Ask QuickTwist (^_^)V (including about his mental illness)

[QuickTwist]

Re: Ask QuickTwist (^_^)V

Do I judged it as a hypothetical or as a real thing.

 

[QuickTwist]

Ask QT about his mental illness.

Ask almost anything with a few exceptions. One being describing my hallucinations. If anyone cares I'm willing to answer questions...

 

[ProxyAmenRa]

Re: Ask QT about his mental illness.

Why should we care that you have a mental illness?

 

[Black Rose]

Re: Ask QT about his mental illness.

what is the biological cause - science research?

 

[nanook]

Re: Ask QT about his mental illness.

It's always interesting to learn something hallucinations and stuff, but i lack the gift and drive to inquire verbally into the unknown. Inferior Te perhaps.

 

[TBerg]

Re: Ask QT about his mental illness.

Man, your hallucinations must be some pretty personal stuff. My quasi-hallucinations while meditating or masturbating involve abstract images that change form and pull you into their demonic thrall the more I try to figure them out and focus on them.

 

[QuickTwist]

Re: Ask QT about his mental illness.

Why should we care that you have a mental illness?

I don't know where the emphasis is in that sentence so don't know how to answer.

what is the biological cause - science research?

IDK.

It's always interesting to learn something hallucinations and stuff, but i lack the gift and drive to inquire verbally into the unknown. Inferior Te perhaps.

I take it that because you bothered to make a comment in this thread you have/had some interest in the topic.

Man, your hallucinations must be some pretty personal stuff. My quasi-hallucinations while meditating or masturbating involve abstract images that change form and pull you into their demonic thrall the more I try to figure them out and focus on them.

Lets just say when you're literally living a nightmare like you are on acid with a bad trip is kinda what its like.

 

[QuickTwist]

Eminem got clean of drugs. I am on prescribed drugs like anti-psychotics and antidepressants and sleep aids as well as caffeine and nicotine. I hope to be completely off drugs at some point in my life.

 

[QuickTwist]

I'm currently feeling something that I haven't felt in a while: Emotional pain. Its like it stems from no where. I don't know how/why I feel this right now. It is unpleasant. I have this sickness in my mind and it doesn't affect my actions so much, but just knowing I will not be at rest for a while is a little daunting. Is it wrong to hope for a better future? Is it wrong to believe it? I feel its so ungenuine in nature that its not really worth giving a second thought to. Maybe when this is all over I will be able to view things hindsight 20/20.

 

[TBerg]

It will get worse before it gets better, but it will get better. You just have to trust your journey through the haunted house.

 

[QuickTwist]

My problem is I have no half ass switch. Everything is a blur emotionally.

 

[TBerg]

What does half-ass switch mean?

 

[TheManBeyond]

Why do you represent yourself as an stupid person in the form of an ape, + avatars that i can't recall?, i do compare myself to others but i don't see why is so necessary to make it clear for them? I mean everyone has to understand you. It would be stupid for them to think of themselves as superior beings. Plus there's definitely a coolness that you can't find in "high iq" people.

 

[Coolydudey]

Tell me. Why on earth would I want to ask you something?

 

[thoughtfully]

QT. I read your first post and was very much impressed with what you were trying to do even if that was months ago. Having said that I want to ask if you distinguish between general questions about the world as opposed to personal ones? I saw of your posts in passing and wondering if you had that high-low emotional disease some have. At the moment I cant think of its name. You dont have to answer that. Ill think of a better question sometime.

 

[QuickTwist]

What does half-ass switch mean?

Most people have the ability to not care about somethings -where there interest in something makes them pursue it somewhat nonchalantly. I am the type of person where either I care about something immensely or not at all which drives my motivation to do that thing.

Why do you represent yourself as an stupid person in the form of an ape, + avatars that i can't recall?, i do compare myself to others but i don't see why is so necessary to make it clear for them? I mean everyone has to understand you. It would be stupid for them to think of themselves as superior beings. Plus there's definitely a coolness that you can't find in "high iq" people.

+1 for what you're saying in this post. To sum it up in a few words, its because I feel misunderstood.

Tell me. Why on earth would I want to ask you something?

IDK, I leave that judgement to other people.

QT. I read your first post and was very much impressed with what you were trying to do even if that was months ago. Having said that I want to ask if you distinguish between general questions about the world as opposed to personal ones? I saw of your posts in passing and wondering if you had that high-low emotional disease some have. At the moment I cant think of its name. You dont have to answer that. Ill think of a better question sometime.

Everything is personal to me. I have Schizoaffective disorder.

 

[crippli]

What have you been doing these last six months?

 

[TBerg]

There are many emotional forces operating beneath your rational vessel, causing you tremendous seasickness and great stress. Focus on what is right in front of you and just keep sailing, and you will learn the ability to work objectively and according to external dictates. You should place your focus on understanding others so that you can build on top of your feeble vessel a vast system of stabilization that will push against the torrents and the waves below. You know how to do this, as it has probably been your means of survival in this cruel world of ours. You know that you have an ability to piece external reality together in your favor or deftly find your way past the mighty vessels of others and their horrible wakes. You have the tenacious curiosity to do all of this, and you will do it well after patient practice. You know the destructive emotions beneath. Just power ahead and explore any islands or continents of refuge you come upon. They will be there. I swear.

 

[QuickTwist]

Same thing I do here only at other places... I've also been thinking about when I should return to this place quit a bit... and then I returned.

 

[mrrhq]

Mental illness?
I bet it's ass-burgers.
If so, then respect.

 

[QuickTwist]

your new, you don't know me yet.

Its a form of schizophrenia that has a sort of Bipolar element to it. Its called Schizoaffective disorder and it sucks. I've had every symptom from that list.

 

[mrrhq]

That's really interesting, actually. I've read lots of Schizo- things when I was trying to identify myself, thinking that I may have had some form of it at one point in time. My main concern was schizoid personality disorder, which seems very likely with me.

 

[QuickTwist]

Nope, you are no where near that disorder. Doesn't appear that way anyways. For me there was a big lead up to it and I never saw it coming. Most people who think they are schizoid are not.

 

[computerhxr]

How many avatars have you been though in this forum?

 

[QuickTwist]

How many avatars have you been though in this forum?

I don't keep track of stuff like that so IDK.

 

[computerhxr]

Are we the same person? Like... do we have a Jekyll & Hyde thing going on?

 

[QuickTwist]

Are we the same person? Like... do we have a Jekyll & Hyde thing going on?

Yes! You can be the sane me and have life figured out to some degree and still have plenty of antics for fun.

My life:
http://youtu.be/OH2t40clDBg?list=PLIE2tKJGAHE0FApFkxAVKZoBDXZnktMtn

Your life:
http://youtu.be/XXIu0MRuIQU

 

[louiesgonnadie]

Mental illness?
I bet it's ass-burgers.
If so, then respect.

Ugh, another one of these.

 

[OrLevitate]

What's the difference between a complex and a memeplex?

Would you consider yourself subjectively firm or objectively flexible?

Did you order the code red?

 

[QuickTwist]

Unlike gene complexes, memeplexes do not have to benefit the genes in order to replicate. Memes and memeplexes do not have to be true to replicate.

Would you consider yourself subjectively firm or objectively flexible?

Neither. I am subjectively objective.

Did you order the code red?

I don't quite follow. I'm not really a big chaos starter generally if that's what you're asking.

 

[Pizzabeak]

You may have went over this already, but who are your favorite posters and why?

Do you smoke weed?

What aspect of your psychoses make you a true schizoid more so than, say, those people who are self diagnosed?

 

[QuickTwist]

I don't have favorites. I just react. I am really quite simple.

No, I don't smoke weed.

I would say that most people that self diagnose are either under psychosis currently or are paranoid that something is wrong with them when something isn't. This could be delusional thinking, but it could also be someone who is just too aware of themselves and have some knowledge about schizophrenia -Just enough to be a danger to themselves. One could argue that we all have schizophrenia...

 

[Pizzabeak]

Why don't you smoke weed?
In which types of environments or situations have your symptoms occurred in?

 

[QuickTwist]

Why don't you smoke weed?
In which types of environments or situations have your symptoms occurred in?

I don't smoke weed because its pointless to. I get no satisfaction from it.

Its all a blur: I remember the feeling, the thoughts, but not the circumstances so I make them up.

 

[idokaiho]

What is reality?

Does reality have a beginning? If so, how did reality start? and will it end?

What happens when we die?

In the sense that we can determine the outcome of physical forces in reality, can biological forces be predetermined with enough understanding and information?

What is consciousness?

Are we in one of an infinite number of universes? Is anything non-abstract infinite?

If you answer these questions will I be satisfied? If you answered these questions satisfactorily would I be satisfied?

 

[TheManBeyond]

are you planning to start a religion? could i be your judas?

 

[QuickTwist]

What is reality?

Does reality have a beginning? If so, how did reality start? and will it end?

What happens when we die?

In the sense that we can determine the outcome of physical forces in reality, can biological forces be predetermined with enough understanding and information?

What is consciousness?

Are we in one of an infinite number of universes? Is anything non-abstract infinite?

If you answer these questions will I be satisfied? If you answered these questions satisfactorily would I be satisfied?

Conventional wisdom says that reality is a matter of perception. I think reality is/are the things that make you feel alive.
http://youtu.be/k3ChrdJoBCk

Reality started when people started thinking about it. There is no reality unless you accept the terms by which there is a standard for reality. If a tree falls in a forest when no one is around...
If you can't feel it, it don't exist.

A lot of people will tell you there is an after life. Some will say "no fucking way." Put yourself out there and you will see there is not reason for asking such questions.. the answer will just come to you.
http://youtu.be/Q4YdGSdnFRg
Hindsight is always better than telling the future, for the present is in the past.

Probably. That's not my area. I would say "you can do anything you set your mind to..."

Consciousness is the realization/awareness of thought.

The universe is big, I am small and mean almost nothing to it. I cannot force myself to answer in a way that is smaller than I understand. Make sense?
Infinite is the epitome of abstract.

There will always be more info to be divulge and there is not enough space in the human brain to understand the universe.

 

[QuickTwist]

are you planning to start a religion? could i be your judas?

No. No formal religion. Just mindless expression of feeling and thought for no reason.

 

[Reluctantly]

How can I convince private businesses with a lot of potential for success to let me invest in them when I'm not a millionaire?

Why won't Samsung make their stocks open to American trading?

 

[QuickTwist]

How can I convince private businesses with a lot of potential for success to let me invest in them when I'm not a millionaire?

give em hell.

Why won't Samsung make their stocks open to American trading?

Assuming this is true: Because it goes against their values as a company foreign to the US; the US is competition and they don't want to stick their noses in where it don't belong.

 

[idokaiho]

When is Matrix-level virtual reality coming? It's taking too long.

 

[computerhxr]

How quickly and how twisted do you get?

 

[QuickTwist]

When is Matrix-level virtual reality coming? It's taking too long.

Proly when scientists learn to fuse electronics with flesh. Yeah, some time after that.

 

[QuickTwist]

How quickly and how twisted do you get?

I have to be in the right mood, but when I am I'll twist it like 1080, Na'mean?

 

[Helvete]

What does the rectangle you're forming with your hands represent?

 

[QuickTwist]

Thinks, "this should be good." Think Nirvana.

 

[The Oracle]

would you give up your left hand to save the life of another human being?

 

[TheManBeyond]

have you been put on psychiatric ward because of your illness? If so how was the experience? Did you get better after the reclusion?

 

[QuickTwist]

would you give up your left hand to save the life of another human being?

IDK. Really depends if I had to do it myself or not and who the person was.

I would say probably no. I will say the question makes my mind envision what sort of way it would unfold. I envision a crisis state where decisions need to be made very fast and that hesitation would lead to more bad things happening. There would be a lot of pressure and stress under such a circumstance. This being said I proly couldn't just ignore the situation and would chose to act on... something.

 

[QuickTwist]

have you been put on psychiatric ward because of your illness? If so how was the experience? Did you get better after the reclusion?

No, I have not been to a psychiatric ward. But I have been to the hospital on 3 separate occasions because of my mental illness. It can be quite chaotic in there. Plenty of whack jobs who are going though some sort of crisis mentally. This leads to people doing "crazy" erratic things. I've seen plenty of crazy in my stays at the hospital.