CoryJames
Banned
Hello everybody,
For those of you who know me, hello, for those of you who don't, hi.
Last night->tonight has been a very interesting time for me. Thinking that it would assist me in doing my paper, I purchased some adderall from a friend at around 7PM(yesterday). 4X20mg IR. They were gone before 11PM, snorted or swallowed. My paper remained un-started. After going out for a hookah session with this same friend who sold them to me, he agreed to give me 5 more 10mg XR so I could stay awake all night and today to keep working. As of 8 AM, the paper still remained un-started. I finished my final 2 10 XR by around 2 PM today (all were snorted). At this point in time, I had not eaten solid food since the day before, and even then, I had only eaten a few bites of salad and a hard boiled egg. I had consumed about 6 Monster Energy drinks at this point.
I realized that I had not been able to get any work done because I was busy posting here, as some of you mentioned, like a fiend. All of my Speeded enhancement was funneled into here. For this I apologize. By around noon today I had already realized that my world was a bit loopy. My brain wasn't working right, I was tired but at the same time couldn't dream of laying down. I began working on my paper, finally, but was not clearheaded enough to do this. Of course, I managed to secure myself 2 more 30mg XR adderalls from a female friend at around 3PM. The first I took immediately to maintain my grip on reality. I had to attend an Honor Board for a drinking violation earlier in the year, barely able to keep my mind focused enough to answer question with a minor amount of clarity. After that, I took my second 30 mg, and immediately had to suit up in a suit and tie for a fraternity ritual with a fellow chapter from the Boston area. It was at this point that I began to sweat profusely, though it was cold. Now I find myself here, having just purchased and consumed a final 2 30 mg, in some hopes that I will be able to finish this god damn cursed evil paper.
I do not know why I wrote all this out. I had originally intended for this to be a post your favorite internet meme thread, to counteract all the serious, dark meanness that I have been showing all day.
This always puts a smile on my face:
Anyways, here is the moral of the story. The last two days, for some reason, have found me reverted back into my old self destructive tendencies. I do not know why. Some of you may have had to deal with being annoyed because of it, and for that I apologize. Though I do not know what tomorrow will bring, I hope to be back to my normal self, as this, while fun the first night, is beginning to turn into a bit of a nightmare.
For those of you who know me, hello, for those of you who don't, hi.
Last night->tonight has been a very interesting time for me. Thinking that it would assist me in doing my paper, I purchased some adderall from a friend at around 7PM(yesterday). 4X20mg IR. They were gone before 11PM, snorted or swallowed. My paper remained un-started. After going out for a hookah session with this same friend who sold them to me, he agreed to give me 5 more 10mg XR so I could stay awake all night and today to keep working. As of 8 AM, the paper still remained un-started. I finished my final 2 10 XR by around 2 PM today (all were snorted). At this point in time, I had not eaten solid food since the day before, and even then, I had only eaten a few bites of salad and a hard boiled egg. I had consumed about 6 Monster Energy drinks at this point.
I realized that I had not been able to get any work done because I was busy posting here, as some of you mentioned, like a fiend. All of my Speeded enhancement was funneled into here. For this I apologize. By around noon today I had already realized that my world was a bit loopy. My brain wasn't working right, I was tired but at the same time couldn't dream of laying down. I began working on my paper, finally, but was not clearheaded enough to do this. Of course, I managed to secure myself 2 more 30mg XR adderalls from a female friend at around 3PM. The first I took immediately to maintain my grip on reality. I had to attend an Honor Board for a drinking violation earlier in the year, barely able to keep my mind focused enough to answer question with a minor amount of clarity. After that, I took my second 30 mg, and immediately had to suit up in a suit and tie for a fraternity ritual with a fellow chapter from the Boston area. It was at this point that I began to sweat profusely, though it was cold. Now I find myself here, having just purchased and consumed a final 2 30 mg, in some hopes that I will be able to finish this god damn cursed evil paper.
I do not know why I wrote all this out. I had originally intended for this to be a post your favorite internet meme thread, to counteract all the serious, dark meanness that I have been showing all day.
This always puts a smile on my face:

Anyways, here is the moral of the story. The last two days, for some reason, have found me reverted back into my old self destructive tendencies. I do not know why. Some of you may have had to deal with being annoyed because of it, and for that I apologize. Though I do not know what tomorrow will bring, I hope to be back to my normal self, as this, while fun the first night, is beginning to turn into a bit of a nightmare.