rageoveralostpenny
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In a bit of a unique situation. I'm from the UK so if you didn't know already the education system narrows down on a few discipline areas in post 16 education. I take physics, maths, further maths, chemistry and Latin. (Dropping Latin due to workload from maths sadly, as I enjoy the culture a lot).
As an INTP who has INTJ tendencies (basically I am driven by goals but too lazy to pursue half of them). I always wanted to study theoretical physics but later found the job insecurity to be too large a con to ignore.
Back when I was 13 I wanted to do something for a science project, whose title was to invent something new. I wanted to focus on reusable spacecraft, but when I Googled for ideas, immediately found that SpaceX existed. I now really want to become an aerospace engineer to work for SpaceX, but I fear I won't make a good engineer because I'm very theoretical and not practical. (Proof: every single time I try to do a chemistry experiment I knock over test tubes, mess up the heating time, get the wrong temperature, etc.) So I thought: hey listen, physics might end you up at McDonald's but you could do an actuary conversion, since it's basically being paid to do exams and maths problems and those are what I am good at. And the best part of choosing this route (theoretical physics degree and then actuary) is that I get to study physics at university and that has been my long term goal for years upon years. (I was googling Cambridge physics interview questions aged 14).
The only problem? I detest banks and corporations. Call it the 'Tyler Durden' effect if you may. I do not want to be part of a system dumb and corrupt enough to single handedly cause the 2008 global recession. I don't know if this is naivete, and I can get over this hatred of people who wake up every day to make profit and go to sleep thinking about how to triple said profit and get mental money boners. I only want to go into this because it's my only choice after a physics degree other than begging/ teaching (which yes are on the same boat to me. I hate children). I've a bit of research about being an actuary and it doesn't sound too monotonous but I don't know, can't trust them when they could just be there for money.
Apologies for the essay. If you're still here any thoughts?
As an INTP who has INTJ tendencies (basically I am driven by goals but too lazy to pursue half of them). I always wanted to study theoretical physics but later found the job insecurity to be too large a con to ignore.
Back when I was 13 I wanted to do something for a science project, whose title was to invent something new. I wanted to focus on reusable spacecraft, but when I Googled for ideas, immediately found that SpaceX existed. I now really want to become an aerospace engineer to work for SpaceX, but I fear I won't make a good engineer because I'm very theoretical and not practical. (Proof: every single time I try to do a chemistry experiment I knock over test tubes, mess up the heating time, get the wrong temperature, etc.) So I thought: hey listen, physics might end you up at McDonald's but you could do an actuary conversion, since it's basically being paid to do exams and maths problems and those are what I am good at. And the best part of choosing this route (theoretical physics degree and then actuary) is that I get to study physics at university and that has been my long term goal for years upon years. (I was googling Cambridge physics interview questions aged 14).
The only problem? I detest banks and corporations. Call it the 'Tyler Durden' effect if you may. I do not want to be part of a system dumb and corrupt enough to single handedly cause the 2008 global recession. I don't know if this is naivete, and I can get over this hatred of people who wake up every day to make profit and go to sleep thinking about how to triple said profit and get mental money boners. I only want to go into this because it's my only choice after a physics degree other than begging/ teaching (which yes are on the same boat to me. I hate children). I've a bit of research about being an actuary and it doesn't sound too monotonous but I don't know, can't trust them when they could just be there for money.
Apologies for the essay. If you're still here any thoughts?