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He had aspergers, and he was at the far end of the spectrum. it was more of, "are you like me", rather than, "are you damaged". I said he was terrible because he didnt understand people, and he didnt seem to want to try.

Im buying film for my old polaroid. A long time ago I decided I wanted to take pictures of the people and things that made me who I am. I dont want to forget the things that got me to where ever I end up, the thought of forgetting scares me deeply. Maybe its silly not wanting to forget, but its...

Casually feminine. I mean, I guess?

ive met two entps, both were awesome. entp girls humor is amazing, everything is an absurd argument/dark joke. we agree on 90% of our arguments, its very weird, absolutely terrible communication efficiency. 99% of esfp's hate me, and I hate 100% of them. I had 1 espf teacher, for sure, and she...

I opened up to entp girl, about my childhood, my dad, my teacher. She didnt push very hard, I suppose I felt ready to open up. She basically just said things make sense now. She sat next to me and held my hand, we talked about stuff, she sees me the way I see her. So, someone actually knows the...

Ive decided to use this forum differently. Previously I was using it to give my insecurities and anxieties a place to echo. Im not going to do that, because that isnt productive or what I want. Im going to put me first from now on. I will get back to people at some point. I understand.

I had a calculus test that I knew I wasnt ready for, so I decided to stay up all night and study, I had about 600mg of caffeine and went straight to bed. Slept really well. Its amazing im alive, considering how much I abuse my body. We are some sturdy animals.

I talked to entp girl, things dont feel right. The whole time I just wanted to stop talking. She also seemed to get a bit aggressive, when I openly said I disapprove of getting blackout drunk. Our interaction wasnt really pleasant for me, I told her I had something to do and ditched. I feel like...

Ive been losing weight, im still about 30lbs from a healthy weight, I think. I had my bodyfat percent tested and I was 22%, not sure how bad that is. I havent been abusing my system with caffein as much. Not craving sugar as badly. Sort of surviving off chinese food, I know thats terrible, but...

My dear friend, I have never had such a problem.

Thats what I want for myself. I suck at playing piano, but I can still get that flow. Its sort of the best

Its not small though, its the same as saying wow, you did well for a woman. I didnt mean to be aggressive about it. I understand that people dont always know the exact definitions, and those are often confused. I wasnt trying to be a bitch, but seriously dont call someones skill a talent, its...

I personally think calling someone's skill a talent, is about the most offensive thing you could say. Its about the same as saying god gave them the ability, that in reality, they worked for, for hundreds of hours. BUT YES THEY ARE WONDERFUL, I want to cheer for them.

this kid exists

this was my favorite song for so long. YOUVE NEVER HEARD OF JAVAN DEE YOU NORMIE

Boi could you imagine if I went to 4chan for help. LMFAO lets be thankful.

eyy I had another talk with another lady. This one is like me, as far as introversion and being shy goes. I prefer shy girls, but the extroverted ones would definitely be better for growth. Life isnt just about growth, though. I would gladly have someone to hold rather than someone who makes me...

Why dont I naturally smile back at people? why is my face always so flat? is this something I learned? A google search said that It means you arent attached to your emotions. I could see that being true. anyone have an opinion?

Took a small parelyne coated disc magnet, cut my fingertip open, jammed it in, super glued it shut. It allows you to feel magnetic fields, along with the sensation of a magnet moving in your finger. My achievement im most proud of, It can and will cause complete nervous system shutdown and death...

I like to play piano, I havent put the effort in to be any good, yet. I started to learn electric guitar, that was right after I put a magnet in my finger, guess how that worked out? I would prefer guitar, as it has so many more noises, but piano is my favorite, I like the way out of tune pianos...

Lol I get that. If not for my life being a strange solo journey, I wouldnt bother, because I would have other options at my disposal. Socially, im where most people were in their teens, or even a bit younger. BUILDING THAT SOCIAL CIRCLE REBIS. entp girl will probably help me meet some cool...

oof normie grade? Hipster is the one word everyone seems to use to describe me. Its pretty lame. arent hipsters people with zero personality just trying to be different? Im the real deal rebis, tru snoflak. I noticed something, despite my social skills improving dramatically, I still dont...

I issue you a challenge, @Rebis. At some point, lets have a hipster-off. I want you to know I have a polaroid, leather satchel, glasses, a vape, and more. Could also be a cringe-off. I see no need for specific labels.

Redwave:buying gf 30k for real Im so glad I stumbled upon that article. who knows how long I would have been ruining relationships with unhealthy attachment. Im comfortable dating, and her dating other people, feels gud. YEABOI internet coming in clutch. Rebis have you considered fucking...

My last post was me realizing that. manually turning off the IGCG. Im aware of what I was doing, and i feel much better and less attached. On the road to becoming a healthi , independent, boi

I dont think im attached to my existence, I dont care if I die. I wonder, what would cause this? Just read this article about attachment vs emotional bonding, I empathize with a lot of the attachment, especially the peacekeeper chaos. : "If you are negotiating your boundaries, your wants or your...

ITS ASKING IF I HAVE FRIENDS, HOW DARE YOU Yo if I hear one more person confuse sex and gender, im gonna die inside, then look at them, crying, try my best to telepathically communicate, the difference, in these two words. for the fuck of sakes people cmmon

Job application in 2020: Hello sir, please take the next four hours to chat with our psychologist AI, jill. Jill is going to ask you very personal questions that you dont have to answer, but you should. Your personality traits, emotional stability, and sociability, will all be tested to make...

@Rebis, I was just completing a job application, I accidentally hit the wrong nationality, instead of fixing it, I said FUCK IT and kept going. They may be illegal in some way, but again, fuck it.

Shut up rebis, I will end you

LET ME SWADLE YOU. She never said I remind her of her mom, if thats how you took it. She meant the way Im compassionate, and the fact that I sort of rocked her while I held her. that last one was an unconscious oooF

t'is go time.

this made me smile. You're so wholesome.

Anna from bioshock infinite, best story, of all time. its so convoluted, I loved it.

Aiming for happiness is a sure way to miss it.

I feel like Im always on my way to a point of view, then you hit me with the next step. I understand what you are saying. Thank you.

Im lost, im not sure what to do with myself, I dont want to be here, this house, this country, Im not really sure, where to even start. staying in school means debt, staying out of school means destitution, if I cannot actually produce anything. Im tired of being alone, but nobody wants me, in...

My decision to work on myself and set work and school aside, is not helping with these issues, my family isnt either. So essentaly, my mental health is not where it needs to be, my social life is not where it needs to be, I dont have a job, and I have zero support from my family, no money to see...

Its hard not to put all your eggs in one basket, when all you have is one basket. Obviously the solution is more baskets. Unfortunately I havent built up any confidence, the problem is, if this ends too early, its not going to have a positive effect, not without lots of depression and thinking...

Its the theme of my life to put in a massive amount of effort to stay in the white, only to loose all self control and fall straight into the blackness.

Indeed, you remembered. You are right on almost every point. I would suspect im looking for a very committed stable relationship, because thats what I have been lacking my whole life. I dont want to share a person. Last night I thought about it, im not going to put boundaries on our...

So from my research, people typically feel safe having sex on the fourth date, and people tend to decide to be exclusive about 8 dates in. People are fucking gross. I wish I were asexual, or not so emotionally needy, this is lame. I dont like the idea of sexual activity, before emotional...

Guess who is learning the importance of not getting attached before knowing a person. -sigh- At least I didnt do anything. I suppose this was obvious, her friends joke about her being unable to commit, I noticed it on our second date. progress. maybe she is just taking forever to consider my...

The affect heuristic, I read about it in fast and slow thinking, the more something could hurt you, the more likely you think it is going to hurt you. one dramatic boi

Im not sure what the good place is :x

I just realized I have to figure out where I stand with her, and what qualifies as a relationship, to her. I dont want to be bonded and intimate with her just to find out she met someone, and we have to stop. It sickens me to think people are ok with doing the things we did, with multiple...

Jesus, if you were that perceptive as a child, I couldnt imagine you now. You were a very rational child, I havent ever heard of someone being that way at a young age. To realize that much of your hurt was because your fun thing died, and not just a life was lost, that is big. It seems fitting...

In many ways dogs prepare us for life, they are wonderful and rely on us, and eventually they die, most of us experienced our first real loss, in our pets. My favorite dog died when I was little, I still remember crying, as bad as my dad was, he never let me see the dead dog, and told me it ran...

My mom just found out about my date, lmao, she was so worried that I stayed the night with her. Like shes going to kill me or something, moms.:giggle: Yay I reached the point where I have to start using intpf in incognito, and like, hiding it. exciting.

the lab mix is a my baby, but he doesnt do well with new people, hes the only one I raised from a very, very young age. The shepherd was neglected, but shes the sweetest dog Ive ever had, she loves everyone and loves to cuddle. when we got her she had mange and an ear infection, it was terrible...