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I dont ever want to be them, but it hurts to be different, so I want to be more like them. my main coping strategy with pain is comedy, humans are a weird bunch arent we?

If they forget to salt your fries, just cry on them, problem solved. Cycling ruins the crotch in your pants, longboarding stretches the knees out, walking is for old people, running is for people who wont die of sudden cardiac death. What is a boi to do? I think im way too funny, I have no...

ENTP girl being best girl I just remembered I have acral peeling skin syndrome and I need to tell people im dating. BIG OOF. Speaking of which this is what originally ostracized me, the other kids didnt want to touch me. damn, thats how my aversion to touch actually started. I remember always...

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It amazes me anyone bothered to help, I suppose I have too little faith in my fellow people. its also funny, a counselor probably would of had a lot of trouble with me, if I could have afforded one. Im not so sure I needed to, people coming together and sharing their knowledge and experience...

Im like one week from needing to write a thank you essay to everyone who has contributed. Its crazy to think im asking people online for help, and getting help. I dont know if I would have waited so long if I actually knew there were helpful people out there. It doesnt matter, I would have been...

Yes indeed lesson learned. I need to move out, honestly. I need to grow up, stop waiting for someone else to get me to where I need to be.

Im not sure if im connecting dots that arent there, but it seems like no matter what it is, when bad things happen, it ALWAYS works out. Somehow someway, something good always comes from it.

As far as my previous posts are concerned, my date has been postponed due to a small child. Im kind of sad about it, but I couldnt have stayed up all night learning if I had gone on my date. The other day the walmart receipt checker guy tried to stop me to check my receipt(waow exciting yes) and...

Mine too, its quite scary. Edit on second thought I misread, im not quite like that. I can agree with this, I just worry that you may grow old regretting the fact that you were afraid of being vulnerable. Obviously im not sure, its a thought. Im still new to the emotional states I have now...

You learned that your needs arent important, or that they are damaging and your making up excuses to cover that fact. consider it. or maybe you have, and you are choosing this ideology to protect yourself. I feel like I should give you some insight, I probably cant but it was worth a try. If...

Your view makes me sad, like the idea of there not being a god, makes a religious person feel empty. So im stealing a page from their book. I would say the person you are closing in on, is the real you. Maybe thats stupid but I need something to help me get out of bed in the morning. Im aware...

Im the guy who has failed the class twice, and now I look all intelligent, breezing through a course Ive failed too many times. Admitting things like that fucking hurts, I dont want to say" i just want to see her" because now I cannot let myself. Ive spent my whole life closed off, im ready to...

I will take this to heart. The amount of personal development. yo rebis, you're like the reasonable voice muffled in the background, thanks for pointing me in the right direction.

I dont want closure, I dont want to know. Thats horse shit, I want to see her, thats all. Its not a good idea. A part of me really wanted to go see her. I guess this is what its like letting go of a toxic person I agree, its time to just stop letting it be a part of me. Things should not come...

What is the point in closure, I guess if it somehow was my fault I learn, and if not, well there is none, correct?

Sick, my new avatar is going to be that cutting board I destroyed my house with, as soon as I go get it. Hope you havent gotten used to this avatar

The only reason I ask this, Is because in some ways I feel like it was my fault. Thats typical victim talk, but Idk. I have too much curiosity.

I wonder how long I will be stuck on her, I thought I was over it, but when I think about it, it really hurts. I really want to go see her, I just need to know what happened. @Inexorable Username @Rebis I want someones input, how bad of an idea is that? I could say im older and more mature, she...

YO there is a way more descriptive story of what happened between me and psycho bitch on intj forum. not sure which one, or what it was called, but yeah, I would say at least half the story is out there somewhere. I found it yeet...

She literally conditioned me to act depressed and hurt for love. damn it, psycho bitches are the worst type of bitches. The best being huskies, they are floofy and vocal, lots of chaotic energy, when you cannot communicate all energy is pretty chaotic I suppose, what I hell of an existence being...

Dunno, Im clueless when it comes to humans. I had not considered she wanted anything sexual until rebis so kindly enlightened me. I agree, but its understandable, like I was saying. Its the way a child acts hurt to test new parental figures. Im so painfully aware, yet so painfully unable to fix...

crying yourself to sleep keeps your face hydrated and looking young, dont tell anyone though, thats sort of my secret. Its why im 22 and look 12. To be fair to myself, Im more mentally stable alone with zero oxytocin, than most of these fruit baskets, taking xanex and having human...

Im enjoying this too much, better feel stupid and over analyze everything before I go to bed happy. sincerely, man dude bro

I can teach rebis how to be a gray man. Im the master, fren, been training my whole life to be a gray and a man. I just had a crazy idea! what if I expressed myself before censoring all of the emotion out of it! That would be lit yo, and human and such. I WAS SO SHOOKED, I was typing nobody is...

The tribe has named me, it is offical. Man Dude Bro, fitting, as I am a man, a dude, and occasionally a bro

thats hilarious, I dont think I have taught rebis anything though. You make good points, perhaps this thread can be a list of responses to my insecurities. The type of thing you typically make alone, for yourself. Im not sure if your trying to imitate rebis, but its coming off that way and it...

I wonder if I really got that upset or if it was attention seeking, the way a child acts hurt to test new parental figures. I wouldnt expect a response this late. I ended up talking to one of my two love interests and she had a shit day as well, we sort of bonded over it. oof why is someone...

Something strange though, when I was suicidal, the day I was going to kill myself, when I realized that I would die, the whole world felt different, new, like when I was a kid. It was very strange, I though, if im going to die I should do something fun before I do. I thought of silly things...

I would be so much better off if I didnt live with crazy people. My whole family is just a bunch of super controlling abusive people. My mom is the exception, but we dont have a real bond, thats what happens when you never see your child. You are replaced. I wonder what it is actually like to...

When I was younger I got horrible auditory hallucinations and tactile ones, where my hands felt like they were being cut to pieces by wires, every once in a while those sensations come back, I kind of have ptsd from it. Also something odd, one night I woke up from a nightmare, and the only way I...

What is the name of your disorder? Edit: I saw a documentary about people suffering from these hallucinations, being strangled and beaten every night, at the time there was no explanation, so im very curious.

Is there a universal end point? Im not familiar with this. Do we all follow a rough sequence of views?

hallucinations are typically dopamine related, have you tried any mood stabilizers? may work

I missed this, how funny and accurate. was that from a movie? The trap thing started as a joke because I kept being mistaken for a woman. I have a sort of manly chin, I actually have a 15" bowie knife. :p Im not sure if I actually look like a trap with short hair, my long hair covered my jaw...

Its funny that before I took biology and anatomy/physiology I thought the body was cool, now that I know more about how it actually works it seems like magic.

When you start deciding who lives and who dies, that might be when you have lost your wits, Im going to keep that attitude in check. I wonder, does power really corrupt, or does it simply show your true nature? Is it maybe seeing yourself as the one whom decides, not necessarily the one with...

Yes but in some ways it would be a chance to kill evil people, who if they ever got out, would do terrible things. Im not sure if I completely agree with that statement, some people can be rehabilitated, some people it isnt worth the risk. Old me would be down for murdering the evil doers, Im...

I actually have less hair than women naturally do, Im really not even sure how that works. my arms are almost bare, my legs are the only hairy part on me, and its not thick, kinda fine like the hair on your head. would explain a lot if I were one of those xxy types. this whole talk has reminded...

From what I saw it is only a small increase, with some larger short term spikes. Im not sure my body could actually handle more test, I like not having chest hair or back hair. we have a similar build, actually, my face is just more feminine.

short hair in my opinion. Would you mind sharing some of that testosterone with me, I can give you some estrogen.

I prefer ketosis, It numbed my insane sugar cravings. Also if your foods are high in the correct fats, you dont get hungry 3 hours after eating. I enjoyed it but my love of carbonated drinks ruined it for me.

I cant wait for my nephew to grow up and love all the classics, because I gave him good taste in music.

I had two when I was younger, maybe 7. One day I found one of the mice eating the other, it had already eaten its entire head and shoulders. It was a pretty nice childhood memory. I give it a 8/10 That reminds me of seeing my dog eating its puppy. That one wasnt very tasteful, maybe a 6/10 The...

Someone gave me a late birthday card, and I was informed that I have to thank them over the phone. Im not sure if they are a saint or if they just werent near their phone, but it went to voicemail and we didnt have to have an awkward talk about it. Please take this to heart next time you send...

I cant tell if im slowly evolving into redbaron, or if im slowly devolving into redbaron

Holly shit this was lattes avatar, wtf happened to him/her. everyone I love has disappeared. take me, dark void BTW on aru, the r is rolled. I will know if you arent reading it as a rolled r. :phear:

So that you understand me better, just know I do everything the hard way, and sometimes its just cuz

I seriously cannot put my finger on you, youre confusing. btw life is too short for apostrophes My typical alias is Aru, someone called me peoples for a while, that always reminded me of little 9yo me talking like a thug. I suppose if I put all my effort into making it work, without being a...

All life is equal, continue with your ways. Im not exactly going to stop the world from burning, im just staying here to say, I told you so.