the condition of commitment at the outset must already judge the female to be of better-than-expected quality inside the range of quality they have access to – which implies the opposite for the female; she will only be contacted by worse-than-average males for her standards.

This seems to make sense. The reverse is also true, i.e. men also state they are only going to talk with women/people looking for a relationship, though far less so in the U.S. I think. You should consider putting the fact that you're looking for something "casual" in your bio, it may save you tons of time filtering / having to conversate needlessly.

Nevertheless, casual stuff is pretty much the norm in the US - Is it not like that in Norway? Anyways, so then things become about "performance" if you will, which then varies infinitesimally, yet you can almost tell after a short conversation what it is going to be like.

I personally no longer bother with those who aren't going to play nice anymore, like certain ENTJ dudes who exclusively date supermodels, celebs, or women with 10M+ IG followers - They are conditioned to have an entirely different value system than I do, and they won't want to care beyond superficiality. It's like, why is the first thing they judge me on my career history if they're looking for a ONS? I don't wanna talk about that, not fun. Everything becomes -overly- objectified. I'm not to be treated like a mindless doll, and no woman/person should be treated that way unless she/they like(s) it. Actually my interactions with some overly ambition-conscious men is probably part of what instilled some of my own insecurities (It's like that line from the song "Heathens" - "Wait for them to ask you who you know"). Anyways, I'm not going to feel apologetic for not meeting the model height criteria, so any TJ with overvaluation of face-value has kind of lost me these days, it was fun while it lasted, I can't compete with supermodels but at least I have other things that make me obviously differentiated. But yeah, the idea is always better than the real thing, isn't it?

I decided to restore/dye my boots last night. Which color do you prefer? sorry lighting is shit I live in the darkness, also my resizing software thing scrunched it up...

Depends on the rest of the outfit, Darker = towards cyberpunk/hipster, Lighter = towards Western/hippie IMO

Dark browns combined with a certain look can come across as edgy-ish. Whilst emo is typically all black. I wear all black sometimes but don't consider myself emo/
Dark greys, distressed/rugged looking attire is edgy in my opinion.

Same though I never do distressed looks, it looks better on certain guys IMO, on me it isn't great - my vibe is trash enough, if I wanna look recycled I just don't because I prefer to be recycled from the inside out.

60%edeglord wat
omw to wallmart to buy dad shoes and poor fitted pants, brb

\o/ w8 I have an ESFJ manlet you have to meet ^^ he gives gr8 advice to men, like how to shave your balls. Here:

I know this wasn't for me but curiosity got to me - I stopped the video after like 10 seconds I'm sorry but he is cringe, alphas don't make videos about how alpha they are LOL

I mean, unless you're Drake

It's always dark colors, but is there a name that would fit someone who wears all white all the time?

Not all white but neutral/muted colors with white is pretty preppy/prep-friendly. Boat shoes, hamptons styled, etc. Pastels work sometimes, depends on the person

@moody (I'm italicizing your words for clarity)
"Here are some running trends that come to mind:
-becoming corporeal and then other corporeal things trying to make myself forget I exist, while everyone on the physical plane forgets who I am"

That's pretty cool actually. Do you dream this way intentionally, i.e. you can tell yourself to do it and it happens?

I can relate to this when out of the dream state i.e. here in physical reality, it's easier to imagine obligations, wherever they may stem from, to fall away. Doing it to the sub/unconscious seems way too hard for me at this point, but I keep trying anyways. I think I tend to dream of the opposite of you where people are latching onto me in various ways, and the ways I try to help them always end up getting totally different than expected, people watching my every move, and I think all I want is to be the child I never got to be lol, that's what my dreams tell me sometimes at least. I want to feel safe, but I am constantly over-aware that I'm not safe, and I sever relationships where I don't feel safe, so if I touch upon some inner call to nothingness I'll feel somewhat more safe in acknowledging my continued existence in the way you dream of in this case.

"-many different apocalyptic-type scenarios that are very linear. I don't know why my brain puts so much effort into making me really think my experience is reality..."

I mean I sense there is a reason for that mainstream fear, we like to expect the best, when it -really- makes sense to expect the worst and prepare for it as much as possible. I really do think some aspects of dreams have meaning, but what that meaning is really depends on the person, or it could be nothing and just directly based on something you watched earlier or something from childhood that was never resolved / might never be resolved anyways.

"These dreams are really out-there, and they feel more like a psychological safari. I'm not a physical being in these dreams. A lot of times I'm searching for evidence that the consciousness can go beyond our brain, and we can connect to others with just conscious alone."

They seem pretty normal, even advanced to me. I know someone who is really good at activating lucid dreaming though, he can control everything about it. Took him practicing for years. The very first step is supposedly getting to the point you got to, essentially not being your physical self in your dream. Instead you're "supposed" to become the observer of the self like when you're a character in a game. I can't get there yet, I need to learn to be more detached from myself. Or, what he said is totally a misconception to fool me into thinking he's got it down lol.

 

[moody]

:/ sounds bad. The worst I got so far was waking up in the middle of the night feeling a presence behind me in the room and physically feeling it coming over me from behind while I can't even scream... I can only explain it as "posession" or the freaking ghost is raping my body.. The worst part is that you are helpless. Its reoccuring at random. Drinking or going to sleep too late, not sleeping for more than 24 hours might trigger it. It freaks me out tbh and I hope it never goes into the visual - auditory range of lucid nightmare. I don't want the full analprobe experience.

The worst one I had went on for over an hour. I was trying a new medication that put me under to help me sleep, but I didn't tolerate it well. It was slightly traumatizing. My family says they heard me yelling, so I was really fighting being paralyzed. I have them so much that some part of me is usually aware it's not real, but what keeps me from full-blown freaking out is being able to break it up by jerking myself awake and methodically checking the room and house to assure myself so I can actually fall asleep. I wasn't able to do that because of the medication I was on...I didn't take it ever again. (I terrified my poor dog who thought I was being murdered).

I had a dream once what was so bad I woke up seeing only static, and had to stay awake outside the room for over an hour (with the dog) to convince myself it wasn't real. The dog really helped ground my sense of reality, because his breed was very protective and I knew he'd be going crazy if anything was wrong.

I'm gonna do myself a favor and not watch the documentary you posted...I don't need a narrator dramatizing my own experiences to confuse me more when I have them XD

 

[peoplesuck]

norway is #1 in the world for 1night stands. it was on a norwegian sex fact show...im desperate for content I can understand and follow.

 

[peoplesuck]

:/ sounds bad. The worst I got so far was waking up in the middle of the night feeling a presence behind me in the room and physically feeling it coming over me from behind while I can't even scream... I can only explain it as "posession" or the freaking ghost is raping my body.. The worst part is that you are helpless. Its reoccuring at random. Drinking or going to sleep too late, not sleeping for more than 24 hours might trigger it. It freaks me out tbh and I hope it never goes into the visual - auditory range of lucid nightmare. I don't want the full analprobe experience.

The worst one I had went on for over an hour. I was trying a new medication that put me under to help me sleep, but I didn't tolerate it well. It was slightly traumatizing. My family says they heard me yelling, so I was really fighting being paralyzed. I have them so much that some part of me is usually aware it's not real, but what keeps me from full-blown freaking out is being able to break it up by jerking myself awake and methodically checking the room and house to assure myself so I can actually fall asleep. I wasn't able to do that because of the medication I was on...I didn't take it ever again. (I terrified my poor dog who thought I was being murdered).

I had a dream once what was so bad I woke up seeing only static, and had to stay awake outside the room for over an hour (with the dog) to convince myself it wasn't real. The dog really helped ground my sense of reality, because his breed was very protective and I knew he'd be going crazy if anything was wrong.

I'm gonna do myself a favor and not watch the documentary you posted...I don't need a narrator dramatizing my own experiences to confuse me more when I have them XD

Happened to me once, the lights where flickering and slenderman thing was staring at me, it was lit my dude. Im not scared of that stuff bc my childhood hallucinations where scary AF made me stronge
whatever dØesnt make u go clinicly insan only mak u strongær
you guys have terrifying hallucinations when you run a fever right...right?
come to intpf to fit in. finds out how much I dont fit in :l

 

[moody]

you guys have terrifying hallucinations when you run a fever right...right?

This is a common thing, don't worry. I personally haven't, but I don't remember the last time I had a fever.

 

[Rebis]

Black compliments color while being relatively constant: White's get dirty fast, so do pinks, black is obviously the best of the bunch.

I wear color but I'm not gonna do separate washing for color, no way I'm gonna spend time on that

 

[Rebis]

I've never phrased it like that, but sure! I don't have as much visual hypnogogic hallucinations as I do tactile and auditiory. So instead of seeing what lurks in the darkest corners of my mind, I feel and hear them. yaaaay .

What freaks me out is after experiencing feelings of possession I started to fight these beings to the point it seemed I scared them. Being chased by beings in fear now to chase them actively if I was the demon. "I've became the monster". I rarely get sleep paralysis anymore.
It sounds edgy but that's how I adapted over a while.

I know an INFJ who did this as well. Except, she was religious and thought it was demonic....so she did a whole exercise and screamed at the vision to go away. She says now she knows that it was just hypnogogic hallucinations, but because she convinced herself she'd "exercised" her demons, they never came back.

My problem is that I have a medical condition where this is a constant symptom; so any little tiny anxiety triggers way too much sleep paralysis, REM, hypnagogic hallucinations, and pretty much all weird sleep experiences you can find. It's too much to check myself for every little feeling I have, so I've coped by creating little algorithms about what I experienced to know what's real and what's not. That way I don't get as psychologically offset when they happen throughout the day and at night. When something new gets thrown into the mix, I'm more prone to feeling like I've been in a war zone when I get out of it. I swear, if you can get PSTD from yourself, that is what I have.

^^; shhh, whyy stop!
\o/ just let their psyche be devoured by the entities.
8D when the shadowy figures scream and posess you as you suffer it all in paralisis.. its one hell of a ride.

***Psyche be devoured by the psyche
It's all in your head, bro

:S.. shit its this your mind raping itself? ?_? holy fuq.. I don't want to know what lurks in the deepest darkest corners of my mind. Its bad enough to wake up in the middle of the night feeling like something is in the room watching you and then odd posession feels take over your body... but some ppl see shit and hear shit and it freaks me out that one of these nights its gonna happen to me and I'll shit myself.

I've never phrased it like that, but sure! I don't have as much visual hypnogogic hallucinations as I do tactile and auditiory. So instead of seeing what lurks in the darkest corners of my mind, I feel and hear them. yaaaay .

What freaks me out is after experiencing feelings of possession I started to fight these beings to the point it seemed I scared them. Being chased by beings in fear now to chase them actively if I was the demon. "I've became the monster". I rarely get sleep paralysis anymore.
It sounds edgy but that's how I adapted over a while.

I know an INFJ who did this as well. Except, she was religious and thought it was demonic....so she did a whole exercise and screamed at the vision to go away. She says now she knows that it was just hypnogogic hallucinations, but because she convinced herself she'd "exercised" her demons, they never came back.

My problem is that I have a medical condition where this is a constant symptom; so any little tiny anxiety triggers way too much sleep paralysis, REM, hypnagogic hallucinations, and pretty much all weird sleep experiences you can find. It's too much to check myself for every little feeling I have, so I've coped by creating little algorithms about what I experienced to know what's real and what's not. That way I don't get as psychologically offset when they happen throughout the day and at night. When something new gets thrown into the mix, I'm more prone to feeling like I've been in a war zone when I get out of it. I swear, if you can get PSTD from yourself, that is what I have.

You're one of the first people I've been able to talk to that seems to understand my dreams well. Maybe I have a sleep condition? It's gotten a lot better, but it could be related to anxiety and worry. I know anxiety has kept me up at night and it stops me from going to sleep at times for 1-2 hours when I reach the bed. My current ritual is L-theanine, water, no food an hour before bed and doing a lot of sit ups/push ups. Masturbation too, just anything that puts stress on my heart, so that the recovery will reduce my heart rate. It helps with relaxation so I don't sit awake for ages.

@moody what do you dream about?

Here are some running trends that come to mind:
-becoming corporeal and then other corporeal things trying to make myself forget I exist, while everyone on the physical plane forgets who I am
-Alien abductions, a few different scenarios. Once there were underground...but they were still aliens....IDK
-Inanimate things I use growing to have minds of their own, then plotting to kill me, mainly by stabbing (a few different scenarios, some more like reality, most more removed where I'm a corporeal being)
-many different apocalyptic-type scenarios that are very linear. I don't know why my brain puts so much effort into making me really think my experience is reality...
-things (animal or otherwise) biting my stomach open, and/or trying to take limbs from me

Better dreams I have are usually about me traveling deep inside my own mind, metaphysically. Some are about discovering my past lives, and others are about me seeking for what it is that's wrong with me (Heart of Darkness style!) These dreams are really out-there, and they feel more like a psychological safari. I'm not a physical being in these dreams. A lot of times I'm searching for evidence that the consciousness can go beyond our brain, and we can connect to others with just conscious alone.

I completely understand what you mean by trends.

The first trend you describe, I used to have dreams of astral projecting in space. The whole subconscious structure was based on space was infinite, we can't observe all of space. There was this location in the middle of space, between a few stars where my consciousness ended up one time. In this place these beings were aliens and didn't have a corporeal form, they were able to create pathways, rooms and their own fantasies. They were surprised to see me, as "humans" were quite rare and we didn't have knowledge of a Tachyon (another idea stripped from my conscious mind.) Knowledge of this molecule allowed humans to distance themselves from their physical form.

Alien abductions, I've had a lot of them. The saddest one was where I was offered to ascension to a new world with these aliens, I was depressed prior to the dream so I accepted their offering, but once I accepted it they had to rip my consciousness from my body and that was incredibly tactile, it felt like my soul was being ripped from every single cell in my body. While the pain was obviously a hallucination, I don't think I could ever experience something similar to that. Very hard to describe, imagine having phantom limb but with every single nerve, organ and limb in your body.

Some of my dreams centralized around things trying to kill me, beings sucking psychic energy, attacking me when I was most vulnerable (during sleep), Demons chasing me, me chasing parasitic demons through the memories in my mind. It's fucked up because usually the scenario is you become aware they're feeding on you and once you become aware of it they retreat, like vultures that realise their food is still alive.
I had this crazy one recently where this being was inside of my mind, he existed in a form like a painting, a tree, or a medieval bar inside of a memory. I kept chasing him but everytime I got to him he would overpower me and prevent me capturing him, he'd escape and the cycle went on for a few mind-hops. Then this vibrating angel with skin covered in gold came down like a meteor with a spear and showed me how to kill it once and for all. When I mean vibrating the angel was either 4 Dimensional or moving too fast for the eye to see. It's face was constant, but it's body was phasing around.

I've had post-apocalytpic dreams too, the recent one was facing against alien parasites in an arctic retreat. These parasites consumed people from the inside-out, it started with people and then eventually all my friends. I had to kill all my friends with a shotgun, and then as I felt I was going to meet my doom in an enclosed, snowy tunnel I woke up. They're usually linear as you said, not as abstract as the others.

One of dreams was about these small satanic spawn crawling on top of me trying to rip my limbs. It was sleep paralysis this time, I seen them in the corner of my eye crawling on top of me. I watched 100s of these tiny demons climb all over my body, they weren't doing anything particular like stabbing or eating my flesh but I could feel them. As I was waking up from this they retreated down the side of the bed, never once dropping their manic smile, it felt like they were watching me until the final moment I woke. Their face was that of a babies, the smile contain malevolence.

 

[moody]

Very hard to describe, imagine having phantom limb but with every single nerve, organ and limb in your body.

I know exactly what yours talking about! So while falling asleep, at the beginning of sleep paralysis while I’m still able to control my sensations through muscle-memory-imagination, I’ve experimented with using this to “step outside my body.” I reconstruct the sensations of my room and my senses. Even though this was voluntary, the more I “pushed it,” the more pain I would get. It felt like burning, shooting up my limbs and my spine and head. It blossomed from the back most often. I went away as soon as I became fully awake...I’ve tried searching online for what this phenomenon is, but results haven’t been conclusive. My guess is that this messes with the way your body operates to put your body and mind asleep, and when you “trick” your mind like that, it creates false pain signals. Idk. I do know that snow vision and REM activity is connected and sleep disorders involving REM start in the back of the brain (I’m saying this incorrectly).

 

[Rebis]

It's hard to look up these things online, you have to disambiguate the contents of your dream into a formal structure, and then relate that to a function such as a REM cycle in sleep. There's probably wikipedia articles here and there, but the main problem is finding out how the hell to type in your experience into google. I rarely find an easy answer, definitely one of the few searches that can take you to the mysterious "Page 2" of google haha

 

[Rebis]

I feel like I haven't heard from you in ages @Tenacity, I hope your allergies aren't too bothersome. Take care. Friend.

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[Tenacity]

I feel like I haven't heard from you in ages @Tenacity, I hope your allergies aren't too bothersome. Take care. Friend.

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Accidentally wrote you a f***ing novel good luck

And thank you that means a lot, have fun

 

[peoplesuck]

why is male to male effects so taboo in America, what is the actual history of this phenomena?

 

[Polaris]

I'm such a retard. Just missed my station because I was reading the forum - I even read the sign with the name of my station but it didn't even register until the train was moving again :/

 

[Forensic1999]

It's one of those f**$%% nights again.
Maybe I'm a narcissistic coward, maybe that's why it keeps happening. Maybe not.

 

[Rebis]

I feel like I haven't heard from you in ages @Tenacity, I hope your allergies aren't too bothersome. Take care. Friend.

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Accidentally wrote you a f***ing novel good luck

And thank you that means a lot, have fun

Where's the novel? ;o

EDIT: I now see the novel you're referring to, yes haha

why is male to male effects so taboo in America, what is the actual history of this phenomena?

What do you mean?

I'm such a retard. Just missed my station because I was reading the forum - I even read the sign with the name of my station but it didn't even register until the train was moving again :/

It really be like that sometimes.

It's one of those f**$%% nights again.
Maybe I'm a narcissistic coward, maybe that's why it keeps happening. Maybe not.

Care to elaborate or was this so much of a fleeting thought that you didn't feel worth developing on a random thoughts thread?

 

[Rebis]

I had 2 (the 3rd one is boring) dreams last night:

Me and a friend were kept inside a house by two demons of lower stature (probably like 3 feet), fangs out of their mouths. Basically my friend was very scared and wouldn't rebel against them, basically leaving me to pick up the effort. I had to strangle both of them with one neck in each. It kinda made me think about the shadow: My friend not facing reality is just making me pick up double time. I was protecting them, but am I developing them to be independent? Do they survive inside of my shadow?

Another dream about a friend joining this forum, and quoting me with a post "Hey -name-, I'm @Rebis friend in real life." Scrambled to delete my messages as they're far too honest.

 

[Forensic1999]

I feel like I haven't heard from you in ages @Tenacity, I hope your allergies aren't too bothersome. Take care. Friend.

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Accidentally wrote you a f***ing novel good luck

And thank you that means a lot, have fun

Where's the novel? ;o

why is male to male effects so taboo in America, what is the actual history of this phenomena?

What do you mean?

I'm such a retard. Just missed my station because I was reading the forum - I even read the sign with the name of my station but it didn't even register until the train was moving again :/

It really be like that sometimes.

It's one of those f**$%% nights again.
Maybe I'm a narcissistic coward, maybe that's why it keeps happening. Maybe not.

Care to elaborate or was this so much of a fleeting thought that you didn't feel worth developing on a random thoughts thread?

I didn't feel like giving an elaborate answer. Why? Fear.

 

[Forensic1999]

I feel like I haven't heard from you in ages @Tenacity, I hope your allergies aren't too bothersome. Take care. Friend.

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Accidentally wrote you a f***ing novel good luck

And thank you that means a lot, have fun

Where's the novel? ;o

why is male to male effects so taboo in America, what is the actual history of this phenomena?

What do you mean?

I'm such a retard. Just missed my station because I was reading the forum - I even read the sign with the name of my station but it didn't even register until the train was moving again :/

It really be like that sometimes.

It's one of those f**$%% nights again.
Maybe I'm a narcissistic coward, maybe that's why it keeps happening. Maybe not.

Care to elaborate or was this so much of a fleeting thought that you didn't feel worth developing on a random thoughts thread?

I didn't feel like giving an elaborate answer. Why? Fear.

 

[Rebis]

I didn't feel like giving an elaborate answer. Why? Fear.

What are you afraid of, people judging you? Have you seen the content of this forum? I post pretty revealing stuff with little filter, as do most of us. Your adaptation to real life suppression isn't optimal for this domain. Go with the flow as the water streams down the waterfall, explore who you are and what you mean; let's discuss.

 

[daddychaos]

atomic clocks are so sensitive that they can vary in time if they are elevated 1cm apart. You could use this to accurately prospect land for minerals and ores.

 

[Rebis]

atomic clocks are so sensitive that they can vary in time if they are elevated 1cm apart. You could use this to accurately prospect land for minerals and ores.

How are atomic clocks used for mining purposes, is it just the detection of EM light emissions?

 

[daddychaos]

atomic clocks are so sensitive that they can vary in time if they are elevated 1cm apart. You could use this to accurately prospect land for minerals and ores.

How are atomic clocks used for mining purposes, is it just the detection of EM light emissions?

Nope, if you arrange a grid of atomic clocks, based on the distribution of density in the area, clocks would vary in time, and based on gravitation and time differences, you can calculate the density map of an area, thereby giving you information on what kind of minerals and ores that might be in a certain area for mining.

 

[Rebis]

atomic clocks are so sensitive that they can vary in time if they are elevated 1cm apart. You could use this to accurately prospect land for minerals and ores.

How are atomic clocks used for mining purposes, is it just the detection of EM light emissions?

Nope, if you arrange a grid of atomic clocks, based on the distribution of density in the area, clocks would vary in time, and based on gravitation and time differences, you can calculate the density map of an area, thereby giving you information on what kind of minerals and ores that might be in a certain area for mining.

I see what you mean, but I don't understand how Asynchronous nanoscale differences in time are needed to create a density map of a region. What impact does gravity have in calculating particle composition of a mineral?

If you have a link to a journal I could read to interpret this application that would be much appreciated.

 

[daddychaos]

atomic clocks are so sensitive that they can vary in time if they are elevated 1cm apart. You could use this to accurately prospect land for minerals and ores.

How are atomic clocks used for mining purposes, is it just the detection of EM light emissions?

Nope, if you arrange a grid of atomic clocks, based on the distribution of density in the area, clocks would vary in time, and based on gravitation and time differences, you can calculate the density map of an area, thereby giving you information on what kind of minerals and ores that might be in a certain area for mining.

I see what you mean, but I don't understand how Asynchronous nanoscale differences in time are needed to create a density map of a region. What impact does gravity have in calculating particle composition of a mineral?

If you have a link to a journal I could read to interpret this application that would be much appreciated.

Im not arguing for particle composition. Just for density of mass as a whole.

If a region is rich in iron ore, the gravitational effects in that area would be more than that of an area with just sand and rock.

Based on that you could calculate what the nanosecond (or picosecond) differences are and calculate the average density of that area and compare it to that of known mineral and ore densities.

.... although you could potentially do the same thing with gravity sensors, I'm not sure about its accuracy though.

As for journals relating to this. Just did a lazy search and damn, theyve got better implementations of this than my dumb ass.

Heres one, albeit a patent.

Google Scholar

scholar.google.com

 

[Ex-User (14663)]

there's something annoying about people using the term "having sex". I can't put my finger on it, but the term is somehow both too direct and too sterile simultaneously. Like a half-baked attempt at dignifying a highly animalistic act, or someone with a very limited vocabulary trying to avoid saying "fucking". It resides in the uncanny valley of language.

or, maybe it's the fact that people overestimate the sterility of that term, so when they drop it in a conversation it's sort of like someone in a tuxedo at a fancy cocktail party suddenly pulling out their penis mid-convo. Like, it doesn't help you're wearing a tuxedo, your cock is showing either way.

 

[Rebis]

oof @Kormak

it really be like that sometimes, hit me in the feels, jk it was actually the thoughties.

 

[Kormak]

e_e hmm... presidental elections were today... didn't go to vote. Somehow in my head democracy turned into a joke, not a funny one tho.

 

[Rebis]

there's something annoying about people using the term "having sex". I can't put my finger on it, but the term is somehow both too direct and too sterile simultaneously. Like a half-baked attempt at dignifying a highly animalistic act, or someone with a very limited vocabulary trying to avoid saying "fucking". It resides in the uncanny valley of language.

or, maybe it's the fact that people overestimate the sterility of that term, so when they drop it in a conversation it's sort of like someone in a tuxedo at a fancy cocktail party suddenly pulling out their penis mid-convo. Like, it doesn't help you're wearing a tuxedo, your cock is showing either way.

It should go without saying, it's excitatory: Imagine asking someone "have sex with me" the subtleties which create the intimacy, the allure of the other individual are lost. It feels jarring almost, because people that have it don't state "I had sex". I think it's just keeping the allure of mystery going, you message each other, reciprocate the mood, followed by foreplay and then the big S (haven't learned the world in school yet) It's a highly intimate affair so it feels weird mentioning outside of the established context.

Even the way people communicate their interests they allure to sex without directly mentioning it "I'm horny", "I want you", "Come over" "I wanna see you". Somehow considering this, I would say "I wanna fuck you" to someone, but never "I wanna have sex with you". Hey, maybe it's the fact it's terminological in science to distinguish sexes, the process seems biological rather than a moment of intimacy. Maybe that's why you find it sterile, because the study of medicine and biology is sterile! (Thankfully, biology itself isn't sterile, that would be sad time.)

Having trouble explaining my dislike of it too, I definitely share the same feeling. It reminds me of a highly autistic nerd abruptly and directly asking me "DID YOU GUYS HAVE SEX?" like damn, subtlety. Hush little one.

 

[Forensic1999]

I didn't feel like giving an elaborate answer. Why? Fear.

What are you afraid of, people judging you? Have you seen the content of this forum? I post pretty revealing stuff with little filter, as do most of us. Your adaptation to real life suppression isn't optimal for this domain. Go with the flow as the water streams down the waterfall, explore who you are and what you mean; let's discuss.

Part of it is sleep paralysis. Last night particularly

Every dream consisted of me in weird situations. In one I was face down in a bathtub with my nose and mouth just a hair above the waterline. It was like a taunt. I was completely paralyzed. I'd go into more detail but its morning and my mind doesn't seem to want to wake up.
I don't know why I have these dreams constantly.
I do have PTSD.

 

[daddychaos]

I didn't feel like giving an elaborate answer. Why? Fear.

What are you afraid of, people judging you? Have you seen the content of this forum? I post pretty revealing stuff with little filter, as do most of us. Your adaptation to real life suppression isn't optimal for this domain. Go with the flow as the water streams down the waterfall, explore who you are and what you mean; let's discuss.

Part of it is sleep paralysis. Last night particularly

Every dream consisted of me in weird situations. In one I was face down in a bathtub with my nose and mouth just a hair above the waterline. It was like a taunt. I was completely paralyzed. I'd go into more detail but its morning and my mind doesn't seem to want to wake up.
I don't know why I have these dreams constantly.
I do have PTSD.

I have had terrible dreams while in sleep paralysis. I've woken up from nightmares for brief moments while paralyzed, only to get sucked back into the nightmare.

I feel ya.

 

[Rebis]

Sleep disorders were discussed above, you can draw relations and possibly interpret them in order to express yourself in a logical, thematic manner (Naturally, dreams are ambigious in the nature of Rapid Eye Movement and hard to decipher.)

 

[Rebis]

Who proofreads? I don't.

 

[peoplesuck]

my brain-dont get a tattoo you will regret it
also my brain- get your eyes tattooed its so aesthetic
I also want a face scar
whats happening to meeeeeee

 

[peoplesuck]

women get the best hair cuts, life is so unfair.
post malone is kind of pretty

 

[Rebis]

my brain-dont get a tattoo you will regret it
also my brain- get your eyes tattooed its so aesthetic
I also want a face scar
whats happening to meeeeeee

Each to their own but it's quite an advancement from (I'm guessing) that you don't have a tattoo. You can just as easily emulate the image with face paint and a costume, I'd try that first before jumping heads first into a clearly contentious decision with social ramifications, and of course, internal regret.

 

[daddychaos]

women get the best hair cuts, life is so unfair

They also pay more on average than what guys would pay for a haircut.

 

[Rebis]

Guys get the best haircuts, when they get a haircut 9/10 they look different. A lot of females get incremental haircuts to the point you don't notice them at all. As @daddychaos said, those haircuts be expensive.

 

[peoplesuck]

I meant hairstyles, the straight cut bangs are so cute and there is no male equivalent.

 

[Rebis]

Yeah females got the better hairstyles.

 

[peoplesuck]

my brain-dont get a tattoo you will regret it
also my brain- get your eyes tattooed its so aesthetic
I also want a face scar
whats happening to meeeeeee

Each to their own but it's quite an advancement from (I'm guessing) that you don't have a tattoo. You can just as easily emulate the image with face paint and a costume, I'd try that first before jumping heads first into a clearly contentious decision with social ramifications, and of course, internal regret.

Yeah its not a small decision, extremely vain as well. but maybe by modifying your body you could feel more attached and confident idk. I think I have refrained from doing certain things like tattoos, body mods and now i want to compensate and do everything. Idk but I have wanted a tongue split for years now, maybe im a weirdo. I actually think tongue splits are gross, I just think being able to have a more versatile tongue is cool...
where I live I would get killed approaching people at night, because everyone believes in demons.

 

[Rebis]

my brain-dont get a tattoo you will regret it
also my brain- get your eyes tattooed its so aesthetic
I also want a face scar
whats happening to meeeeeee

Each to their own but it's quite an advancement from (I'm guessing) that you don't have a tattoo. You can just as easily emulate the image with face paint and a costume, I'd try that first before jumping heads first into a clearly contentious decision with social ramifications, and of course, internal regret.

Yeah its not a small decision, extremely vain as well. but maybe by modifying your body you could feel more attached and confident idk. I think I have refrained from doing certain things like tattoos, body mods and now i want to compensate and do everything. Idk but I have wanted a tongue split for years now, maybe im a weirdo. I actually think tongue splits are gross, I just think being able to have a more versatile tongue is cool...
where I live I would get killed approaching people at night, because everyone believes in demons.

Just consider everything you expected to be amazing, but upon recieving that gift you found it not to live up the hype. I would see extreme body mods in the same way, you'll eventually become comfortable in your own skin.