Break away

[Weliddryn]

Do you ever just want to... break away? Leave it all behind, and escape to something more peaceful? It needn't be a leaving in anger or pain, just a peaceful leaving, some how just letting go on all, dissipating into the air and floating into the sky floating forever, without anger, pain or even emptiness... just a sense of absolute peace... ah, why not? Why not just let it all go? We live our foolish lives always hoping to make it better, to find meaning and value in our lives and in the things that we do, but, in the end, nothing really matters... we needn't grow bitter over this sad truth however, embrace it- life can be beautiful regardless. We live our lives in chains, never knowing we possess the keys to our own eternal damnation, but few of us ever unlock the doors and find release... we lie in this dingy cell whilst the poison of the serpent of lies corrupts us from the inside out, killing us off a little at a time while we believe that we are free... What is this freedom worth, I ask you? What will it do for us? We expect, perhaps, too much?

 

[FacetiousPersona]

Hi, I'm the leader of the INTP Suicide Circle. You're received a membership invitation. The bus should arrive soon.

 

[Weliddryn]

I smiled at that. Thanks for reading.

 

[FacetiousPersona]

This should be a motivator for all. Suicidal people say they smile.

 

[Weliddryn]

This should be a motivator for all. Suicidal people say they smile.

Is there a way for release that is not found in the grips of suicide? Surely suicide is not the only answer for release. Acceptance, perhaps it would start or end there. Perhaps the real goal is peace.

 

[loveofreason]

Do you ever just want to... break away? Leave it all behind, and escape to something more peaceful? It needn't be a leaving in anger or pain, just a peaceful leaving, some how just letting go on all, dissipating into the air and floating into the sky floating forever, without anger, pain or even emptiness... just a sense of absolute peace... ah, why not? Why not just let it all go? We live our foolish lives always hoping to make it better, to find meaning and value in our lives and in the things that we do, but, in the end, nothing really matters... we needn't grow bitter over this sad truth however, embrace it- life can be beautiful regardless. We live our lives in chains, never knowing we possess the keys to our own eternal damnation, but few of us ever unlock the doors and find release... we lie in this dingy cell whilst the poison of the serpent of lies corrupts us from the inside out, killing us off a little at a time while we believe that we are free... What is this freedom worth, I ask you? What will it do for us? We expect, perhaps, too much?

Do I want to?

Hell yes... absolutely and persistently...

 

[Weliddryn]

Do I want to?

Hell yes... absolutely and persistently...

I am practicing typing without thinking. This is the result of one of my sessions.

 

[FacetiousPersona]

I'm CMLGIRL! CMD of Windows!

 

[Sugarpop]

Do you ever just want to... break away? Leave it all behind, and escape to something more peaceful? It needn't be a leaving in anger or pain, just a peaceful leaving, some how just letting go on all, dissipating into the air and floating into the sky floating forever, without anger, pain or even emptiness... just a sense of absolute peace... ah, why not? Why not just let it all go? We live our foolish lives always hoping to make it better, to find meaning and value in our lives and in the things that we do, but, in the end, nothing really matters... we needn't grow bitter over this sad truth however, embrace it- life can be beautiful regardless. We live our lives in chains, never knowing we possess the keys to our own eternal damnation, but few of us ever unlock the doors and find release... we lie in this dingy cell whilst the poison of the serpent of lies corrupts us from the inside out, killing us off a little at a time while we believe that we are free... What is this freedom worth, I ask you? What will it do for us? We expect, perhaps, too much?

Yes. Nirvana would be a perfect right now. If unattainable, I would like to roam the earth. I often feel like escaping the city, this country, this continent and go exploring.

 

[cheese]

Yes. All the time. My instinct is almost invariably to run, and to end.

 

[Ermine]

Yes! Show me where the door is. Wouldn't want to try killing myself though. I'm currently running away from my homework, my financial future, my social life, everything. I just want to do what I do at my own pace and have a little peace.

 

[Kuu]

Ahh, to dissipate like the clouds, merging into the nothingness of the whole...

If there is one thing that I constantly remember from my religious days is the phrase: Dust you are and dust you shall become...

I constantly wonder what would happen if one day I were to suddenly disappear, without trail and reason. Just to vanish...

 

[pussinboots]

i have granted myself a 'reflective year' every ten years to just 'be'.......and to seek and understand my brand of truth - through travel, meditation (vipassana), solo tramping, psychonautting, water fasting and general introspection.

it's that important to me - and that's my motivation.

 

[Tyria]

Find time to create your own break away from the world. Do it whenever you are feeling really stressed out and can't take any more; it should be somewhere where you feel safe and relaxed. Just decompress and vent and I promise you will feel better.

 

[Auburn]

*gentle nudge*

 

[Cognisant]

No.

Sorry I'll be more specific, hell no.

Maybe I'm a batshit insane masochistic bastard, but this reality, in all its inglorious irony, is my home, my reality, and if you don't like it you can take your leave, but I’m staying.

Bye bye.

 

[EyeSeeCold]

Yes. All the time. My instinct is almost invariably to run.

When I'm stressed, this. Running can be liberating. So my advice is instead of thinking of ending it with suicide, run from your problems, literally. It relieves the stress by allowing dopamine to be released in the body, giving off feelings of pleasure.

I'd run constantly for the rest of my life if I could, something like Forrest Gump but with the speed of The Flash.

 

[Joohanh]

I haven't thought about suicide as it's better to be alive and miserable than dead and nonexistent, but breaking away is a very consistent subject in my thoughts.

I'd actually prefer something more down to earth, like moving the fuck away from everything to the other side of the world and just lie and rest.

 

[Traianus]

I've been out of the country for around 240 days this year and I can safely say that no matter where you go, there you are...

 

[EyeSeeCold]

I've been out of the country for around 240 days this year and I can safely say that no matter where you go, there you are...

I was going to say something similar. Everywhere people are the same and you'll most likely be greeted with the same detached atmosphere.

Better to get away and live in a forest/jungle.

 

[Cavallier]

There are times when I'm so tied up in knots over everything and I hate it utterly. I want to drop it all and just float like some sort of wraith over this earth. I don't want to die but I want to no longer be in this form in this particular life. I fight this desire to disconnection every day. Mostly taking a break and focusing on something new helps a bit.