Felan

[Felan]

I learned I was INTP long ago, confessedly with mixed feelings. So much easier knowing I was different, perhaps even alien. The idea enraptured me as a child and I privately wondered how the aliens altered the unborn child that was to become me. I nursed a hope that they wouldn't leave me on this planet of confounding humans forever! With the realization that I was human and that there were others who were similar, the alien in me withered away like dust carried on solar winds.

Curse you Kiersey for explaining too well the INTP! Still Please Understand Me II did help me deal with the intellectually clumsy humans a bit better. Perhaps he was actually an alien pretending to be human to help coach other aliens into being content with just being human!?! Hmm, that seems just a bit too improbable (note to self - have the beginnings of a marketable script for Hollywood).

Perhaps a remanent of thinking myself alien, is the vexing frustration of lacking the power to equal my imagination. Its not that I want to rule over man, but rather I delight in urging humanity toward the less extreme mantras. The more people go in one direction of demanding something, the more others go in the opposite direction. The folks in the middle just get showered in spittle and frustrated by the intractable.

Not quite as intractable but far more sinister is my ancient enemy, self-doubt. I bear many scars from the battles waged between that titan and I. I've found I can trickster it away for some respite with false pretenses to self-confidence and empty egotism. But it is never fooled for long, creeping about the shadows and delighting in unexpected pounces! Damn you self-doubt!! I will crush you eventually!

*blinks several times* Urm, I may have gotten carried away ... so hello everyone!

 

[Cryss Winters]

Hello. Welcome to the aliens forum. =3

 

[Inappropriate Behavior]

Welcome and peace!

 

[Cryss Winters]

Welcome and peace!

You had to google this, didn't you? haha

 

[Felan]

*crackle of comm* Call off the deathgliders, the humans are okay.

 

[Artifice Orisit]

Damn right, the robots have dibs on wiping out the human race.

 

[Ogion]

Hi and welcome to the forum, Felan. May you find interesting, enlightening and alien discussions

Ogion

 

[Kuu]

Have you ever felt like punching through the mirror and giving that bastard the beating he deserves?

Yeah... damn that coward

 

[loveofreason]

Yay Felan!!!

Doubt is our cradle, doubt is our grave...

and nothing in between is certain.


Except... I'm still pretty damn sure my real family will rescue me from this planet... any day now...

 

[Anling]

Welcome Felan. You seem an interesting sort.

What is your avatar from? I find it very intriguing.

 

[Felan]

Thank you Anling.

Its a fractal image generated using Apophysis: http://www.apophysis.org/

 

[thebarran]

Ah to be young again.

 

[XIII]

People look at me like a friendly alien loads. I did a face like this
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and evrybody looked at me like I was from another planet and then started laughing

I like your posts loads felan, welcome to my playground

 

[XIII]

People look at me like a friendly alien loads. I did a face like this
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and evrybody looked at me like I was from another planet and then started laughing

I like your posts loads felan, welcome to my playground

EDIT: Oh my god I spent like an hour making that face and it all crumbled when I clicked post!

 

[Ogion]

Yea, sry, the engine kills every 'superfluous' spcae in the text.
Usually there is a 'code'-tag in forums, which preserves tehm, but we don't have one...
You could make it on your computer and then make a screenshot of it, for example. Or you use nopaste/pastebin pages (there are lots of these)

Ogion

 

[Felan]

Ah to be young again.

If only I were truly as young in body as I am in spirit.

 

[snowqueen]

Quit your moaning - I bet neither of you are as decrepit as me!

 

[thebarran]

Quit your moaning - I bet neither of you are as decrepit as me!

Just by using the term decrepit i know you'll older than me. But lets be honest here our life gets better with age!

 

[Felan]

People look at me like a friendly alien loads. I did a face like this
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and evrybody looked at me like I was from another planet and then started laughing

I like your posts loads felan, welcome to my playground

Thanks for the effort even if it ultimately collapsed to the left.

 

[Felan]

Just by using the term decrepit i know you'll older than me. But lets be honest here our life gets better with age!

So much so that I wish there were never an end.

 

[Deleted member 1424]

Growing up I used to entertain the idea that my whole life was an engineered experiment and that my parents and sibling were paid professionals. The purpose of said experiment was to drive the subject(me) insane in the most passive-aggressive way possible.

 

[Felan]

Growing up I used to entertain the idea that my whole life was an engineered experiment and that my parents and sibling were paid professionals. The purpose of said experiment was to drive the subject(me) insane in the most passive-aggressive way possible.

Hopefully they succeeded, sane is so dull.

 

[thebarran]

i had a period in my life were i thought i was being weened for something else, that possibly i was gonna be used for entertainment such as like a roman colloseum and feed me to lions or maybe for spare body parts or such ala the island. but flip side i had periods were i thought i was maybe being weened for great things such as kings and rulers etc.

let me tell you they were some emotional highs and lows. rollercoasters had nothing on that ride.

 

[Felan]

i had a period in my life were i thought i was being weened for something else, that possibly i was gonna be used for entertainment such as like a roman colloseum and feed me to lions or maybe for spare body parts or such ala the island. but flip side i had periods were i thought i was maybe being weened for great things such as kings and rulers etc.

let me tell you they were some emotional highs and lows. rollercoasters had nothing on that ride.

Imagine how wealthy you would be if it were a rollercoaster?

 

[thebarran]

yes it was an experience in my life that taught me more than probably 10 or 20 years of normal living.

 

[Felan]

I think I'm talking to myself.

 

[Tyria]

Welcome Felan. I can't believe I haven't posted to you yet XD PM me sometime, okay?