dubiouspropriety
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I've been fairly inactive on the Internet recently (at least as far as conversing with other sentient beings goes), but I decided to give these forums a whirl. 
My name's Rachel, I enjoy learning, psychology, a fine breeze, nature (especially trees - I have almost a perverse fascination and appreciation for well-developed, complex root systems), language (learning world languages, becoming more proficient at my native language, etymology, etc.), science in general (most especially nat. sciences but I enjoy learning just about anything within the field), music, art (the appreciation and creation thereof), understanding the "why" and the "how," making people smile (I'm oblivious to and can't control my own emotions, but I attempt to be attentive to others, as much as I can), etc...
There are too many things I enjoy doing, and at the ripe old age of 20, I find that I am lacking in direction. Should I have any? Most often I wonder if I'm aimless because my aspirations aren't congruent (whatsoever) with the world as it exists and society as it has developed over the ages.
I also have a tendency to ramble, so I'm sure you all will find me insufferable (I know others do, haha).
Sometimes I get mired in the thought that I'm hapless and hopeless and that I'm caught adrift, aimless, while the rest of the world progresses steadily and yet I remain, stationary, stagnant. Yet, it's not that I don't constantly desire to grow and take in a plethora of information; I am never satisfied when I take on projects, weeding out any inconsistencies or perceived imperfections - at the same time, if you walked into my room right now, you'd think that a train had come crashing through at some point, and then merrily gone on its way. Am I alone in this?
I'm also far too absent-minded for my own health.
Cheers!

My name's Rachel, I enjoy learning, psychology, a fine breeze, nature (especially trees - I have almost a perverse fascination and appreciation for well-developed, complex root systems), language (learning world languages, becoming more proficient at my native language, etymology, etc.), science in general (most especially nat. sciences but I enjoy learning just about anything within the field), music, art (the appreciation and creation thereof), understanding the "why" and the "how," making people smile (I'm oblivious to and can't control my own emotions, but I attempt to be attentive to others, as much as I can), etc...
There are too many things I enjoy doing, and at the ripe old age of 20, I find that I am lacking in direction. Should I have any? Most often I wonder if I'm aimless because my aspirations aren't congruent (whatsoever) with the world as it exists and society as it has developed over the ages.

I also have a tendency to ramble, so I'm sure you all will find me insufferable (I know others do, haha).
Sometimes I get mired in the thought that I'm hapless and hopeless and that I'm caught adrift, aimless, while the rest of the world progresses steadily and yet I remain, stationary, stagnant. Yet, it's not that I don't constantly desire to grow and take in a plethora of information; I am never satisfied when I take on projects, weeding out any inconsistencies or perceived imperfections - at the same time, if you walked into my room right now, you'd think that a train had come crashing through at some point, and then merrily gone on its way. Am I alone in this?
I'm also far too absent-minded for my own health.
Cheers!