Are you implying that the "personal logic" of a person can never understand reality completely? I know that many folks "squeeze in" reality to fit their perception of it, but does this necessarily mean that there are no folks whose "personal logic" fit with "reality"? You say that "order" is not existing in "reality," but isn't the very idea that it is a "reality", that it is a "thing", make it "ordered?" That is, if we do not use our "personal logic" towards reality, then it simply means that, in order to understand reality, we should not accept reality as a "thing", as a "one"---because that would already imply "impressing one's logic unto reality." --which leads us to the opposite of understanding.