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  • I'm so disgustedly jealous right now it's not even funny.

    I want to drop in but I'd have to figure out a passport (that's like $$$) and I'd have to buy a round trip ticket and that's $$$$.

    *sigh*
    I'm in love currently, and I loved one person besides my wife, as well.

    That jerk comment was originally a joke, but then I got asked, etc. I did used to be a jerk, when I was younger and less experienced. I couldn't claim I think I am currently a jerk, but I could be wrong.

    You are wrong. I won't claim it's for everyone, of course, but people get along according to their manners of interacting with others. I look for traits that I find appealing, just like everyone else. Bah, I don't want to bore you (or myself in typing this), just look up "BDSM"
    Haha, sweet, was it your first time viewing or not? It's the only Kurosawa film I've seen, I should probably watch more soon.

    Umm, me and some friends have been going through a "video nasties" period, so I was actually looking for "A Serbian Film"'s wiki page (sorry, I wish I was looking for something more dignified as well :P ). I was just surprised it was popular enough to have that many site views. But I agree, it's very rare you find a video nasty that is actually quite a good film. At least it wasn't some random American director who decided to name it that :P I hope he had no particular reason to name it that anyway :S
    I think all of the dreams are on youtube independantly. It likely is somewhere else as a whole I just wasn't able to find it as I'm near enough a technophobe :P But I agree. My friends thought it was pretentious but I felt it was a very special film - the initial fox wedding and peach garden dreams are beautiful, otherwise I quite like the Tunnel one as well. (:

    In other news, the first thing that comes up in Google when you type "Serbia" is "Serbian Film" *insert some kind of joke here* Sad times.
    Oh, I still like you :D

    The hoarding thread, really?! I was trying so hard to understand where she was coming from! Trying to see how it might have been hard, despite it being completely counter-intuitive to me. I hope I didn't offend her. I suppose that's part of what surprises you - the fact that I didn't immediately get it. But dammit, I'm close but I'm not quite god. (Yet.)

    It isn't something I can really talk about, partly because I'm not too sure myself. But again, thanks for asking man.

    *secret friendship handshake*
    The Gettier Problem! That's it. Thank you, wikipedia. Unfortunately I STILL can't find the strip. To make things worse, my neighbour has been playing the same Maroon 5 song on loop for hours every day, for weeks. How awful that the only way to find peace is to LEAVE my house.

    Musical hooks are tools for evil.

    *edit
    I think I may have mistakenly identified a black female singer as Maroon 5. Whoever it is, stop asking us and just give up already.
    May as well check though (damn VM character limits :|) - since when have I started seeming edgy? And where?
    Thanks for extending friendliness. :)

    Initially I didn't know how to answer, because while I know I *have* been - different? I don't know what the word is - the past year, there haven't been any sudden increases recently that I'm aware of. ie whatever seems tense in my post is probably more a result of me bothering to speak up instead of just letting things go, or maybe I seem tense because I appeared to lash out at you (my version at least; I still don't think I even approach the acerbity of many others here).

    So yeah, I'm ok relative to the frame of reference I assume you're using (the past few months or so). But maybe overall I haven't been ok for a while. Despite the fact that you're correct in surmising things have changed though, you're right for the wrong reasons, heh. (There was a calvin and hobbes comic strip on this but I can't find it, dammit.) Because 'lately' I've been no different to how I've been the last 9 or 10 months. But thanks for asking. :)
    If you say so :D I'm so glad, you're actually the first person who gets it - the language barrier makes the trip more enjoyable, not less! But that's why I'm planning to move Feb 2012 - because I want to give myself about 3 months to learn the language.

    I gave myself an arbitrary deadline of this Sunday night to decide where I'm going. I've waddled and fiddled with this idea for a long time but I think the breakup has giving me the steely resolve to actually do it this time.
    No concrete plans, but I've got people I could stay with in London or Paris. Paris would be harder because of the language barrier, so I might be better off going to London and getting a job in the same industry I'm in here (insurance). London has less appeal to me, but I imagine it wouldn't be hard to use it as a basis to explore Europe?

    Where are you living now? Are you married yet? :p
    cont...


    On some level, like you, I knew it couldn't work some time ago. But I thoguht a) it's worht putting an effort in just in case, and b) I wanted to experience the ups and downs of the relationship regardless. So no regrets. Sigh. I just don't know what to do with my life now. I don't want to be the person that I was before the relationship. I saw all my old books that I used to read in my INTP-inspired attempt to understand the world, and I just felt like burning them all.

    I don't want to be normal anymore, but I don't want my old self back either. And I still want to be functional, despite not being normal. Every chance I'll flee to Europe like I've always wanted to do.
    Basically I couldn't keep up with the extroverted party life that she wanted. We got on great when it was just me and her, we had that enviable dynamic where we could be silent in each other's company without it being one bit awkward, but as she told me later, she was always just waiting for the right moment to start partying with her friends again. I don't want that lifestyle, so it was kind of mutual that we just couldn't be together anymore.

    (tbc)
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