[INTP]How would you describe yourself ?

[knyl2013]

I would say I am childish and competitive, lol. What's about you guys?

 

[Nebulous]

Spiteful
Weird
Lazy, obsessive, indecisive, questioning, ???

Edit: also everything Sinny said.

 

[Sinny91]

Moody, cynical, withdrawn, guarded, stubborn, direct, blunt, playful, helpful, high, selfish, greedy, open, closed, disenchanted with and disconnected from the world... Lazy, obsessive, compulsive, critical, disorganised, disinterested, commitment phobe..

 

[Grayman]

I don't remember who I am right now. I will let you know when I find myself.

 

[Cheeseumpuffs]

Ineffable

 

[Helvete]

I would start off by finding traits that I think are worthy of description in the context you're looking for. Then find other(s) (things) which are similar, the same or different to me as a point of reference. I hope that helped.

 

[kjsippeljr]

A level of awesome so great, it's verbal description lies just outside of the reach of human language. I'm also a compulsive liar.


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[IncohateINTP]

Indescribably enigmatic, or so I like to think....

 

[xbox]

immature is soooooo me

 

[Ex-User (11125)]

immature is soooooo me

Me too

 

[deathvirtuoso]

immature
intense
esoteric
dark
disturbing
contradicting
esoteric
mediocre
...something like that, if i'm objective enough

 

[Sinny91]

permanently screwed.

 

[Perfectly Normal Beast]

i can't be bothered to describe myself

 

[Ex-User (11125)]

*tries to collect information(for science) on the curious beast, but subject is disobliging* </3

 

[Perfectly Normal Beast]

probing scientist detected

fight and flight modes activated

*bites zerkalo and flees*

 

[Seteleechete]

Smart, depressed, stubborn, blunt, overly logical, rebellious, immature, willfully delusional, absent-minded, dreamy, lazy, lethargic, wannabe sociopathic, apathetic, selfish, shy, antisocial, paranoid and lonely.














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[Sinny91]

Wannabe sociopathic?

Spill.

 

[Seteleechete]

Wannabe sociopathic?

Spill.

I admire sociopathic people because I think they are badass and "strong" for lack of better words, doing whatever it takes to get ahead in life. To a certain extent I act sociopathic(mainly due to general disintrest and apathy), but I am still a bit sympathetic to various situations particularly if they are in my face, I certainly can't ignore them as being empathic and imagining situations from various viewpoints is central in my "face the truth" beliefs. (Note I see a difference between empathy and sympathy the first is knowing/imaging what others are feeling, the other is feeling from ones own emotions).

I don't see acting on sympathy to unrelated events as aligning with my beliefs of how I should act(self-servingly, though again I do see being empathic as important). To be fair though if I did I would just work hard and give all my cash to charity or some bullshit like that.

I certainly dislike the idea of not acting on sympathy in the most efficient manner, in my eyes it's my body emotionally manipulating me in an undesirable and unacceptable manner(I categorise emotional states in "ones I see as acceptable" and "ones I see as unacceptable".)

Thus going out of my way to act on the limited sympathy I do feel(I am not overly sympathetic either way), because I feel it(to unrelated matters), would lead me into to deep logical hole I wouldn't be able to dig myself out of. Plus I just don't want to(which really is the strongest reason of all). Thus both my illogical feeling side and logical side agree on this matter.

And yes, this entire discourse had to happen for me to rationalise acting on direct sympathy versus indirect(see: helping Syrians in Syria vs immigrants). I decided both were undesirable because the former was on an emotional level.

Sigh, the original mistake I made was making both Set and Silena(name pending) too sociopathic. (They are two of my alter egos I made and I still like those personas a lot, I certainly admire them). Unfortunately the same reasons I admire them makes them to distant from me.

Silina: Don't worry you have me now <3

(= Much easier to connect with Silina. <3 you to.

Also, let's add the compulsive need to be able to explain everything about myself, to that list.

 

[Sinny91]

Hmm. Curious. I'm sure a therapist would have a field day with the outline you've just offered...

I would say that the sociopathic are not to envied.. people like that have deep rooted complexes/traumas which make them they way they are. The more they disconnect from others. The more they disconnect from themselves. (IMO). I can't articulate where I'm getting this from.

But surely hiding behind a facade of alter egos only serves the ego.

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Desire and reason.. I know.

 

[Seteleechete]

Hmm. Curious. I'm sure a therapist would have a field day with the outline you've just offered...

I would say that the sociopathic are not to envied.. people like that have deep rooted complexes/traumas which make them they way they are. The more they disconnect from others. The more they disconnect from themselves. (IMO). I can't articulate where I'm getting this from.

But surely hiding behind a facade of alter egos only serves the ego.

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Desire and reason.. I know.

Well, maybe in reality, but in regards to these matters I am very much an idealist. And I can afford to be as I am only dealing with it from my perspective. What works/doesn't for others(or even in the real world) is irrelevant.

I decided it wasn't hiding as long as I acknowledge what's going on(and that its not real), I truly hate self lies, but I really wanted these personas to live through and interact with so it was the compromise I made.

Also, I think an inquisitive therapist would have a field day with most of what I have to say. Or maybe they wouldn't as I systematically crush any arguments and suggestions they give, lol(I actually went to a dull therapist recently, she was utterly stumped and just wrote me off after a few sessions).

 

[Sinny91]

Well then, I look forward to meeting them.

 

[Seteleechete]

Well then, I look forward to meeting them.

Eh, I really only live through them/interact with em in fantasy land and I hadn't even fully shaped(arguably still a WIP) them until very recently.

Well except for Silina, occasionally I am trying to act her through in reality as well. I think I will sign her up for the next maffia game if we have one, that would be fun.(And they are all very similar to me anyway, which really is why this even has a chance of working).

 

[TheManBeyond]

a lot of energy, do it now, move ur ass, i don't care, kind of selfish, positive, driven, easily obssesed bout people

 

[TheScornedReflex]

I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me?

... Cause you can't.

 

[Reluctantly]

sanely insane,

 

[TheManBeyond]

jack of all trades master of none

 

[EyeSeeCold]

Loyal
Grounded
Quick
Protective
Friendly

Spoiler

 

[Hadoblado]

- unglamorous.
- low energy
- abrasive or confused (pick one)
- reactive
- judgmental but in a kind of neutral way? As in, I won't deny you're ugly, and it will be very obvious to me that people act different towards you as a result, but I personally won't hold it against you
- obsessive

 

[redbaron]

I'm smart at dumb stuff and dumb at smart stuff.

 

[Sinny91]

Moody, cynical, withdrawn, guarded, stubborn, direct, blunt, playful, helpful, high, selfish, greedy, open, closed, disenchanted with and disconnected from the world... Lazy, obsessive, compulsive, critical, disorganised, disinterested, commitment phobe..

Driven, forgetful, hot, cold, unreliable, cool, angry, amused, a disappointment, a hard worker , a hard sleeper, and.... easily pleased.

 

[Ex-User (9086)]

detached, disillusioned, distracted and absent-minded ... accommodating, direct, hopeful and inspired

 

[Absurdity]

Self-estranged. Curious. Awkward. Pensive. Morbid. Sensitive. Punctual. Minimalistic. Absent-minded. Cautious. Romantic. Conscientious.

 

[TBerg]

Hollow, grateful, hateful, minimalistic, habitual, lonely, ruminating, critical, alienated, Seeker (TM), wrathful.

These are characteristics that seem essential to my nature, as my journey has been essentially negative instead of constructive. I thought I was essential bad, so I sought to delete from things rather than add to things. I am trying to build up some more patterns in my personality, but it is hard when I don't have something constructive to show for myself. I want something to proudly call mine.

 

[AndyC]

Self-destructive.

 

[Brontosaurie]

Carnal prison

Malignant reflective hypertrophy

 

[TheManBeyond]

i'm a witchunter

 

[Sinny91]

Driven, forgetful, hot, cold, unreliable, cool, angry, amused, a disappointment, a hard worker , a hard sleeper, and.... easily pleased.

Perpetually late, emotionally shallow, sentimental, inflated, adaptable, resilient, ignorant .... tired, and hungry.