Would you actually kill yourself if you failed the pact tho
Pacts are made when I'm aware I can achieve my goal, so on that premise I won't fail. If I truly want something I will get it.
I don't make a pact that's absurd.
That roughly translates to 'yes' (from what I can tell?)
Fair enough - take this more as me philosophising as I'm intrigued than advice. Mostly strikes me as curious as it presumes a great deal more control over our lives than it appears we have. I've known multiple people who have experienced accidents that have disabled them from pursuing their goals, as an example. And one who did kill himself, in part, as he was unable to reconcile his (then) unachievable dreams with circumstance.
Sometimes things deviate from what we want despite our drive & inner potential to achieve those things. And yet curiously, I've tended to observe, we end up finding in retrospect that we learn certain things as a result of that that we wouldn't have been able to by following our own scripts. Learning often happens in the breaking points of our programming, that calls how best that program serves us into question and in the undoing of it allows better potentials to emerge.
I think I'd be hesitant to make these kinds of pacts as it'd essentially be me dictating to reality how things must unfold for me to be OK as I know best. Where if I do my 50% based on what I think is best and make room for reality to do the other 50% I open myself to the possibility that reality might provide me with a better alternative.
To me, position A roughly translates to: reality is hostile and unfriendly so I must be in control in order to achieve the best outcome.
And position B to: reality is friendly and has my best interests at heart so I can trust reality to guide me to the best outcome.
No. You shouldn't worry about that.
More curious than concerned.

Generally try to avoid being concerned about people on the internet!
