Double posting & serious misuse of grammar; you are not an INTP.
Also your excessive use of emotes suggests low self esteem and an approval seeking complex.
I would suggest you find professionals help, however, the gears of society are oiled with by the abuse and exploitation of people like you. Just go back to whatever mall you came from and rejoin the flock, you wouldn't want to be left behind now would you?
@-Everyone else
I know this treatment is cruel, but sheep and wolves don't mix.