Sometimes, I find, when I explore (outside) I will be caught upon some really minute thing that fascinates me. Like, for example, last night I left the house at about 1am and stood by the alleyway next to my house. The way the streetlight hit the wall it was like it was golden, and, because I have bad visual snow at night, when I stared at it it was like the wall was crawling and coming to life. I was amazed by this and must have been standing there for about 15 minutes. Sometimes I like to film these things and collect them. I need a better camera though :S. I also wonder if this is what it's like to experience Se (Vyy) through Nai - to find profound beauty/ meaning in the simplest of objects.