independentarbiter
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Sorry if this is long, but pull together your attention span and read it. I promise it's notable.
Two years ago I was a textbook INTP. I discovered Jung and Myers-Briggs personality types when I was doing some random snooping on the web, and found the topic so interesting that I proceeded to read in-depth descriptions of every single personality type. When I got to the page on INTP's...I was in shock. Somehow this website knew exactly who I was and what made me tick. All my strengths and all my weaknesses, even one's that I wasn't yet aware of, were there in the text. I became almost obsessed with the apparent accuracy of these personality types. I read 1001 different descriptions of INTP's and took dozens of different tests which all confirmed I was in fact an INTP. What always amazed me was how I was such a textbook example, as I would later find that other people didn't always identify with every aspect of their supposed personality type (I made friends and family take the test). The writings on INTP would describe me to a tee. I was a heavy recluse, and had very few friends. The one's I had were very close to me, but I didn't go to school with them so I was the weird kid that didn't speak in school, just kept to myself doodling, working out mathematical algorithms for physics engines in chemistry class, and programming/designing a fully functional and graphically exceptional version of lemonade tycoon on my TI-84 in history class. I'd never drank any alcohol or done a drug, and had never cared to. I'd never been invited to a party. I lived in my head, and loved thoughts and ideas more than interpersonal connections and material possessions.
Here's an elephant to keep your attention:
Anyhow, one day my best (and essentially only) friend started smoking marijuana, and being neither for or against it (or anything, I'd say being open-minded is the hallmark of an INTP), I partook as well. We'd smoke once a week. It was really a lot of fun and it was the first step in my changing process. He would invite me to parties where a bunch of guys would smoke weed
and play Magic the Gathering. Eventually, I got caught, and it was a big deal. Next year I went off to live in a city doing internships, and again I got caught....a few times. I had started to experiment in psychedelic drugs. I first tried one called 2c-e, and it got me really excited to try others. How was it that there are ways to change the way your brain functions in a way that lends you brilliant thoughts and ideas that you never would have otherwise come across? I felt like a kid and a candy shop. I tried mushrooms, mdma, lsd, dmt, etc. It was all very fun and very transformational. Eventually I became more comfortable around people, and I had a wide circle of friends, none of which I was terribly close to, but they were friends all the same. I was happy. Then I made the dumb decision to sell the psychedelic drugs I was experimenting with and I got caught very quickly (I've never tangled with the law, I always get caught by non-police people who have spared me...but at great cost, still I have a clean record).
Here's some silly shit to keep you going:
After being condemned by my parents my life was at its greatest low, and I turned to spirituality, and changed my outlooks on life drastically. I became somewhat of a brilliant philosopher (I'm tired of being humble, people keep telling me I've blow their minds and ought to be heard by the whole world). Finally I went to college. I fucked up again and started selling pot, mdma, and a couple other things. Again I got caught, and decided to change my ways. At the beginning of this year, I decided to embark on a self-improvement quest. I changed my diet and currently eat terribly healthy. I made myself be more social, I quit smoking cigarettes, I started hitting the gym to pump iron and get jacked. Everything has been great. I got a job, where I'm well-liked and respected by my coworkers, and even hosted a party at my house for the first time ever just a week ago. It was a hit, and I was the life of the party. I conjured up the testicles to make a move on this cute girl, and now we are happily dating. Today, it suddenly occurred to me that I don't think I'm an INTP anymore. I love being social, and I have a lot of confidence and vastly improved self-esteem. I make friends wherever I go with people of all types. I don't run away from social interaction to get away from it all and recharge.
bear with me
So I went back and read the INTP description after all this time, and realized it doesn't quite work. I then read the ENTP description and realized it was 100% without a doubt, me! I've become an ENTP simply by becoming fascinated with the delicate art of socialization. It became an interest and I mastered it. This transition engenders questions of whether an INTP is simply an ENTP with low self-esteem that finds ways to cope with it. Also, this means that any one of you can become and ENTP.
THE MIND IS PLASTIC, ladies and gentlemen. You don't have to look at the outcome of your personality test as a life-sentence. You mustn't try to embody the traits described therein almost like a form of patriotism to your supposed label. Live your own life and work on self-improvement, and when you revisit the test way down the line, who knows what it will call you?
Has anyone else ever "changed" personality types like this?
Two years ago I was a textbook INTP. I discovered Jung and Myers-Briggs personality types when I was doing some random snooping on the web, and found the topic so interesting that I proceeded to read in-depth descriptions of every single personality type. When I got to the page on INTP's...I was in shock. Somehow this website knew exactly who I was and what made me tick. All my strengths and all my weaknesses, even one's that I wasn't yet aware of, were there in the text. I became almost obsessed with the apparent accuracy of these personality types. I read 1001 different descriptions of INTP's and took dozens of different tests which all confirmed I was in fact an INTP. What always amazed me was how I was such a textbook example, as I would later find that other people didn't always identify with every aspect of their supposed personality type (I made friends and family take the test). The writings on INTP would describe me to a tee. I was a heavy recluse, and had very few friends. The one's I had were very close to me, but I didn't go to school with them so I was the weird kid that didn't speak in school, just kept to myself doodling, working out mathematical algorithms for physics engines in chemistry class, and programming/designing a fully functional and graphically exceptional version of lemonade tycoon on my TI-84 in history class. I'd never drank any alcohol or done a drug, and had never cared to. I'd never been invited to a party. I lived in my head, and loved thoughts and ideas more than interpersonal connections and material possessions.
Here's an elephant to keep your attention:

Anyhow, one day my best (and essentially only) friend started smoking marijuana, and being neither for or against it (or anything, I'd say being open-minded is the hallmark of an INTP), I partook as well. We'd smoke once a week. It was really a lot of fun and it was the first step in my changing process. He would invite me to parties where a bunch of guys would smoke weed

Here's some silly shit to keep you going:

After being condemned by my parents my life was at its greatest low, and I turned to spirituality, and changed my outlooks on life drastically. I became somewhat of a brilliant philosopher (I'm tired of being humble, people keep telling me I've blow their minds and ought to be heard by the whole world). Finally I went to college. I fucked up again and started selling pot, mdma, and a couple other things. Again I got caught, and decided to change my ways. At the beginning of this year, I decided to embark on a self-improvement quest. I changed my diet and currently eat terribly healthy. I made myself be more social, I quit smoking cigarettes, I started hitting the gym to pump iron and get jacked. Everything has been great. I got a job, where I'm well-liked and respected by my coworkers, and even hosted a party at my house for the first time ever just a week ago. It was a hit, and I was the life of the party. I conjured up the testicles to make a move on this cute girl, and now we are happily dating. Today, it suddenly occurred to me that I don't think I'm an INTP anymore. I love being social, and I have a lot of confidence and vastly improved self-esteem. I make friends wherever I go with people of all types. I don't run away from social interaction to get away from it all and recharge.
bear with me

So I went back and read the INTP description after all this time, and realized it doesn't quite work. I then read the ENTP description and realized it was 100% without a doubt, me! I've become an ENTP simply by becoming fascinated with the delicate art of socialization. It became an interest and I mastered it. This transition engenders questions of whether an INTP is simply an ENTP with low self-esteem that finds ways to cope with it. Also, this means that any one of you can become and ENTP.
THE MIND IS PLASTIC, ladies and gentlemen. You don't have to look at the outcome of your personality test as a life-sentence. You mustn't try to embody the traits described therein almost like a form of patriotism to your supposed label. Live your own life and work on self-improvement, and when you revisit the test way down the line, who knows what it will call you?
Has anyone else ever "changed" personality types like this?