The Ennegram Type Indicator I took was a sampler and a (RHETI V.2).
For
Type 3
and
Type 4 I scored 7 points.
For
Type 5
and
Type 6 I scored 5 points. Making those four types the ones I scored highest as.
My Lowest type was 7 with only 1 point. The other two lowest were 8 and 2.
For the ones I scored higher I can see myself fitting a little into each description.
Three: The Achiever
"The adaptable, success-oriented type." I like to think I'm adaptable, I'm not sure about success-oriented... Aren't most people success-oriented?
"Ambitious, competent, and energetic, they can also be status-conscious and highly driven for advancement. They are diplomatic and poised, but can be overly concerned with their image and what others think of them..."
When reading this, it occurs to me that it does sound like my Public self, so to speak... I was not ambitious or concerned with what people thought of me until after conditioning thanks to my ESTP mother (probably). In RL I think I might come off as a three, though I'm not at all competitive in an extroverted way, a sore loser nonetheless. I'm also not a workaholic, which, if I had continued this description it goes into describing.
While I do like to muse about my self and how I've gotten to the point I have and figure out who I am... I'm also generally interested in the idea of conditioning and how it can make people appear very different and feel very different about themselves. I've been reading an Introduction to Jung and considering how his philosophies later in life would apply to someone like me.
Four: The Individualist
I noticed this one in particular was described very different elsewhere, then again most of them were. I believe I've taken the Emmeagram before, but I didn't keep the record of my "score".
"The introspective, romantic type. Fours are self-aware, sensitive, and reserved."
I'm not sure about being a "romantic type". That turned me off that description pretty fast... I suppose if it were a particularly clever and mysterious romance I might like it... maybe without all that mushy, corny (the romance in general) stuff... I would say the second sentence is accurate, for my own description.
It would seem several INTPs are surprisingly sensitive?
"They are emotionally honest, creative, and personal, but can also be moody and self-conscious. Withholding themselves from others due to feeling vulnerable and defective, they can also feel disdainful and exempt from ordinary ways of living. They typically have problems with melancholy, self-indulgence and self-pity..."
I don't really like my moodiness, but I can't seem to help it sometimes. I suppose some of that's true... Sometimes I'm not sure what the descriptions mean exactly, especially if they start to sound contradictory... I suppose that's pretty well "on" as well.
So supposedly I would say that the 3 is my conditioned ego (aka public self). In Jung's terms I would think that... my public self is more like my shadow? I don't entirely agree with all of Jung's views. He was kind of sexist, but that's not surprising for his time, so I can't really call him such.
Five: The Investigator
"The perceptive, cerebral type. Fives are alert, insightful and curious."
One thing I certainly like about these shorty descriptions is that they pretty much give you the over view of the type within the first two sentences. I'm not sure about being very alert...
"They are able to concentrate and focus on developing complex ideas and skills."
My "Concentration" tends to make me less alert...
"Independent, innovative and inventive, they can also become preoccupied with their thoughts and imaginary constructs. They become detached, yet high-strung and intense. They typically have problems with eccentricity, nihilism, and isolation."
It seems like I may have seen this description flipped with four before. They're similar and I find I probably relate most to the five and four, but it seems like they overlap. I indeed probably spend too much time in my head. I also don't see how some of these "Problems" are problems and I'm going to have to look up nihilism.
The sensitivity of type four could overlap with the high-strung intensity of the five. I would say the larger difference here is the independence perhaps? I've always been pretty independent. If that means taking care of one's self and prone to wander off (and see if people can find you).
Six: The Loyalist
"The committed, security oriented type. Sixes are reliable, hard-working, responsible, and trustworthy." Conditioning wise, this sounds like the "Public" me again (But I'm lazy/bored and everyone knows it). Especially around my mother, who can't be happy with a person unless they're contributing like a secretary. My point in her life was to kind of be a personal secretary, no joke.
"Excellent "troubleshooters", they foresee problems and foster cooperation, but can also become defensive, evasive and anxious-- running on stress while complaining about it.
In a few ways this sounds like my mom. I can't foresee problems very well, not do I foster cooperation.
"They can be cautious and indecisive, but also reactive, defiant and rebellious. They typically have problems with self-doubt and suspicion."
That sounds more like me, but a lot of the stress symptoms are similar. I think my mom sounds like an 8w7. As for myself, a 4w5 or a 5w4. Well, going by these descriptions I sound more like a 5w4. It would appear my pseudo-self is a 3w6. Which is interesting, because 9 is my favorite number.
I'm surprised several people are 5w6.