I think daydreaming has given me a kind of insanity that is beneficial to survival. I no longer see what people do/decide/say as questions or any type of truth, but as a divergence from an opposing dual decision. And I want to laugh in their faces when they feel so adamant about how what they have decided has no other possibilities; this is an even stronger feeling when they contradict their own beliefs in the process.
I have attachment and non-attachment to everything I do. Am I insane? Schizophrenic? The definition of unstable? But it only helps me...Am I autistic?
Deconstructing reality is painful if there is nothing left in the process. I guess they are right that as long as it's not too much. But then again, even though I know what I know (or is it what I think I know what I know?), it's still my choice to be the way I am. Correlation of the negative does not have to imply causation of high daydreaming.
But it always seems easier to blame an introvert's problems on simply being introverted; what people often don't accept is that the introversion aims to solve problems of extroversion; we could just as easily say that it is the extroversion from whence the negative comes from - the introversion an attempt to solve the problem and the extroversion the cause of it.