EyeSeeCold
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There goes my dream of becoming a computer engineer.. I pretty much have a guaranteed Fail
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Maybe I can join the circus.....

Maybe I can join the circus.....

What would happen if you had no Internet access at home, and your only access was at the computer labs at school? That is something I have done, to great effect, and it is something I still do. I have two laptops at home, one that is configured with an Internet connection, and the other that is not.Ultimately, to take responsibility for myself, I just need more time to let things soak in. I can't just accept stuff and memorize it, I need to realize something for myself and then apply it for awhile then I'll memorize it easily, but in college everything is rushed in a semester. It is also self-application/procrastination, but I cannot lie to myself and say that I could focus 100% if I tried.
I passed the other subjects with Bs and greater. 8th grade Algebra I had problems though, but that was the teacher's method. I think I need to be integrated to really catch on, just watching the board doesn't do anything for me.
I enjoy math but the tediousness annoys me to no end.
I think maybe you should be a part of study groups. It isn't just for the help and support. When you are part of a study group, then you are socially obliged to keep working, even if it is just you and some other guy.I'd just find some other way to waste time.
It's funny how your life can be so complicated yet simple on the surface.
Aside from the enterprising part, I really would have liked to have been an engineer. I love taking things apart to see how they work, so the career would have been like a hobby for me. I don't really know what else I'm interested in for a career...the future looks bleak right now.I found myself in a very similar position but with differential calculus instead. It may be better to figure out whether or not you want to continue with your math education now instead of later. I could have saved a lot of money and frustration if I'd made myself realize I had no future in math earlier.
I was offered, but was too lazy to go...I think maybe you should be a part of study groups. It isn't just for the help and support. When you are part of a study group, then you are socially obliged to keep working, even if it is just you and some other guy.
Or maybe you just weren't wise enough, and now you know better. Unless you have another viable plan for your life, then give it another shot. Having the dream to be an engineer should have been the best opportunity for you. Many people have dreams for things where they don't have a chance in Hell. Acting. Singing. Architecture. Theoretical physics. Painting. Engineering? You have a chance in Hell. You just need to make the right decisions. I am not saying you need perseverance and determination. I am just saying that you need to make the right decisions. Not going to study groups is not about being lazy. It is about making the wrong decisions.I was offered, but was too lazy to go...
This is part of why I hate the structure of school: you've already failed three tests, so you're most likely doomed in this class even if you master the subject in the next few weeks.
It's not so much that my professor or the work is incomprehensible. It's that I need to realize for myself why 2+2 = 4. I have to go through the process of finding out that 2=1+1 and 4=1+1+1+1 so 2+2=1+1+1+1=4. It's the process, I need to process information first before I can understand it. There is no time for processing in my schedule, which is totally all over the place. The answer is structure, but there's nothing I can do now, except hopelessly try to memorize everything.
replyI did exceedingly well with math through Calculus 3 and Differential Equations, and then faltered somewhat when I got into classes like Partial Differential Equations, Advanced Calculus, Calculus of Variations, etc.
The reasons had absolutely nothing to do with ability. It was entirely, 100% environment and focus. When I did well, I managed to listen first and only process items with Ti after I had accurately heard them. Right, being so close to home is a huge distraction though. I think I would have done better at a uni.
Your -best- option is to ensure that you get plenty of sleep, and then make a conscious effort to keep your ears open and mind from wandering during class, even if it seems to be wandering about the topic at hand. I don't care if you were just told how an integral works, do NOT spend the next 30 minutes in class thinking about it while your teacher is going over common integrals that you will see in your coursework. If you do this, then you will know the concept of an integral very well, but lack the functional aspects needed for problem solving.
Of course you know this happens. One day I decided to read along and I found everything readily understandable. Though the sleep is a big issue. I haven't had 8 hours of sleep in literally weeks.
I hope everything works out for you. Rest assured that there are many paths to go down if you determine that math is not your cup of tea. Trust me when I say that the practical application does NOT get any lighter past pre-calculus for quite a while. Once you get into abstract algebra and things like groups, rings, and vector spaces it becomes a little more abstract with less "do 100 exercises for this equation", but you will never escape the applied math entirely.
Math was pretty much my foundation. To know that I have no future in it would completely disrupt my whole image. I really have no care for anything else in the world. It's all pointless when I'm without a purpose.
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I have to go through the process of finding out that 2=1+1 and 4=1+1+1+1 so 2+2=1+1+1+1=4. It's the process, I need to process information first before I can understand it.
I think we can safely conclude that memorization has 'failed you thrice already'. It's time to either learn it 'properly'(Imagination) or not learn it at all.There is no time for processing in my schedule, which is totally all over the place. The answer is structure, but there's nothing I can do now, except hopelessly try to memorize everything.
I hate it when you reply in that format.
General Rule: Like it to succeed in it. The problem is you don't like memorization? But you like deduction? I think there are two types of math: Imagination Math vs. Memory Math. If you can't do the latter, then the only choice is do it the other way(which is, in fact, the better way *grin) :
I think we can safely conclude that memorization has 'failed you thrice already'. It's time to either learn it 'properly'(Imagination) or not learn it at all.
What's this 'imagination math' you speak of?The problem is you don't like memorization? But you like deduction? I think there are two types of math: Imagination Math vs. Memory Math.
Yes, I understand. If I don't make it this time, I'll try again with a better schedule. But my mathematical ego has really been deflated.If you aren't willing/able to put in the time, there is really nothing anyone can do for you.
What's this 'imagination math' you speak of?
Yes, I understand. If I don't make it this time, I'll try again with a better schedule. But my mathematical ego has really been deflated.
There is abstract math and applied math, if that's what you mean. The problem is that most physical science/engineering disciplines are going to be using applied math, and you still have to go through a large number of applied math courses to major in abstract math (generally through calculus 3, differential equations, linear algebra, complex variables, etc.).
What's this 'imagination math' you speak of?
Oh well yeah. The basics of my understanding is that I need to comprehend the appropriate formula and then be able to process, i.e. deduction.The way I understood what you meant by 'process', wherein you said something like "2 + 2 = 4 because (1 + 1) + (1+1) = 4", is that you thrive on open deduction. What you said as "process" is what I meant by imagination.
IcyCold. The advice on this thread all seems very good. What you say here intrigues me though. I have a degree in math and taught calculus in grad school a long time ago.It's not so much that my professor or the work is incomprehensible. It's that I need to realize for myself why 2+2 = 4. I have to go through the process of finding out that 2=1+1 and 4=1+1+1+1 so 2+2=1+1+1+1=4. It's the process, I need to process information first before I can understand it. There is no time for processing in my schedule, which is totally all over the place. The answer is structure, but there's nothing I can do now, except hopelessly try to memorize everything.
There goes my dream of becoming a computer engineer.. I pretty much have a guaranteed Fail.
Maybe I can join the circus.....![]()
I thought I replied to this...As for your issues not having enough time to deduct everything for yourself, it's critical to have a little faith in what you're being taught. It also drives me nuts that I don't know why what I'm doing works.
If you just don't have a talent for math, there are plenty of other things a thinker can do. That being said, if you're absolutely passionate about engineering and are good at the other subjects involved, I say plow through the math and conquer it.
There's light at the end of the tunnel if you're willing to walk toward it.
I don't really consider my math skills to be important, so I couldn't fool myself with an arbitrary reason.perhaps you should consider your approach to calculus. Instead of studying Calculus just because its part of your degree or because you need to do it to become an engineer, you probably need a better reason. Ask yourself a few questions, like, why should I study Calculus? why is it important for me? do I appreciate the significance Calculus?
I don't really consider my math skills to be important, so I couldn't fool myself with an arbitrary reason.
I'm not sure if I expressed myself correctly. I respect math, and I enjoy practicing it when I can understand it, but I don't have any motivation to pursue math for math's sake. If it is a requirement to reach another goal then I am willing but I cannot change my perspective on math because ultimately it will only be an obstacle I need to clear.who said anything about fooling yourself? if you don't consider math skills to be important then perhaps you are studying the wrong degrree, almost all the advanced electronic\computer engineering subjects require a thorough understanding of math such as calc and diff. So if you are struggling with a optional precursor to actual university levek math, then perhaps its time to reconsider your choices, Why do you want to study computer engineering?