Adrenalize Me

[Milo]

I've fully converted to a full fledged stimuli craving extrovert through extensive and unorthodox meditation using high level concepts and mathematical integrations to form a new way of thinking (at least from my point of view)

I've found the truth and bent it to hybrid with my personality in order to animate its powers.

I can now summon high levels of energy on cue that I can feel as if I am charging up.

I have defeated the depths of despair of existentialism.

I feel reborn and full of energy like when I was a child.

My motivations and desires for life and more action has never been greater.

My anxiety is no longer anxiety--it is something I desire, and not in a masochistic way. When it hits me I feel fully aroused for more.

Ask questions if you wish. I won't be here a lot, but as long is this thread is alive and active, I'll try to come back and answer anything anyone might be wondering.

Happy Valentines Day, INTP Forum!

 

[cheese]

How long has this change been around for?

 

[Redfire]

How did you do it?
Do you still enjoy your former introverted interests?

 

[Helvete]

Do you have a mating partner?

 

[Milo]

How long has this change been around for?

5 days and counting, no change in diet or behavior.

 

[Milo]

Do you have a mating partner?

Good question! Having one would probably create similar spikes in energy because of ego boosts. I do not have one though.

 

[Milo]

How did you do it?
Do you still enjoy your former introverted interests?

My introverted interests were limited to finding truth and keeping to myself.

While I have found a way to extend the truth and use it to further very different kinds of truth that only apply to the high level concepts I've found that associate with my specific neural pathways, I do not even think of the difference between being alone and being in a social setting anymore.

All of my behaviors are almost automatic. I would compare my finding to unlocking the full potential of what I would call a "Chakra." Something with its own life inside of me that I can summon to enhance my will power, focus, and physical and mental strengths.

I fully conceptualized the entirety of the undeniable and haunting truth down to a single point by using the metaphoricalized version of the concept of "quantum entanglement"--from there I saw the truth as an environment and then conceptualized myself as my most core instinctual desire which I labeled as "love" which then evolved into the label "adrenaline". I drew a diagram of the shape of the quantumly entangled concept of the truth and it allowed me to see it as separate from my spiritual self that is made of the way I conceptualize my spirit--its power relative to how it is separate and relating to the truth as it walks around on it in the shape that I conceive it to be (an ever adapting and transforming enigma of its core concepts that exist underneath its label).

 

[Tannhauser]

Have you been using cocaine and/or drunk a lot of energy drinks?

 

[Brontosaurie]

How is this different from your previous revelations? I recall quite a few similar threads.

Maybe you're bipolar.

No hate, just thoughts.

Either way it sounds like a beautiful state so congratulations on that.

 

[Ex-User (9086)]

Isn't it just another manic episode?

 

[Grayman]

After some time your patronus will fully conceptualize into a more static form.

 

[Milo]

Have you been using cocaine and/or drunk a lot of energy drinks?

No, I have used cocaine before, but it was more than a month ago the last time I did it. I don't really enjoy energy drinks and never drink them.

 

[Milo]

How is this different from your previous revelations? I recall quite a few similar threads.

Maybe you're bipolar.

No hate, just thoughts.

Either way it sounds like a beautiful state so congratulations on that.

The other revelations were merely additions to deeper insights of the Truth. More along the lines of mantras. This is different because it is on the level of a chakra which takes the entirety of the Truth and uses it as a singularity to be manipulated by the force that exists as my spirit as it navigates on top of the Truth like it is a map.

This is the most stable and consistent my thoughts have ever been. Before it was rapidly evolving thoughts every day for years, now it is evolving strength of mind and body.

 

[Milo]

After some time your patronus will fully conceptualize into a more static form.

Patronus is almost the correct way to put it, the only thing is a patronus is usually an animal, mine is made of a principle walking on the plain of Truth.

 

[Milo]

Isn't it just another manic episode?

If so, its not just an episode--it's a full blown series put together from all the elements of the previous "episodes" that were all leading up to this just like all the Marvel and DC Comics characters are coming together in all the new movies. I don't know how else to explain a bunch of lone mantras finally forming a structure that creates a plain of truth that allows the formation of a single chakra.

 

[Ex-User (9086)]

Good to hear you are doing well.

Please tell us if you ever become blessed with the healing touch.

 

[PaulMaster]

Congratulations to the OP.

Personally I would never want to become an extrovert. If they are as taxed after being alone as I am after socializing, Id hate to induce such a dependance on myself.

 

[Milo]

Congratulations to the OP.

Personally I would never want to become an extrovert. If they are as taxed after being alone as I am after socializing, Id hate to induce such a dependance on myself.

I see this dependence as the meaning of life. It is what makes breathing all that much more worth it. Lol

Its much less of a dependence than it is an excitement to look forward to though.

 

[Milo]

Good to hear you are doing well.

Please tell us if you ever become blessed with the healing touch.

I will. You know me. lol

 

[onesteptwostep]

Try getting enough sleep before the downturn starts to kick in. 5 days.. that's kinda long.

 

[Milo]

Try getting enough sleep before the downturn starts to kick in. 5 days.. that's kinda long.

The downturn was the past several years. Lol. Sleep is better too!

My dreams changed from making perfect sense back to abstract nonsensical dreams on day one when I recognized the first changes. Its not just conscious thoughts that have changed apparently.

 

[Arcturis]

Following on from PaulMaster's comment.

Why did you feel the need to convert yourself?

 

[Milo]

Following on from PaulMaster's comment.

Why did you feel the need to convert yourself?

Depression from feeling boxed by invisible barriers.

 

[Happy]

You had an acid trip, didn't you?

 

[Milo]

You had an acid trip, didn't you?

I have, but that was a long time ago. Not sure if it strongly relates to this.